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Posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
I am so paranoid that I am sitting real still. I am trying to focus on my core being, ya' know my feet on the floor, my intestinal fortitude, my solar complex, all this, trying to hold myself together as I think EVERYONE around me dislikes me or is being untruthful w/ me. I need to be talked down. Should I cry or keep trying to hold myself together. Will something bad happen to me? You guys know me. Tell me I am ok please.
5f
Posted by Phillipa on September 30, 2009, at 12:56:31
In reply to Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
Seriously if you did run out of the xanax you need some asap. You're in withdrawal if haven't taken any or is it anticipating not having any? Love Phillipa
Posted by Abby Cunningham on September 30, 2009, at 22:23:34
In reply to Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
> I am so paranoid that I am sitting real still. I am trying to focus on my core being, ya' know my feet on the floor, my intestinal fortitude, my solar complex, all this, trying to hold myself together as I think EVERYONE around me dislikes me or is being untruthful w/ me. I need to be talked down. Should I cry or keep trying to hold myself together. Will something bad happen to me? You guys know me. Tell me I am ok please.
>
> 5fFivefires, you really do need to get some xanax right away, or valium if no xanax. It is very possible you will have seizures if you do not. You have been on a huge dose of xanax, if I read your previous message correctly. You cannot go without. It is criminal and I think your doctor is responsible to do something to help you. I'll pray for you.
Abby
Posted by Fivefires on October 1, 2009, at 7:23:00
In reply to Re: Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :( » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on September 30, 2009, at 12:56:31
Had 1/2 mg which pulled me out. Have just 1 mg left and found out pdoc not allowing refill until the 10th. Date on bottle 9/1. P/u date 9/4. (The dr is saying it was called in and filled on the 10th? That coincides w/ a time when I reported some harassment to the authorities. Do you get where I'm going with this? I don't want to spell it out. Just believe me, it wasn't I who called for a refill or picked one up!
I've not slept all night. I'm literally like a walking, burning up hot, dead .. live person.
Oh and I did call 911 the night before I even posted this thread. I foresaw this and tried to explain it to a handful of techs and law men who must have walked in here w/ an agenda. They pretty much abused me. I told them to leave, and I heard them laughing as they walked away.
Ya' know what would have happened had I been in an ER. They'd have given me an anti-psychotic and, TO DA*NED MEDICAL WRONGS DON'T MAKE A RIGHT!
Sorree o_o u all may be the only ones really 'hearing my anger'.
Last eve I talked to someone about the aforementioned harrasser. Today may need an at*orney. And, wouldn't ya' know it ... today I have to see my PCP to refill my back pain 'FDA ALL SMEARED OVER' MED. He will look at me and think I've been doing drugs in some ditch.
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prayers?
5f
Posted by Phillipa on October 1, 2009, at 19:12:41
In reply to Re: Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on October 1, 2009, at 7:23:00
FF yes I know what you meant thought couldn't see? Did you talk to the other doc? Phillipa
Posted by Jeroen on October 2, 2009, at 9:32:09
In reply to Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
damn another induced psychosis
i get treatment with Abilify 10 mg and Seroquel XR 100 mgdont do zyprexa it will kill you!
Posted by yxibow on October 2, 2009, at 23:32:12
In reply to damn another induced psychosis, posted by Jeroen on October 2, 2009, at 9:32:09
> damn another induced psychosis
> i get treatment with Abilify 10 mg and Seroquel XR 100 mg
>
> dont do zyprexa it will kill you!Jeroen... that's generalizations.... many people have been helped with Zyprexa.
But I'm glad you're getting treatment.
Posted by Fivefires on October 10, 2009, at 7:17:57
In reply to Re: damn another induced psychosis » Jeroen, posted by yxibow on October 2, 2009, at 23:32:12
I made it you all. Wow .. it was horrible though. Awoke one morn' and couldn't lift body off bed .. hardly lift arm, but did and called 911 again. This time a couple of the techs and lawmen took me seriously and got 1/2 of my normal dosage for two days. I thought I was gonna' die, butt, I managed to split those 6 2mg tabs out across four days. I lost weight. Oh, and I did go to my pcp right after hosp. and he diagnosed fibromyalgia and was taking a more serious look at chronic fatigue. I finally got my refill, and yes you were right Abby, it is high, on the 6th. I had some help that I cannot write about. There was no other way. I knew w/o it, the psychosis could grab hold and not let go.
From now on, I am to only request my meds on the p/u date, not on the date filled. I asked my pharmacy if they can pls put my p/u day on my containers. We'll see.
It took it's toll. I'm still feeling very uncared for and very lost, and kind of angry at pretty much everyone IMRL right now. It was horrible and when my scrip was finally filled and I DID PICK IT UP THE SAME DAY (someone helped me) everything in my house was in shambles, no food, no people. I think others that don't understand figure you've got your scrip back and now you should be good as new. But no.
