Psycho-Babble Faith Thread 1121736

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my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 5, 2023, at 17:45:14

hello, its rj - thought i need to write about my self and life. I've written all these logs and messages about christianity, and being saved, but i would like to tell about me

So, this may be messy in format, and bit hard to read, but this is sincerely accurate about everything. I don't want to tell everything because it would seem irritating and loathing to read b-llshit. So, in keeping this on main timeline. So, ill begin with high school, high school was bittersweet timeline. But when i was in high school i hated it, didn't get along with many people and i got gossiped about by a girl that didn't like me, then she spread lies and gossip about me, that spread to the entire high school. Yes, she hated me so much, that she wanted to make everyone in the high school not like me. So, people would give me side eye looks, and would see me and begin to whisper and stare. I was in history class, and was sitting in one of the rows, a cheerleader who didn't know me, and others, leaned over to one of the high school mascots, and said there some guy named ma*tt that has a crush on you, and wants to make out. I listen to this entire thing, then she slowly moved her eyes to me, and realized i was sitting right there in frount of her. She backed up slowly, and walked back to her seat. The guy just started in blank look realizing it was me. I didn't know what to do, but realized it was the gossip that got spread, and it just happened right in fronts of me. I was quiet and ignored both of them, and continued class. I didn't really talk to people, but i realized this girl was spreading major lies to the whole high school. This was a big high school, around 2500-3000. I walked through the high school in shock, this was happening. I started to take more adderall, to give ore of stimulant effect, i noticed amphetamine caused increased confidence.

I walked through the high school, in high proud look with a sleek walk to show i didn't care what they thought, and walked with confidence. I learned how to walk in cool manner, learned this walk smoothe, to show people, you know, f-uck you, im better. So, this went on for about 2 years and I had to maintain this confidence walk, and personality, and kept taking more adderall to sustain this confidence. I got to point where i started deteriorating in classes, i broke down, my doctor prescribed me ativan - sedative to help the anxiety and the pain i was going through, also to make me sleep. So i was taking adderall and ativan my last year of high school. My last year of high school i remember well, but i went to class, did the work, then went home, and took ativan to ease the pain. The last months of high school, was planning what to do after high school, there was not much going on, just class, then home. I remember people, that talked to me, they were younger, and liked me. I wish i could go back to see them again, but there all grown up now with families and careers.

After high school, was a ride of going to hospitals, working for long time, stimulant use to help defient places in my brain. They all made a big deal that stimulants are bad, you know - amphetamine, but read stimulant treats deficiency in my brain. They took me off it, and left me in desolation for 12 years, mom then gets mad when i can't do things that require stimulant, there have been so many fights and rages against it, i got kicked out of the house, then moved back in, took me off it again, endless fights and suffering. I've just drifted for 12 years, they put me on manic depressive medication - lithium at a high dose, that doesn't even help the manic episodes, all lithium does is kinda dull me out, sometimes it help depression but it's just, I've been exiled from society for 12 years because of all this deal. They have me on big dose of lithium with antipsychotics, threw me on all of this manic depressive medications. So, that is the short story, even though its too much info. This is what happened. So...

But i do have a place to live, thats it. Jesus said remain faithful till the end, no matter how much suffering and pain, remain faithful. So, i've becoming just ... to remain faithful, to repent of my sins, realize there's no blessings but you keep the faith, because it's said those who remain faithful till the end shall be saved. People in desolate places, with nothing but villages, and basic things like water from wells, and hunting for food, there are chuyrches in those countries or places, they believe in christ, and have faithfulness. I think the world, much of the world that is indulgent, in sinful things - lust, you see lust all the time in magazines, with dirty mind sex activies, shopping and materialism, greed and nothing but money, money is their idol and they serve money as an appetite. There's nothing wrong with having alot of money, people in bible were wealthy and they were faithful to god, but the world that lives in the deadly sins, mainly vanity and they don't know it. There world is mainstream of sin, it's normal to have dirty sex, live in vanity indulgence in materialism, having gossip and vain things. I think Jesus said to save people, but to also save them from the deadly sins, because most....i hate to say it, its true, most of the world is going to underworld after they die. It is a terrible place, of torment and punishment of unrepentant people who indulged in sin. Hellfire is a massive place, there are trillions of people there. Just walking down the street and seeing people gamble, and buy lottery tickets for money, it's shocking to know that most of all that stuff, is leading to hellfire. So, please don't be offended by what i just said, you don't have to accept it, but just read it, and know why I said it.

