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Posted by BarbaraCat on May 10, 2002, at 17:21:38
Hi fellow Babblers,
Hitting the skids again - shit! Just got my first SSI Disability rejection. I know how that game goes and I have a lawyer and we're going to wrangle the whole mess, but I'm feeling so down, worried about how I can survive with a periodic descent into hell - like who is going to hire me when I have to take weeks off at a time to go crazy? Plus my husband is out of work as well and the stinkin' bills don't stop coming. I'm just so worried, discouraged, burned out, and starting to wake at 4 am, cry alot. The symptoms are all there. Life is getting to me despite my healthy routines and I'm descending into that black bottomless pit. I don't want to go there. I'm scared of that place and once I'm there it takes so much out of me to crawl back out.I'm currently on 45 mg Remeron and 600 mg Lithium as augmentor, Klonopin 2-3 mg a day, Ambien for sleep. Called my pdoc and can't see him for another 3 weeks plus he just doesn't have any new ideas anyway. So, does anyone know about dosages of more than 45 mg Remeron? I heard that in Europe they typically go 60 mg and higher, but I haven't heard of anyone with any experience. Any other ideas on my med combo? It was working but the current worries and anxieties are breaking through. Any help would help. - Barbara
Posted by Phil on May 10, 2002, at 18:05:39
In reply to Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron?, posted by BarbaraCat on May 10, 2002, at 17:21:38
Sorry about all you are going thru. The financial stuff can be a nightmare. Consumer credit counseling can take the heat off if it really gets bad. They work things out for you, cut up credit cards, pay your bills. Saved my butt in the mid 80's.
I have heard, I think, of doses up to 80. I took 60 for quite a while. Had more energy and wasn't gaining weight.
What other meds have you tried?
Effexor and Remeron for years has been considered a big gun in combo's. Unless your doc has tried tons of meds, she or he shouldn't ever run out of ideas. Just treat it aggressively and as quickly as possible.
We're pulling for you here. Give us more info and the seriously good people here will have ideas.Phil
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 10, 2002, at 18:28:31
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » BarbaraCat, posted by Phil on May 10, 2002, at 18:05:39
Thanks for the kind words, Phil. I've been on most of the SSRI's, Zoloft for 6 years primarily before it totally went poop. Was on Effexor for a short time but it was too activating. My depression can tip into panic disorder and high anxiety at the drop of a hat. Most ADs poop out for me and any increase, especially in the more activating ones like Zoloft, Prozac, Wellbutrin, have initiated panic attacks that have sent me to emergency wards (even though my mind is saying 'Oh, come on, this too shall pass'). So I'm very leary about the Remeron Effexor combo. It's looking like a Bipolar II dx and the only thing that has really made any major difference was adding Lithium to the Remeron 45 mg 3 months ago. The Remeron literally revved into action and I felt calmer, smoother and had hopes.
I'm now wondering if this isn't just another 2-3 month poop out scenario. It would be right about on time. I going to try raising the Remeron to 60 over the next few weeks. Hey, at least I can be the resident 'expert' on high dose Remeron. The next thing might be suggesting Lamictal in addition to the lithium since it supposedly has an antidepressant effect along with the mood stabilization.
Thanks for the Consumer Credit advice. Luckily, we don't have any major debts and don't even use credit cards. It's just the day to day living expenses that are so challenging when there's no income coming in and savings are dwindling away.
> Sorry about all you are going thru. The financial stuff can be a nightmare. Consumer credit counseling can take the heat off if it really gets bad. They work things out for you, cut up credit cards, pay your bills. Saved my butt in the mid 80's.
> I have heard, I think, of doses up to 80. I took 60 for quite a while. Had more energy and wasn't gaining weight.
> What other meds have you tried?
> Effexor and Remeron for years has been considered a big gun in combo's. Unless your doc has tried tons of meds, she or he shouldn't ever run out of ideas. Just treat it aggressively and as quickly as possible.
> We're pulling for you here. Give us more info and the seriously good people here will have ideas.
>
> Phil
Posted by Phil on May 10, 2002, at 19:47:44
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » Phil, posted by BarbaraCat on May 10, 2002, at 18:28:31
Savings? What's that feel like?? :-)
Sounds like you know what you're doing. If I'm not mistaken, I heard that many people start off at 60 mg. The first night I took 15 mg of Remeron, I could barely crawl to the bed.
