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Posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 7:22:37
Lol i dident think my time was cleared,i just kinda tested.
Anyway this post IS medication related,but i just want to kinda clear a little air if i may.
First yess its obvious i have certain issues with aces way of doing things,i wont bite my tongue or go back on that.
HOWEVER i know the rules,and i post a apology for continuing to break them.
Fact is im far from a newbie,if anyone dared googled the name brklyn23 i have archived tons upon tons of posts varying from medication to nutrients etc.
I always halted from posting here because of the moderation,i see the plus of course,but i also believed its not good to bubble yourself because the real world is not,and when you deal with people you wont have the security you have here,and i did not want to become acustomed to that.
Again not saying it has its advantages,as well as i know them,and if i dont like them i can take a hike.So my apology to breaking them,i also broke my own policy which is sticking to medication,or drugs here and not getting personal.
Also just to note,i guess because i particpated in so many groups where there was no moderation,i dont take someone having a issue with me on things too personal.
I dont know ace,we could meet,and talk for hours,this is the internet and its a spcific thing.Just because i have issue with something does not mean i do not like him,thats absurd i dont know him,and i hope he knows that,now as far as me being liked,im prepared for that,as i said im far from a newbie and have had many "flame wars".
I just hope people do see my overall activity here,which is a helpful one,also im disapointed but understand that the bunch that have emailed me before said nothing to my character.Anyone who has emailed me knows i offer nothing but kindess and friendship.
Ok getting past that,i just wanted to post i obtained parnate from a overseas source,with prescription,and it is very odd,not that its actualy much better,but wow the stimulation,its like theres a calm,but also a anxiety where i feel maniac,actualy i believe im in a maniac state now.
I dont know how to come down,sedatives are just feeding it and making me feel high,if anyone has suggestions on how to slowly come down from a maniac state,id love to hear them.
Again i apolgize for contuniuing to break the rules here,Dr bob maybe i need a good working over im a very hard headed person,get it from moms.
Posted by Phillipa on October 6, 2006, at 10:21:56
In reply to Ok before stones are thrown, posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 7:22:37
Sorry Will I should have e-mailed you. Love Phillipa
Posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 11:35:05
In reply to Re: Ok before stones are thrown » willyee, posted by Phillipa on October 6, 2006, at 10:21:56
> Sorry Will I should have e-mailed you. Love Phillipa
Dont be sorry,im a big boy lol,i just rather it not be allowed to continue to discuss things when the person cant defend him or herself,but i was ok with the block,it was definatly called for,and hopefully i can move on without prejudice.
Im no different than anyone else,i dont want anyone to suffer this evil,anyone.
Posted by Crazy Horse on October 6, 2006, at 11:52:55
In reply to Re: Ok before stones are thrown, posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 11:35:05
> > Sorry Will I should have e-mailed you. Love Phillipa
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> Dont be sorry,im a big boy lol,i just rather it not be allowed to continue to discuss things when the person cant defend him or herself,but i was ok with the block,it was definatly called for,and hopefully i can move on without prejudice.
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> Im no different than anyone else,i dont want anyone to suffer this evil,anyone.
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>That's cool Willyee. When it's all said and done, that's what it's all about, caring about and supporting eachother.
-Monte
Posted by Dr. Bob on October 8, 2006, at 14:01:41
In reply to Ok before stones are thrown, posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 7:22:37
Posted by tessellated on October 9, 2006, at 16:28:44
In reply to Ok before stones are thrown, posted by willyee on October 6, 2006, at 7:22:37
Willyee,
I would caution you. You appear aware of the manic state-good, though maniac is pretty close:) . I wonder as I too had access to overseas parnate. The problem for me with the manic state is that it, over time, becomes schizotypal. I've never had such a history, and now I'm afraid of parnate, because its causes both the manic conditions-delusions of granduer etc, but also auditory and worse, visual-paranoid hallucinations. This has occured 3 times now. Depressed, go back to parnate, have psychosis/mania, stop parnate, depressed, try parnate again. The med has induced a bipolar state, which is a tad more complex, and has higher liability, than merely depression.
This is unbearably frustrating. I think Im opting out of the MAOI option and hitting wellbutrin, just so I don't play up the van-gogh syndrome one ounce more. Its ironic, the creativity I find parnate fuels is seductive-ohhh so seductive, but the price I've paid is too high (or so i feel currently). Luckily, I've only hurt myself and worried the sh*t out of others. But even that is too great.
Point being: I wonder if the overseas (goldshield) is different.
I even put myself on seroquel for a few days to kill the mania, and was left with the zombie tranq feeling. I think of it as a necessary evil, but that's just me. Even 25mg zaps me like a concussion.
I have heard that one can combine lithium w/parnate as a stabalizer, but that requires more costly blood tests etc.
If you've tried seroquel, and have not had the zombie sedation, then you might discuss that w/doc.
I'm in rough shape my friend. Though robbery, heartbreak, and infidelity, are parts of my puzzle, mania is a dangerous game to play. A tad like russian roulette.
Most simple solution.
LOWER DOSAGE.best,
8ted
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> Ok getting past that,i just wanted to post i obtained parnate from a overseas source,with prescription,and it is very odd,not that its actualy much better,but wow the stimulation,its like theres a calm,but also a anxiety where i feel maniac,actualy i believe im in a maniac state now.
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> I dont know how to come down,sedatives are just feeding it and making me feel high,if anyone has suggestions on how to slowly come down from a maniac state,id love to hear them.
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> Again i apolgize for contuniuing to break the rules here,Dr bob maybe i need a good working over im a very hard headed person,get it from moms.
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