Jesus said, save as many people as you can. My main...log, is to remain faithful to god, no matter how much pain and suffering there is, remain faithful having hope in him. Having faithfulness, during desolation and suffering, can give a sense of hope. I'm doing that, im suffering, and all you can do is remain faithful. Turn from the sinful things of the world, and follow the laws the god made, the 10 commandments

The sins he warned about, lust, Vainglory (pride, puffed up since of self), Greed - (wanting the desires of money and of the world and people), Vanity (wanting of materialism, vain luxuries, excessive make up and over use of jewelry and ornaments on body), Envy - (wanting of others traits, or possession, jealous, it is evil because cain killed abel because of his envy inside him) Lust - (dirty sex, flesh desire of sex and sexual wanting), Gluttony - and drunkenness - (eating food like a pig and getting drunk everyday), Wrath - (excessive anger, vengeance, kill, inflict of wickedness and pain), and Sloth - (doing nothing, laziness or doing nothing to things that morally need action on). Those are the deadly sins. Remain faithful, avoid the deadly sins, save other people, and have kindness. There are some christains who are brutal and just immorally apathic. Have kindness and forgiveness, treat people with goodness as jesus did. Your valuable, and that is true, so blessed be to you. Find goodness, no corruption evilness in heart. Thank you for reading, and blessed be to you. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 9, 2023, at 19:27:09

In reply to my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 5, 2023, at 17:45:14

but I had a happy childhood, i would do anything to go back. I....had alot of bad things happen, and it knocked me into pain state that's stayed with me. That ride after high school i went to college, i went for a while, I went back to school in 2015 for journalsim, i wrote articles for 2 years, then had trouble in editing and puttin them together at the end year, its like i started losing my ability to do it, i was able to do it when i started but lost it. I went to IT technology studies, i took classes, i did well, but i didnt rerember what i was being taught.

I'll find a way, my mother is losing her health, and ... if she dies im going to be in situation where im forced to make a path, find a way anything. It's very hard because i'm dealing with alot of problems, a job yes of course would be a good but i want a career, i want to wake up and do something that i will do, and not lose my ability laer on. I don't know how that's gonna happen, im in drift state, it seems this part of life will not end, like your stuck, everything will stay the same. I just wnat to help people, find god, and find the truth - to be saved. I've joined a church, yet no such luck in resourceing with people. This is what happening right now. I hope all the messy over info shouldnt of been written, but it had to be. Thank for reading, ill post more later.