BPII is out of my area of good guessing.
Good luck.
Posted by Ritch on May 10, 2002, at 22:14:06
In reply to Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron?, posted by BarbaraCat on May 10, 2002, at 17:21:38
> Hi fellow Babblers,
> Hitting the skids again - shit! Just got my first SSI Disability rejection. I know how that game goes and I have a lawyer and we're going to wrangle the whole mess, but I'm feeling so down, worried about how I can survive with a periodic descent into hell - like who is going to hire me when I have to take weeks off at a time to go crazy? Plus my husband is out of work as well and the stinkin' bills don't stop coming. I'm just so worried, discouraged, burned out, and starting to wake at 4 am, cry alot. The symptoms are all there. Life is getting to me despite my healthy routines and I'm descending into that black bottomless pit. I don't want to go there. I'm scared of that place and once I'm there it takes so much out of me to crawl back out.
>
> I'm currently on 45 mg Remeron and 600 mg Lithium as augmentor, Klonopin 2-3 mg a day, Ambien for sleep. Called my pdoc and can't see him for another 3 weeks plus he just doesn't have any new ideas anyway. So, does anyone know about dosages of more than 45 mg Remeron? I heard that in Europe they typically go 60 mg and higher, but I haven't heard of anyone with any experience. Any other ideas on my med combo? It was working but the current worries and anxieties are breaking through. Any help would help. - Barbara
Barb,I am sorry to hear about all of this crap you are going through! Where I work everybody is all paranoid about being laid off, etc. Just an honest hunch, but could you drop the Klonopin back a click or two? Benzos *always* make me depressed at higher dosages. Valium was the worst, Klon., Xanax, and Ativan less so, but nevertheless, they do set me down. You could go higher on the Remeron (I have heard up to 90mg/day), but I would expect insomnia to worsen (possibly just at first), however. When you wake early, are you in the middle of a dream? Just curious. If so, you might consider *dropping* the Remeron to 30mg from 45mg, it might make your sleep *more* sound.
Here are some add-on ideas:
Neurontin at bedtime.
Take a little Celexa or Paxil at bedtime with the Remeron (i.e.5mg).hope this can help some,
Mitch
Posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 0:21:33
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » BarbaraCat, posted by Ritch on May 10, 2002, at 22:14:06
I have a general question about Remeron dosing here. I realize that the higher doses of Remeron can be activating, but do these higher doses (e.g. 45-90mg) produce the nighttime sedation that the lower doses do? I was on 30mg of Remeron for awhile, and the night and morning sedation became unbelievable quite quickly.
Bob
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 0:29:51
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » BarbaraCat, posted by Ritch on May 10, 2002, at 22:14:06
Thanks Mitch,
No dreams when I wake. Come to think of it, I haven't been dreaming at all lately which is unusual. I've been taking more Klonopin due to increased anxiety but it seems to have the opposite effect of making feel mellow for only an hour or so and then wired. So I will cut down and monitor, but I wish there was something that would help with the anxiety and worry ruminations and general feeling of unease. I did force myself to work out some this afternoon and it helped alot, but it was definitely forcing since I'm feeling rather scattered and off balance.I think I understand your Neurontin suggestion, but perhaps you could go into more detail? Also, why the Celexa and Paxil? Isn't that just more of the same as Remeron, i.e., serotonin/NE with maybe a different pathway? Anyhow, I do appreciate your taking the time. - Barbara
> Barb,
>
> I am sorry to hear about all of this crap you are going through! Where I work everybody is all paranoid about being laid off, etc. Just an honest hunch, but could you drop the Klonopin back a click or two? Benzos *always* make me depressed at higher dosages. Valium was the worst, Klon., Xanax, and Ativan less so, but nevertheless, they do set me down. You could go higher on the Remeron (I have heard up to 90mg/day), but I would expect insomnia to worsen (possibly just at first), however. When you wake early, are you in the middle of a dream? Just curious. If so, you might consider *dropping* the Remeron to 30mg from 45mg, it might make your sleep *more* sound.
> Here are some add-on ideas:
> Neurontin at bedtime.
> Take a little Celexa or Paxil at bedtime with the Remeron (i.e.5mg).