I do, still, need my fam' so much, but only one of my children and one niece, out of a huge fam' helped me through it, and, I had to take so much Imodium, I'm still having to, and I've none. My legs are weak cuz lost weight and couldn't move sometimes, so I can't walk to a dang store.
Well, enough complaining. I'm okay. I'm sorry it took me until now to get back here.
TY all so much for being here for me. I'd look over here at the p.c. and think boy I wish I could go sit there and write and talk, but even today, early morning here, the whole thing brings tears to my eyes.
Asked mother maybe we should get an attorney and she hasn't even called.
I am so alone but for you all, daughters and a niece. Where are my sisters? Not even a phone call.
5f (I hope there are still five anyway!)
Posted by Phillipa on October 10, 2009, at 19:31:54
In reply to Re: damn another induced psychosis, posted by Fivefires on October 10, 2009, at 7:17:57
FF you made it that is good news. Phillipa
Posted by Fivefires on October 15, 2009, at 3:06:29
In reply to Re: damn another induced psychosis » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on October 10, 2009, at 19:31:54
I wonder how many people don't? And, I wonder how many doctors are just walking away unscathed?
I said 'ya know if you have an oath to save, you also have a license to kill, to someone.
Yep, I'm not dead, but how did I even know I was this strong, much less the doc. This straw broke the camels back afa faith in caregivers and it gives them all a bad name, ya know, sooner or later. If I had $, I'd be responsible to report it. So, hey, what's a wounded soul to do, but pray or try to hold on and keep a little faith. One more time .. cuz this was the second time this has happened to me, ...
There's something inside me that won't allow me to let go or give in or give up, even when I really just want a break. There's a tear in my eye and a lump in my throat 'cuz my heart is breaking from the unkindness, or maybe I should give 'em a break and call it ignorance, of others.
here's to you all, 5f
Posted by Jeroen on October 15, 2009, at 6:49:11
In reply to Re: damn another induced psychosis, posted by Fivefires on October 15, 2009, at 3:06:29
same boat my friend
Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on October 19, 2009, at 7:49:26
In reply to Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on September 30, 2009, at 11:34:48
> I am so paranoid that I am sitting real still. I am trying to focus on my core being, ya' know my feet on the floor, my intestinal fortitude, my solar complex, all this, trying to hold myself together as I think EVERYONE around me dislikes me or is being untruthful w/ me. I need to be talked down. Should I cry or keep trying to hold myself together. Will something bad happen to me? You guys know me. Tell me I am ok please.
>
> 5fHi 5fires...
I am so sorry you are going through so much pain. I too often experience soul-crushing anxiety and very deep-seated, psychotic fear. I really don't know how to carry on when this happens.(And I still have my doubts even when I feel 'so-called' better.) I only found a few meds that help a bit, mostly Zyprexa and Risperdal. Xanax works *amazing* for me, but the withdrawl, like you are experiencing, is horrible...a bloody nightmare. Is it getting meds, or just the Xanax, that is hard? My problem is I get SO scared and wound-up, I can't leave the house to go to my doctor. Then I miss out on refills...etc. I hope for you the very best in such a hard time. Please take *very* good care of yourself. In this world, it seems nobody else really cares. But there are still some good people.
Peace and best wishes and prayers.
Jay
Posted by Fivefires on October 27, 2009, at 2:21:51
In reply to Re: Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :( » Fivefires, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on October 19, 2009, at 7:49:26
Hey Jay .. I am not psychotic unless my xanax is withheld for too long a period of time, like 3-4 days w/o any. I thought, like said, all looking and talking at me, but kept telling myself 'this isn't real'. Shortly after I collapsed and BP spiked and the staff watched me more closely. But, since I was hyperventilating etc., I opted not to take Provigil. My woman doc said she saw me sleeping and dc'd the xanax 2mg t.i.d. and 1 mg X-XR t.i.d. for 1 freaking mg of Klonopin. I signed out AMA. I feared another 'shut down'. Idk if I've responded to you yet or not. I have sooo many emails. Tks for the caring.
5f
Posted by Phillipa on October 27, 2009, at 20:12:49
In reply to Re: Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :(, posted by Fivefires on October 27, 2009, at 2:21:51
FF a person can become psychotic if that long goes inbetween doses. Are you saying you were in hospital? Phillipa
Posted by Fivefires on October 28, 2009, at 11:26:40
In reply to Re: Body w/o any Xanax Induced Psychosis :( » Fivefires, posted by Phillipa on October 27, 2009, at 20:12:49
I prayed a lot.
I used every skill I could think of to use.
I kept every stressor I could, away from me.
tks Phillipa
5f
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