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 16, 2023, at 18:17:27

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 9, 2023, at 19:27:09

I grew up in Dallas, i lived with my grandmother, in a house the was built in the 1920s. It was old, with old technology. I grew up with going to school around the corner, my grandma was always cook while my mother was at work. I would stay around the house, got on the roof, the swing, i did things by myself, i did have some friends but i mainly did things around the house with my grandmother. It was a good time, even though the house was built in the 20s and was worn down, it was a happy time. I moved out into a private school, my dad wanted me out of the inter city, in bad part of Dallas, and i lived and went to school with new people, had a good time, played football, but sucked at it, in the 8th grade i would always go back to my grandmas house on the weekends, we called it the green house because it was green all over, i would stay there, i would study the house's old technology, it had a central furnace, an attic fan, no air conditioning, old shower system from the 1930s, that was never changed, yes, all the old pipes were there, and they still worked. I would look at pictures of my grandmother when she was a teenager in the 30s with her friends. At night i would lay on the couch, to go to sleep, she would come in and tell me stories about her life, for hours. I actually was very interested in hearing it, about her marriage in the 50s, the news events that happened in the 1950s, she told me about Marylyn Monroe's death, that it hit the headlines in the newspapers, she said it was a big talk, everyone was talking about it when she died. She told me about Martin Luther King death, that it hit the headlines, the news and everyone was shocked and talking about it. She told me about the watergate scandal with richard nixon, and alot events in the 70s. I listened for hours, knowing that she had went through all that news and events. Anyways, the house was old and i would find family pictures, so i did a project, i cleaned her entire house one day, i moved the tv in the half living room in the main living room, and put it on a stand with the VCR and i put the pictures i found, all around the house. I wanted to relive her house like it once was, because she was old and kinda let it fall down. I did project for days, to restore her house, like pictures, clearing clutter and putting the tv in the main living room to watch. I did it, and we watched movies every night, we would go to blockbuster and rent movies, i loved scary movies, she watched anything even if she didn't like it. And made bunk beds on the floor, like you would at a slumber party. I tried best i could to restore, the house's main things, like cleaning clutter, remodeling furniture, putting pictures of family on furniture. I remember those fun days, of going out on the street, with school friends, playing and hanging out around the house on hot days, drinking lemonade, and sitting in the backyard talking. Yes the house was old, it did not have air conditioning system, only window units, so i had to learn to deal with being hot. But we would sit backyard, and have a good time.

I moved to Keller in 2001, i went to high school, it was a bittersweet experience, if you read the post above it will explain what happened. Even though at the time, in high school, it was really hurtful or dreadful to go. But now, it's like a longing to ago back, and finish graduation with friends. After high school, yes it was a up and down wave, i went through alot of traumatic times, that permanently changed, and hurt bad, that i have to put it away, hope to never think of it. But during this wave of anguish, i searched for something higher to get help. There was no resource that could be there, i finally searched for supernatural happenings, at first i looked through spirit world, angels, forces of universe, i started defiantly seeing coincidences happening, don't want to write it, because it would seem insane, but then bad events started happen. I then just directly went to God, and jesus christ, and studied his words in the bible, and reading about the holy spirit. That's what has led me to now, it was those bad events that happened that forced me or urged me to go to jesus, then realized have to save other people.

So, i once wanted i wanted to go into an office building like in new york, with a good job, which i thought i would have when i was 19. It crashed, so ... what's left is moving out of the current place, the resources are low and its hard to explain, because it anyone would say just move out, or get a good job, i went to school, i did well, but i couldn't remember the information after. I couldn't hold a job in IT, even though i had good grades, my memory does not work well, i would be fired or let go. People have reached out to me, giving opportunities, its like there's things that a preventing me from doing it. And when my mother passes away, ill have to find some resource. I've gotten offers from friends, the US army, some companies through job search website, political campaigns and politician to join movements. I wish they knew situation, i don't want to write it, because it would seem gibberish and mumble jumble rubble.

but .. saving people is the only thing that matters because life has an expiration date, this world will disappear after death, and after it happens you can't go back. So, have kindness and empathy, even though someone who has done you wrong, and you feel like .. eliminating them, forgive, let it go, because if you keep unforgiveness in your heart, it will go black, yes it will, it will make you bitter. You have to keep corruption out of your heart, or blackness will spread. And even losing things, pray to god, be faithful in him during suffering. Losing everything, or just having suffering in general, go to god, and have faith in him, even when nothing changes or it gets worse. To search for God and find salvation, to be saved. Pray to him for salvation to be protected, and saved, when you pray. I'm not a preacher or a priest, im a runt, jesus said preach the word, that's what im trying to do. From what i've seen, god does not work in the way of man, no, and it can seem prayer is useless at times, but god has higher answer even though its not gonna be what we want. He works in mysterious ways, and sometimes gives us what we ask for, when we least expect it. You have have faith, when you pray, you tell him your intention, pray in humbleness, and let go of bitterness, and ask, then have faith. Suffering times, keep having faith. To find salvation, and redemption. Keep the heart clean, never let corruption get into your soul, it will make you of the world, the flesh desire called wrath, and stone cold. Don't let this happen, have goodness, hope in your heart. Know God works mysterious ways, but he will answer your prayer, you have to devote to him, prayer, submit and search after God, forget the vanity of the world, search for him. People in church say quick prayers, and there just nothing but words. Faith, and search after God, his goodness and mercy. I've learned some of this, through bad events and forced to go to God, for help. Find eternal things, forget the vanity of this world, find God, trust in him, search. Your valuable and don't forget it. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 17, 2023, at 1:48:44