>
> hope this can help some,
>
> Mitch
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 0:36:19
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron?, posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 0:21:33
I've found 45 mg more activating than 30, but I don't find the 45 mg any more sedating at night. I do have a rough time waking up and stumble around for about an hour but no more so than when I was at the lower dosages. I may not be typical, however, since it takes a medical sledgehammer to put me to sleep.
> I have a general question about Remeron dosing here. I realize that the higher doses of Remeron can be activating, but do these higher doses (e.g. 45-90mg) produce the nighttime sedation that the lower doses do? I was on 30mg of Remeron for awhile, and the night and morning sedation became unbelievable quite quickly.
>
> Bob
Posted by Ritch on May 11, 2002, at 9:05:21
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » Ritch, posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 0:29:51
> Thanks Mitch,
> No dreams when I wake. Come to think of it, I haven't been dreaming at all lately which is unusual. I've been taking more Klonopin due to increased anxiety but it seems to have the opposite effect of making feel mellow for only an hour or so and then wired. So I will cut down and monitor, but I wish there was something that would help with the anxiety and worry ruminations and general feeling of unease. I did force myself to work out some this afternoon and it helped alot, but it was definitely forcing since I'm feeling rather scattered and off balance.
>
> I think I understand your Neurontin suggestion, but perhaps you could go into more detail? Also, why the Celexa and Paxil? Isn't that just more of the same as Remeron, i.e., serotonin/NE with maybe a different pathway? Anyhow, I do appreciate your taking the time. - Barbara
>
Hi Barb,Oh the Neurontin. It is good for social and generalized anxiety, panicky feelings, that sort of thing. Not as good as benzos are, however, but I don't get depressed from taking Neurontin like I do with benzos. It's also good to help smooth out your sleep. I have increased it from 100mg 3x to 4x daily (two caps at bedtime) lately and it has helped. I definitely have a "limit" on benzo dosages where they stop making me agitated and I become sad and apathetic. With Klonopin it is about 1.0-1.5mg/day-above that and depression seems to deepen. You mentioned feeling beter for a few hours after your dose and then quickly worse again. The parent drug with Klon is more active than the metabolites from what I understand. You might try breaking up your total dosage and take it 4x daily (ie.).
No dreams? Wow, it definitely sounds like early-morning awakenings associated with a depressive spell. However, you are mentioning primarily anxiety and GAD-ruminative worry stuff. I have had stress events trigger the same reaction, and it can "cascade" into a depression. That is where I think a little of a sedative SSRi might help. That way, you don't have to change your Remeron/lithium/Klon (at least for now anyways). I tried adding Zoloft to Remeron once and it made me too wired, Celexa or Paxil would be better IMO. I don't get much sleep disruption on Celexa.
hope you get to feeling better,
keep us updated on how you are doing, OK,Mitch
Posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 10:54:15
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » Bob, posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 0:36:19
> I've found 45 mg more activating than 30, but I don't find the 45 mg any more sedating at night. I do have a rough time waking up and stumble around for about an hour but no more so than when I was at the lower dosages. I may not be typical, however, since it takes a medical sledgehammer to put me to sleep.
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The more I read this board, the more I realize that nobody is typical is any respect when it comes to these meds.
I was kind of hoping to hear that the difficulty waking up would have gotten slightly better as the dose went up. I have a terrible time waking up in general, with both SSRIs and Remeron.
Bob
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 11:48:30
In reply to Re: Need help, very down. Anyone try 45 mg Remeron? » BarbaraCat, posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 10:54:15
Bob,
I'll let you know. I'm slowly raising my dose of Rem from 45 on up, probably up to 65mg or more since I'm spiralling down into a depression again. Last night took 45 + 1/4 more, so what's that - 56.25. Woke up at 4am, but this time with a dream, the first in a long time. Fell back to sleep and woke feeling the usual strong urge to stay in bed and sleep, no different with the upped dose. However, did feel a lightening of spirits in general after finally waking up. Might be placebo, but I'm hoping I'm getting some response from the med even at this early stage. A big difference is an urge to get out and do something active, even if it's only watering the garden. I've been lately feeling anything to be a major struggle so this is encouraging. Just hope I don't put the weight back on.
>
> ---------
>
> The more I read this board, the more I realize that nobody is typical is any respect when it comes to these meds.
