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Posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 2:24:23
hello,:)
i am going to be taking a little, or not so little, break from posting here. if anyone needs my help with anything, please do not hesitate to email me. i would like to keep helping others in my absence.:) or if you just feel like saying hi. my email address is enchantedmystic0@aol.com. (i will still post here just to finish up my remaining threads that i started, as i don't want to be rude by not responding to others who've answered my threads.:))
i really should've taken my own advice and stayed away from admin...i truly feel disliked and misunderstood over there, and am feeling almost suicidal at this point. that whole mess over there is just too convuluted and complex to even explain in its entirety..new issues arise but are still connected to old ones..it really hurts me to feel hated and misunderstood. anyway, i just thank you all from the bottom of my heart for being kind to me over in this section.:):) i have reached a depth of despair i haven't experienced in a long time, and my antidepressant is absolutely powerless against it...i thought this would be a safe place to be, but it's not..i feel so sad...i wish it would just end for me...now...i just don't feel like i can handle this...
amy
Posted by crazychickuk on September 9, 2004, at 2:49:16
In reply to if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible, posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 2:24:23
((HUGS))
Posted by woolav on September 9, 2004, at 8:40:47
In reply to Re: if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible, posted by crazychickuk on September 9, 2004, at 2:49:16
Amy, I am sorry you are feeling this way. I just want you to know how important you are to us and to life. Please dont give up. I felt that way for a long time and obviously am still suffering through it, but I just know in my heart that I will find what works for me and so will you....
Take care,
sandy
Posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 16:26:11
In reply to Re: if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible, posted by woolav on September 9, 2004, at 8:40:47
thanks, sandy.:) it's funny, when i was feeling so completely horrible (i still do feel bad, but not nearly *as* bad), it reminded me of how horrible a person can feel. and then i saw crazychickuk's response offering me hugs and something just clicked...how important love is..i kept asking myself and god why i was going through this and why i had to feel so horrible..usually i see no reason whatsoever, but this time i saw that feeling this hellishly low really gave me a greater appreciation of the need to love others..(i try hard to anyway, but this realized emphasized the necessity to love for me)..anyway..sorry to go off on this tangent..just had to express that to someone..:)
anyway, thank you for your words of encouragement. i think sometimes i don't allow myself to make mistakes, and i need to stop that..it's not helping anybody...it's like i have this total fear of being an evil person because my mother was that way with me...but i know i'm not..(i think :)<g>). i think i'm gonna be okay, if i just keep my eye on being a good person...which has always been a huge focus of my life..thanks for listening..i still definitely need a break from PB..it's causing some major unheaval in my life right now..
take care :),
amy
Posted by woolav on September 9, 2004, at 19:00:49
In reply to Re: if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible, posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 16:26:11
Posted by 4WD on September 9, 2004, at 20:46:04
In reply to Re: if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible, posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 16:26:11
Amy,
No need to reply to this post. I just wanted you to know I will be thinking about you while you are on your break. I will miss your kindness and goodheartedness and I will pray for you.
Love,
Marsha
Posted by alesta on September 9, 2004, at 22:32:31
In reply to Re: if anyone needs/wants to reach me, feel terrible » alesta, posted by 4WD on September 9, 2004, at 20:46:04
hi, marsha,:)
i had to reply...thanks for your prayers..that means so much to me..maybe that's why i'm doing a little better?:):) appreciate your sweetness...luv you,
amy :)
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