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 16, 2023, at 18:17:27

another thing i just wanted to write, is escape from sin, no longer let sin of the world, or sinful pleasures be your passion you delight in. It is bondage, to the sin which are influenced by demonic influence. Do not seek after healers that are of new age, or witch doctors. There was a girl who got healed by witch doctor, she was healed from her disease, but later she stopped laughing, her whole personality changed, like the joy was removed. And when you ask requests, to other forces or .. angels, you will get what you want, but there will be something wrong with it, down the road. It's a mirage, its given to you, then problems start happening. Many people who said, deals with angels, or you know what im talking about, they got what they wanted, but there were problems and something wrong with them later on. Universal healing energy from stones, and chakras, there linked to forces of the beings that run this universe. There not jesus or god in the bible.

It makes you in bondage with these beings, if you join clubs or societies you have to take an oath, which is an eternal oath, which will put you in bondage with them. I was ... interested in the forces of universe, i asked the universe ... and i thought the universe was good, it would help.... i did started noticing coincidences that were strange, and i never thought it was would start making bad events happen. Like this doesn't happen with other people, but now all these bad things started happening Appliances, breaking, i was in the living room, during this time, the living room suddenly lost power, everything tv, lights, half house was dark. We hit the breaker over and over again, nothing We got a electrician out, they said something burned out the electrical cord link to the living room. And there's alot of strange things that happened, i am never asking the universe for any requests anymore, i asked the universe and nothing but bad events happened. Move out of new age, or witch doctor, soothsayers, astrologers, and especially ouija boards. You get into bondage with them, and it's hard to break free. That's all i have to say, find salvation and goodness of god, the holy spirit will never tempt you to do sins, or worldly things. It's a humble spirit and reveals things to you, in time of need, and urgency. Do unto others as you would havve them do unto you. Treat your bad enemies with kindness, and don't be like judas who came and kissed jesus as he led him to be imprisoned and killed. I wrote this because i want people to hear the truth, im a runt but wanting to save people, save them from false doctrine and wolves. Know the world does not know jesus, they know the false jesus. I'm ending this log, have kindness, and virtue in your heart. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on February 17, 2023, at 2:29:58

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 17, 2023, at 1:48:44

but .... we're living, its easy and obvious to know these are the end days, all this chaos that started in the 2000s, yes insanity starting everywhere. They say the world would be re-modeled into a new world, or system. That everything would be a utopia, safe, fun, etc. I read there's gonna be a scarcity of meat, and food in the 2030s. I read it on scientific website, no idea if its accurate, but it did say in the bible, 'refrain from meat' and if that happens in the 2030s, definitely headed to world government. So, i'm 35, 10 years ill be 45, all this time from when i was 18 till 35 were wasted, i never saw the dreams, they all disappeared, and i've been through discreet trauma, from events that happened. I don't have no therapist, i don't have friend, i just post it here, and you don't wear your feelings on your sleave. You just learn from your pain, and don't wear it on your sleave. In the 2030s hopefully i'll see what i missed, help society. But anyways, enough gibberish, it said in the bible scarcity of meat, would happen. During this time, do what jesus would do, goodness, and empathy. No evilness in heart, or mind. Alot of people can smile, and have a charismatic warm personality, but underneath they care nothing about you, wolves. I want people to know, what Jesus said, and what he preached, to save people to redemption. I'm logging out, thank you for reading. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 5:41:53