>
> I was kind of hoping to hear that the difficulty waking up would have gotten slightly better as the dose went up. I have a terrible time waking up in general, with both SSRIs and Remeron.
>
> Bob
Posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 12:33:28
In reply to I'm raising Rem to 65 and beyond - keep you posted » Bob, posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 11:48:30
> Bob,
> I'll let you know. I'm slowly raising my dose of Rem from 45 on up, probably up to 65mg or more since I'm spiralling down into a depression again. Last night took 45 + 1/4 more, so what's that - 56.25. Woke up at 4am, but this time with a dream, the first in a long time. Fell back to sleep and woke feeling the usual strong urge to stay in bed and sleep, no different with the upped dose. However, did feel a lightening of spirits in general after finally waking up. Might be placebo, but I'm hoping I'm getting some response from the med even at this early stage. A big difference is an urge to get out and do something active, even if it's only watering the garden. I've been lately feeling anything to be a major struggle so this is encouraging. Just hope I don't put the weight back on.
> >
Barb:I would very much appreciate updates! I haven't really heard much from people taking Remeron at 60, 70, 80mg, etc. I hear that the weight issue is much less of a concern up there, but who knows. It would be VERY encouraging to hear if it becomes easier to wake up in the morning, as that is such a significant problem for me. Unfortunately with these drugs, as you have indirectly touched upon with your "placebo response" comment, what applies a week or two after changing something is not necessarily what applies down the road.
Posted by geno on May 11, 2002, at 18:09:18
In reply to Re: I'm raising Rem to 65 and beyond - keep you posted » BarbaraCat, posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 12:33:28
Barb, Iv been on remeron 30mg for over a year. Its a dream for me for sleep. I found when i raise it to 45m, i have a hard time falling asleep. This is due to more norepinephrine alpha2 firing. Maybe adding some ambien 10mg with 45mg of remeron will do the trick if you cant fall asleep at 45mg. The higher the dose, the more activating and better the antidepressant response. I may do this 45mg remeron/10mg ambien combo. my sleep is so disurbed, that i cannot go 1 night without remeron. When i wake up, its sorta sedating, but a cup of coffeee will boost me up. Depending on how bad your sleep disorder is.
oh by the way, i dream all night. vivid dreams. i sometimes wakeup thinking i was still in the dream. Some are peaceful, sometimes nightmares, but good sleep makes me funciton better the next day.
geno
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 18:16:03
In reply to Re: I'm raising Rem to 65 and beyond - keep you posted » BarbaraCat, posted by Bob on May 11, 2002, at 12:33:28
To any interested Babblers:
I'm going to be raising my dosage of Remeron from 45 mg to 65 and maybe beyond. I'm sliding into a funk and want to test the theory that more Rem makes one perkier, skinnier and instills one with an unbridled urge to bound out of bed early in the morning whistling a happy little tune. Hey, I'll take any one of the above at this point.My major concern is that with my tendency towards anxiety exacerbating my depression (or is it really BPII? Who the heck knows...) the additional NE surge will loose the stress and insomnia demons within. But I won't know until I try and then, you'll know too! So, get the news here if you're inclined. Even if no one gives a hoot, I'll be posting every few days with the results for a personal historical (maybe even hysterical) log. Bottoms up! - BarbaraCat
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 18:23:25
In reply to Re: I'm raising Rem to 65 and beyond - keep you posted, posted by geno on May 11, 2002, at 18:09:18
Thanks Geno,
I also take 10 mg Ambien. Can't go a night without it, no matter how tired I think I am. The Remeron doesn't seem to induce sleep whatsoever, even when I was at lower doses. I'm going to be raising my dosage to around 65 cause I need something more than I'm getting with my Remeron/lithium/thyroid/female hormones/klonopin/ambien brew. Even with raising the dose 12mg last night I had the first vivid dream in a very long time and they're important to me. BCat> Barb, Iv been on remeron 30mg for over a year. Its a dream for me for sleep. I found when i raise it to 45m, i have a hard time falling asleep. This is due to more norepinephrine alpha2 firing. Maybe adding some ambien 10mg with 45mg of remeron will do the trick if you cant fall asleep at 45mg. The higher the dose, the more activating and better the antidepressant response. I may do this 45mg remeron/10mg ambien combo. my sleep is so disurbed, that i cannot go 1 night without remeron. When i wake up, its sorta sedating, but a cup of coffeee will boost me up. Depending on how bad your sleep disorder is.
