Psycho-Babble Psychology Thread 795747

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I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:15:26

Abusers should not be allowed to live, I don't care what disorders they have or problems. If they damage a child, they should be punished severely. Not only abuser parents, but stupid parents who are selfish and not taking care of their children needs should be hung to death. Even that isn't humane enough for the damage they do to their children. Some very good parents lose their babies, and cause them great grief, when sh*tty parents are running around with children who just want to have good parents, who want love, but instead they are abused. Life is not fair. I hate stupid idoit parents. It is not fair for children to suffer who need good parents because there are plenty of good parents who all they would want is a child to love.

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by rskontos on November 18, 2007, at 12:35:08

In reply to I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:15:26

What happened Happyflower? Do you want to talk about what made you feel this way? rk

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers rskontos

Posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:44:21

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by rskontos on November 18, 2007, at 12:35:08

I think it has to do with losing Baby Lia, and how many people wanted her, and her parents wanted her so, and now she is gone, and the parent's are hurting so much, all they wanted was this child to love. But then you have other parents like my mom who abused me and my brother, never loved us, and tortured us. I wish I could have had parents like my stepdaughter and her husband.
Abusive parents should be deep fried in oil.

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by rskontos on November 18, 2007, at 13:50:32

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers rskontos, posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:44:21

I agree 100% Happyflower. On both accounts, having parents like your stepdaughter and the fried in oil part. I think I might add my grandparents and all the rest that didn't try to get me and my sisters out of the situation we were in. You know my really good friend pointed out Friday after we went out to dinner that not only did I not have a stable loving homelife she said you also moved around so much. So it was not stable emotionally or physically but being stable as in stationary. I had not thought of that either. People always ask where are you from and I don't really know because they might say where is home? I really don't have any answer? I can tell them where I was born. I often do that but they never pick up on the difference which to me is huge. My father while he didn't do the abuse thing he did the I didn't want you to be born so I let your mother have her way. He even tells us now as adults I often felt sorry for you kids? Let is that suppose to make us feel better? What a wacko.

I am sorry about the lose of Baby Lia. It is so sad and tragedic that she would have had a loving home and didn't get to stick around to live the great life she would have had. I am sorry....rk
(((((((Happyflower)))))))))))))))))).....rk

 

yup (nm)

Posted by Muffled on November 18, 2007, at 15:18:22

In reply to I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:15:26

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers happyflower

Posted by gardenergirl on November 18, 2007, at 17:55:00

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers rskontos, posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:44:21

Happyflower, I'm sorry you're hurting so much. Please step back and take care of yourself right now. You're well-being is very important.

gg

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:29:20

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers happyflower, posted by gardenergirl on November 18, 2007, at 17:55:00

I am trying to take care of myself, but I am so angry, my veins are boiling anger through them, my heart is burning with hurt, I am so sick of cruel people. Fake people who only deceive to hurt others.
I am tired of trying to be friends with other who don't recipiate . Try to buy something special, it took hours to pick out the perfect gift, with no thank you or even acknowlegement. It has been several months now, and I am just wanting to close my heart up forever, I am tired of getting screwed over. Why are people so cruel and mean? I am tired of living in the screwed up world. . I guess I am angry at everyone and everything that has screwed me over lately. I am sick of it. I have had enough sh*t already.

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:46:24

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:29:20

sometimes I just wish i could drive my car into a pole. I am so sick of hurting, I can't taks it anymore. too much pain for one person. I don't want to be in this world with all the ugly cruel people, I have paid my dues and it can just stop. but it won't , just screw the pain in more with an electric drill gun.

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:48:54

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:46:24

I think I need to leave now before I say something I shouldn't. The f*ck*rs in the world (yes they know who they are), can fry in hot oil.

 

emotions come, emotions go

Posted by Muffled on November 18, 2007, at 19:26:58

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:48:54

they will pass
the intensity will pass
hard to be triggered but it will pass
I know you hate it, but hang tough OK?
Hard, hard.
I agree.
You a special one HF, you know that.
M

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers Happyflower

Posted by Phillipa on November 18, 2007, at 20:10:08

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by Happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 18:48:54

Happyflower you have been through so much and according to Elizabeth Kubler Ross the stages of grieving. You shouldn't expect to feel any different. You're a wonderful person. Love Phillipa

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by happyflower on November 19, 2007, at 1:21:08

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers Happyflower, posted by Phillipa on November 18, 2007, at 20:10:08

Thanks Phillipa,

I looked her up, I remember the hearing about the 5 stages of grief. So that was helpful. This early morning I am just in tears. I think I was still in shock for most of the viewing, didn't cry at all nor did I feel like I had to. The funeral I was okay till the end. But still I still was feeling numb. But then anger, real anger too now. Now I am just sobbing my eyes out maybe for the first time for baby lia. But my brother's grief in there too. Plus my old T's , my FIL who died this year too. I have lost so many people I care about this year. I feel like I am grieving it all now at once and the feeling is so overwhelming. I just want the pain to stop in my life. Then add to it the people who are alive who hurt me, I just want to die. not really die, but hide away and never come out. I don't want to open my heart anymore. People are hurtful and the people who mean the most tome always seem to leave me. It is so hard, I just don't want it to happen anymore. I want to be left alone.
I see my T this morning, not sure if I really feel up to going. THere isn't anything he can do, I just have to go through this myself.

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers happyflower

Posted by ells on November 19, 2007, at 3:34:38

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by happyflower on November 19, 2007, at 1:21:08

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HappyFlower}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

I just wanted to send you some hugs. This stage of grief you are in right now, it's huge.. but yes,like you acknowledge in your post, you really do have to go through it. You will come through the pain and on the other side will start feeling more hopeful and at peace.

In spite of those idiots out there who have no idea of how much caring and trust you have put in to your relationships with them, there really are people out there who care, and from what I can tell, even though I'm very new here, there are many here who care deeply about you. Add me to that list, please. Just in the short time, I've seen what a remarkable, caring, person you are.

Hang in there. I'm glad you've got an appt w/your tdoc tomorrow (today?)

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers happyflower

Posted by seldomseen on November 19, 2007, at 6:31:19

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers, posted by happyflower on November 19, 2007, at 1:21:08

I also think you are grieving yourself and what happened to you when you were a child. In a very real way that is a tremendous loss as well.

When I first read your post I was like "Oh no, she shouldn't feel that way" - but then the well therapized (is that even a word) me kicked in. It's okay to be angry and it's okay to want to scream to the heavens. In fact, you may need close off for a while in order to heal (but knowing you -you won't stay that way for long).

There is so much that is just abjectly WRONG in the world, but I don't think loss and grief is one of them. It means that we love.

Despite all that happened to you, all the conditioning not to, and all the damage you survived - you still love.

You are nothing short of miracle.

Seldom

 

Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers

Posted by rskontos on November 19, 2007, at 9:50:37

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers happyflower, posted by seldomseen on November 19, 2007, at 6:31:19

HappyFlower, I think Seldom hit it just right. You are nothing short of a miracle. Well said Seldom! HF you still love and that is awesome! We are here with you!

rk

 

Re: civility reminder

Posted by Dr. Bob on November 21, 2007, at 0:52:15

In reply to Re: I am so angry at life right now triggers rskontos, posted by happyflower on November 18, 2007, at 12:44:21

> Abusive parents should be deep fried in oil.

I just want to remind everyone, it's OK to be angry, but please don't suggest that others be harmed.

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faq.html#civil

Follow-ups regarding these issues should be redirected to Psycho-Babble Administration.

Thanks,

Bob


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