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Posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:01:27
The next session im not going let the door hit me in *ss. A psychiatrist, which is even sad that im a patient, treated me so awful, "i cant legally treat you for ADHD" yet 22 phone calls and 2 faxed letters to him, in a period of 2-3 months.
Yet stating with evidence, he knows, but he sided with my mother (who is very controlling over my medical treatments)
Here.........i'll show you a clip of something very similar of her actions:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=kC_EXDQj9SI&feature=relatedI cant say bad stuff about my own mother, but she is very controlling, emotionally unstable, angry alot, where do think i learned this from? someone.... in paticular?
How am i going to cope with,
1)A mother that has an anger issues, and control issues. (i go nuts too, but learned it)
2)Severe ADHD with no medication and frequent emotinoal outbursts at home (no one else knows about)
3)Will override my bounderies as an adult because she wants to love me, but also keep me in her cage.
4)A doctor that sided and knew that i was in frequent bad condition yet he ignored it. And then as doctor, did nothing for treatment.Bedides that, i think i smell coffee beans everything is going so swell!
I just love this danm life.
Im not myself tonight, im sorry im just, i have to tell this.
Posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:17:01
In reply to Note to Self...., posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:01:27
My mother has a plan, if i revoke her off the insurance. There is going to be problems. I believe my mother is a very controlling person, if she loses her power, its something psychological.
She will not send me to school, and many other things.
Plus im leaving to a bible school soon, and she will still control my medication by i will have to drive home and get my medication, for the week.
This is brainwahsed...psychotic craziness. This all a form of control.
Thoughts?
oh definently will be talking with on-campus counselors.
Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 1, 2008, at 5:27:44
In reply to Re: next note to self...., posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:17:01
> My mother has a plan, if i revoke her off the insurance. There is going to be problems. I believe my mother is a very controlling person, if she loses her power, its something psychological.
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> She will not send me to school, and many other things.
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> Plus im leaving to a bible school soon, and she will still control my medication by i will have to drive home and get my medication, for the week.
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> This is brainwahsed...psychotic craziness. This all a form of control.
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> Thoughts?
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> oh definently will be talking with on-campus counselors.
>I thought you where off at college, and if so, even if your mother is paying for your insurance, she still has no right to know what you are being treated for. You are and adult in the eyes of the law. You should either talk to the insurance company or a doctor or a counselor asap. Also, your school usually has its own insurance that covers students, which would mean you. Please check that out. You dont have to be so dependent on your mother. Why do you have to go off to some bible school next year?? Just stop telling your mother all of these things. Does she try and force you to tell her? (Sorry if I sound harsh. I am trying to word as best as I can.)
Best,
Jay
Posted by sunnydays on March 1, 2008, at 8:25:51
In reply to Note to Self...., posted by your#1fan on March 1, 2008, at 0:01:27
You have said all this before and received advice that extreme emotional outbursts are not really characteristic of ADHD. You may want to find a new psychiatrist or talk to the one you have about these outbursts and a possible mood stabilizer to control them. My brother has bipolar disorder and he likes his highs too, but in the long run he has come to realize that treating them is far better than not because he can become irrational to the point that he doesn't even realize he is being irrational when he is manic. I don't know if you're manic, but if you are, you NEED treatment. Please talk to a doctor about ALL your symptoms.
sunnydays
Posted by Phillipa on March 1, 2008, at 12:11:31
In reply to Re: Note to Self.... » your#1fan, posted by sunnydays on March 1, 2008, at 8:25:51
Fan listen to the others I feel they are so right. Phillipa
Posted by your#1fan on March 2, 2008, at 0:09:40
In reply to Re: Mother doesn't need to know..don't tell her!! » your#1fan, posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on March 1, 2008, at 5:27:44
Its night, this is the time i usally post. Its a almost midnight, this is the time im peaked and read to respond to all posts. I feel better late at night. In the day i feel so depressed. Its like another mask comes out at night. Very cool....
Anyways to that, what happened was, the reason i posted that last night, was because, one i was stressed out of my mind that my mother was just being angry. My mom has treated me very well, its just at times (AKA the Annie Wilkes she gets like for a couple a days, and i really we really have fights)
Its going to be a long time from now. But it is soon. I do admit, she wants me to take my medication corrently (perferably Xanax for anxiety and panic's during the day)
By the way im feeling this, this feeling that been plaging most of the day, that i cant control things, i cant control the things, i cant concentrate, i feel as a fool when i make implusive desisions, bying cookies that are going to make me really fat. Plus they taste too sweet! make me sick....this is kinda of what happened tonight.
I'm looking forward to going to bible school soon. I dont know where i am going to be in life....as i said before im a ship in the middle of the ocean, with a unsteady rotter, dont know when im going to turn. And my propellors are always fueled by support from others. Mainly i get it here.
I dont belive this bible school provides which means, will still be dealing with some control issues.
I have to have some control of my life. Even eating...and being impulsive. I feel afraid really right now. When im not hypomanic, i feel im afriad of life. Like today when i got up from a nap, to do a paper (7page anaylsis) with no medication to help was just, i felt so depressed after i woke up, afriad, just i wanted to go hide out from life....but you can run but you cant hide from life. That is fact....IRS... Goverment.. school...everything!
So thanks......keep an eye out for me.
your#1fan
Posted by your#1fan on March 2, 2008, at 0:22:01
In reply to Re: Note to Self.... » your#1fan, posted by sunnydays on March 1, 2008, at 8:25:51
I admit, tonight, i feel better at nights. I do have anger, frustration more on is what i should call becuase of the pit i cant really get out of.
The psychitrist, that i have been talking about. I dont even know now if he will even be my psychiatrist, disowning me because i had on my record that i abused, Adderall, i never called it in early. My mother had a great deal with sabotaging my medical treatment, because she did in fact see an addiction, or maybe an abuse problem, that i couldnt sleep, other stuff, (which my mother told all the problems, and refuses that fact that it would still help me, but its a no-can situation right now)
I do beleive really now, i do need something for mainc-depressive illness because it can get worse. Which can it?
I am Zyprexa right now but i need to get a 2nd opnion about another medication such as Lithium, or Lamictal.
Thank Thanks :)
fan
Posted by your#1fan on March 2, 2008, at 0:35:48
In reply to Re: Note to Self...., posted by Phillipa on March 1, 2008, at 12:11:31
im hangin' in here. Im really afriad, of life.....
pray for some confidence.
your#1fan
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