>
> oh by the way, i dream all night. vivid dreams. i sometimes wakeup thinking i was still in the dream. Some are peaceful, sometimes nightmares, but good sleep makes me funciton better the next day.
>
> geno
Posted by Ritch on May 11, 2002, at 22:41:01
In reply to Remeron increase - get the gory details here!, posted by BarbaraCat on May 11, 2002, at 18:16:03
> To any interested Babblers:
> I'm going to be raising my dosage of Remeron from 45 mg to 65 and maybe beyond. I'm sliding into a funk and want to test the theory that more Rem makes one perkier, skinnier and instills one with an unbridled urge to bound out of bed early in the morning whistling a happy little tune. Hey, I'll take any one of the above at this point.
>
> My major concern is that with my tendency towards anxiety exacerbating my depression (or is it really BPII? Who the heck knows...) the additional NE surge will loose the stress and insomnia demons within. But I won't know until I try and then, you'll know too! So, get the news here if you're inclined. Even if no one gives a hoot, I'll be posting every few days with the results for a personal historical (maybe even hysterical) log. Bottoms up! - BarbaraCat
Hey there,
Damn the torpedoes!Well, the good points are that you have had a positive response to Remeron thus far. My pdoc has mentioned using Rem. up to 90mg in some patients. Do it and see if your current issues improve or worsen. Actually, that is the simplest most unambiguous way to find out what the *demon* is here. Not to mention you already have the medication, you don't have to switch or add-on anything to become more confused with.
good luck,
if things get weird
or otherwise let us know
so we can help,Mitch
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 0:34:29
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - get the gory details here! » BarbaraCat, posted by Ritch on May 11, 2002, at 22:41:01
OK, here I go. Had some booze tonight to celebrate a minor anniversary. Yes, some Korbel brandy and me and my hubby danced all around the living room to Santana and Little Feat - at my instistance, yes, he had no choice in the matter. I danced the pants off him but then again, he's not on any psycho active substance other than Korbel. He still did a mean cha-cha when it was required, however!
Well, I'm going to try to get some sleep but heck, I sure don't feel like it. Wish I was about 50 lbs less fat, like a lean mean girl machine - I could really cut the rug instead of just smearing it. Staying at 55 mg for the next few days until 1. I feel brave enough to accelerate, or 2. I'm still at the same ditzy level and wanting a change. Stay tuned, Compadres. I'm-a going for it!
Posted by Phil on May 12, 2002, at 6:11:20
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Night 1, posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 0:34:29
The important thing is that you danced!! Good choice of music, too. :-)
Posted by Iago Camboa on May 12, 2002, at 15:34:21
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Night 1, posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 0:34:29
Hi Barb,
I also want to contribute with some advice. I have found Xanax to be BOTH a powerful anxiolytic and to have itself STRONG anti-depressant properties (I now take 1/2 the dose of my AD (Anafranil/clomipramine) med than when I was on the same AD plus diazepam/Valium and feel MUCH BETTER now on that 1/2 dose of the same AD plus Xanax). If I were you I'd try to substitute Klonopin by Xanax taken around the clock every 6 hours (I use 4 halves of 1mg pills which makes a total of 2mg/day). You look like a strong woman. Why not give it a shot? If you substitute Klonopin (a benzo) by Xanax (another benzo) you should have very minor withdrawal symptoms (if any) and can do the transition almost overnight as I myself did five months ago (from Valium to Xanax). And I'm neither in my 30s nor alas even in my 40s anymore...
And if 4x.5mg Xanax proves not to be enough, go up gently up to 4x1mg taken every 6 hours around the clock. Just maintain all the other drugs including of course your 55mg of Remeron and the Ambien for sleeping. Reduce alcohol to the minimum you can (zero would be best) while you are taking Xanax (they make a very nasty combination in my brain, those two...). Make sex and all exercise you can: both are good for the nerves... Keep us posted several times a day.
I wish you the very best of luck,
Iago
> OK, here I go. Had some booze tonight to celebrate a minor anniversary. Yes, some Korbel brandy and me and my hubby danced all around the living room to Santana and Little Feat - at my instistance, yes, he had no choice in the matter. I danced the pants off him but then again, he's not on any psycho active substance other than Korbel. He still did a mean cha-cha when it was required, however!
>
> Well, I'm going to try to get some sleep but heck, I sure don't feel like it. Wish I was about 50 lbs less fat, like a lean mean girl machine - I could really cut the rug instead of just smearing it. Staying at 55 mg for the next few days until 1. I feel brave enough to accelerate, or 2. I'm still at the same ditzy level and wanting a change. Stay tuned, Compadres. I'm-a going for it!
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 18:33:20
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Night 1 » BarbaraCat, posted by Iago Camboa on May 12, 2002, at 15:34:21
Thanks, Iago
It's interesting because I was just this morning thinking about switching from Klonopin to Xanax. The Klonopin doesn't seem to be doing it for me and I definitely need an anxiolytic, otherwise anything stressful can tip the scales for me. But I'm wondering why you personally prefer Xanax to Klonopin, or is it just that you prefer Xanax to any benzo due it's AD effect?Your advice about alcohol is well taken. This morning after a few brandy's last night I was ready for the slag heap. I want to monitor how the increase in Rem will affect sleep/waking patterns and tying one on rather pollutes the experiment. So today I'm feeling kind of jaggy and can't contribute any useful med experience other than confirming your alcohol warning.
> Hi Barb,
>
> I also want to contribute with some advice. I have found Xanax to be BOTH a powerful anxiolytic and to have itself STRONG anti-depressant properties (I now take 1/2 the dose of my AD (Anafranil/clomipramine) med than when I was on the same AD plus diazepam/Valium and feel MUCH BETTER now on that 1/2 dose of the same AD plus Xanax). If I were you I'd try to substitute Klonopin by Xanax taken around the clock every 6 hours (I use 4 halves of 1mg pills which makes a total of 2mg/day). You look like a strong woman. Why not give it a shot? If you substitute Klonopin (a benzo) by Xanax (another benzo) you should have very minor withdrawal symptoms (if any) and can do the transition almost overnight as I myself did five months ago (from Valium to Xanax). And I'm neither in my 30s nor alas even in my 40s anymore...
>
> And if 4x.5mg Xanax proves not to be enough, go up gently up to 4x1mg taken every 6 hours around the clock. Just maintain all the other drugs including of course your 55mg of Remeron and the Ambien for sleeping. Reduce alcohol to the minimum you can (zero would be best) while you are taking Xanax (they make a very nasty combination in my brain, those two...). Make sex and all exercise you can: both are good for the nerves... Keep us posted several times a day.
>
> I wish you the very best of luck,
> Iago
>
>
> > OK, here I go. Had some booze tonight to celebrate a minor anniversary. Yes, some Korbel brandy and me and my hubby danced all around the living room to Santana and Little Feat - at my instistance, yes, he had no choice in the matter. I danced the pants off him but then again, he's not on any psycho active substance other than Korbel. He still did a mean cha-cha when it was required, however!
> >
> > Well, I'm going to try to get some sleep but heck, I sure don't feel like it. Wish I was about 50 lbs less fat, like a lean mean girl machine - I could really cut the rug instead of just smearing it. Staying at 55 mg for the next few days until 1. I feel brave enough to accelerate, or 2. I'm still at the same ditzy level and wanting a change. Stay tuned, Compadres. I'm-a going for it!
Posted by Iago Camboa on May 13, 2002, at 4:42:47
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Day 2 » Iago Camboa, posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 18:33:20
> It's interesting because I was just this morning thinking about switching from Klonopin to Xanax. The Klonopin doesn't seem to be doing it for me and I definitely need an anxiolytic, otherwise anything stressful can tip the scales for me. But I'm wondering why you personally prefer Xanax to Klonopin, or is it just that you prefer Xanax to any benzo due it's AD effect?
Hi Barb,
I was thinking on the 2nd alternative (its AD effects) but I can also assure you Xanax is a very powerful anxiolytic and anti-stress med too (which is not at all bad for you, I think). And it is not only me to say so; listen what our co-babbler Dazer (near the bottom of the board) says he feels like with it: 'more energy, less anxiety, higher mood, [little or] no sex s.e.'.
I assure you that chemical was the best thing I came across in the last few years; it was my family doc that first suggested it to me and I assure you that woman is 'fire': I never saw her put her money on the wrong horses, she is smart as the devil himself...
Of course it may prove useless to you but I'd bet rather to the contrary... Also, you know, in this tricky matter of depression sometimes a 'wag' can make the whole difference. So, don't loose momentum and all the luck in the world!!
Don't forget to tell your precious hubby I send you a kiss.Yours,
Iago>
> Your advice about alcohol is well taken. This morning after a few brandy's last night I was ready for the slag heap. I want to monitor how the increase in Rem will affect sleep/waking patterns and tying one on rather pollutes the experiment. So today I'm feeling kind of jaggy and can't contribute any useful med experience other than confirming your alcohol warning.
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 13, 2002, at 13:50:52
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Night 1, posted by BarbaraCat on May 12, 2002, at 0:34:29
Geez, is it this simple? Raise the dosage of Remeron enough to kick in the NE and all the dopey dozey stuff is gone? I'm on day 3 after taking 56.25 mg (1-1/4 45mg tab). Woke up after 7 hours of technocolor episodic dream-laden sleep just rarin' to go. No sludgy hour to wake up, I just could not stay in bed another minute, put on my workout video and went to it. Almost like I have too much energy and need to burn it off, but thank God, with the motivation and focus to do so.
I had a bit of extra trouble falling asleep, like the neurons of my eyes were firing more rapidly. It also feels like my brain has 'woken up', so I'm enjoying the pleasure of just thinking about things again. But if waking isn't the problem it used to be, then I can live with a few less hours (and hours and hours) of non-restoritave sleep.
This almost feels hypomanic, but without the frazzled disorganization of that state. I have much more energy, more drive and focus, and feel so much more curious and open to what's going on OUTSIDE of me than dwelling on the sad inside of me.
I don't want to push this level up for at least another week because going manic is not part of my plan. But really folks, this feels like a completely different med and so far I like it very much. I'm going to take Iago's advice and ask my pdoc for Xanax instead of the Klonopin. I'd like to have a soothing safety net if needed and Klonopin doesn't have that soothing quality for me anymore. More later... - Barbara
Posted by BarbaraCat on May 13, 2002, at 13:53:00
In reply to Re: Remeron increase - Day 2 » BarbaraCat, posted by Iago Camboa on May 13, 2002, at 4:42:47
Posted by Bob on May 13, 2002, at 22:46:02
In reply to Remeron increase - Day 3 Zoooom!, posted by BarbaraCat on May 13, 2002, at 13:50:52
Barbara (or anyone else on Remeron):
I assume you don't have any type of OCD or rumination problems? I've heard that Remeron doesn't help with that much.
Bob
Posted by JohnX2 on May 13, 2002, at 22:56:25
In reply to Remeron increase - Day 3 Zoooom!, posted by BarbaraCat on May 13, 2002, at 13:50:52
> Geez, is it this simple? Raise the dosage of Remeron enough to kick in the NE and all the dopey dozey stuff is gone? I'm on day 3 after taking 56.25 mg (1-1/4 45mg tab). Woke up after 7 hours of technocolor episodic dream-laden sleep just rarin' to go. No sludgy hour to wake up, I just could not stay in bed another minute, put on my workout video and went to it. Almost like I have too much energy and need to burn it off, but thank God, with the motivation and focus to do so.
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> I had a bit of extra trouble falling asleep, like the neurons of my eyes were firing more rapidly. It also feels like my brain has 'woken up', so I'm enjoying the pleasure of just thinking about things again. But if waking isn't the problem it used to be, then I can live with a few less hours (and hours and hours) of non-restoritave sleep.
>
> This almost feels hypomanic, but without the frazzled disorganization of that state. I have much more energy, more drive and focus, and feel so much more curious and open to what's going on OUTSIDE of me than dwelling on the sad inside of me.
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> I don't want to push this level up for at least another week because going manic is not part of my plan. But really folks, this feels like a completely different med and so far I like it very much. I'm going to take Iago's advice and ask my pdoc for Xanax instead of the Klonopin. I'd like to have a soothing safety net if needed and Klonopin doesn't have that soothing quality for me anymore. More later... - BarbaraHi Barbara,
I'm glad to hear the Remeron increase worked so fast.
I wish you continued success!Best Wishes,
John
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