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 16, 2023, at 18:17:27

i don't know why i write these logs, just to have a voice to inspire people to be better, and that suffering is not in vain, that you can learn from it. That there's a hope in god, to be delivered. Not much left, my life, dreams gone, live with it, and inspire and help people. Most of my life, yes is exile, i'm away from people, and that only thing to do is to send what i've learned as a christian, and to save people before they die. That in the bible, there were many people who suffered, the slaves in Egypt, the 40 years where Moses went to find the promise land, yes that is suffering. I guess faith and hope are the only resort, be faithful no matter what. I wanted to be an investor, stock broker, and began taking the basic classes. I then went to acting school in 2008, in commercials, it was just a class, i wasn't involved with the school, but i remember inability to remember or memorize lines, i couldn't do it. So, being actor, no. I just want to expand in ideas and insight, to inspire people, or give new insight. Dont write books, or published articles on websites. I just want to help people, send them with new insight to help. My main thing, is to make known, to know seeking the lord, humbly, and obedient to his will. There's these heathens christians, they abuse scripture, it' almost like going to a devil rock concert, there in it only for the money, and fortune, and pleasures. They are not of Jesus, dressing with devil icons. I'm not judging, but they don't follow the biblical jesus, follow a modernism shaped Jesús.

There are many false christ icons, new age Jesús, universal beings Jesús, devil icon's Jesús, modernism Jesús, flesh desire Jesús, money pig Jesús, sin is fun Jesús. It's just all these new false christs that have immerged. It's not real Jesus, its a mirage, deceptive much. It's just i noticed this in teachings that i was taking at a class, got a gut feeling it was false, not true. But, there's no bad voice, there are many teachings going on right now that are false, very much. And if someone reads, i plead im not trying to offend you, i respect your beliefs, but its just Jesus said to save people from wolves, that are nice and charismatic, but there wolves. I wanted those dreams i had when i was 18, that i planned to be fulfilled. Main thing is to know suffering has happened since adam and eve, you turn to the lord, during your suffering, your give up your ways, and you follow him. Prayers that are unanswered, are because it's not his will. You have to follow the will, but also know Jesus. In exodus in bible, slaves were bondage for centuries, the god of israel choose to wait that time period, and then he delivered them. So, as much suffering as im going through, follow Jesus, he will save your soul from hellfire, and will take your burdens away. Other religions, what i was taught was Jesús is the only way, to get to the father. People pray to God, but they don't involve Jesus. Jesus healed the sick, he sat among heathens s, drunkards, and told them repentance from that. I don't know if there is an actual bloodline of Jesús christ, because there's a false teaching that mary magland and the holy grail, showing the bloodline of christ. Only bloodline i know exists, is those who follow Jesus and have the holy spirit in them.

So, most of this logs, we had bible and end time teachings being taught to us. I was a kid, like 10 or 11. And it was on wednday night services, they had the tribulation tapes playing, new world structure how it would be. It was hard for me to comprehend that stuff, like adult versions but i learned it. But, im a runt, not a pastor, priest, ordained minster, im a christain trying to save people, inspire them to change. Most of my life is gone, so do the best to inspire people, and lead them to salvation. I'm going to end this log, not preaching, nor to change your views, its to save souls. Let them know god is faithful, no matter how much suffering. I'm logging out, thank you for reading. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 25, 2023, at 20:35:04

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 5:41:53

i am so tongue clenched after going back and readding all this manic stuff, im really depressed shiould not of wrote all this gibberish and vibes on the net. Freinds, family, the gov, reading all this gibberish, ill have to figure out what to do from here. This is just a blog, or a logs. There's nothing much significant about it, I'll have figure out what to do from here


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 25, 2023, at 20:40:21

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 7, 2023, at 5:41:53

i'm in real depressed phase, im very depressd right now. Wrote the logs, in point to inspire or just give someone a little insight. I'll be back when im not severely depressed


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 25, 2023, at 20:48:55

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 17, 2023, at 1:48:44

i just want to inspire people to be better


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 28, 2023, at 13:00:38

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 25, 2023, at 20:48:55

ok jesus said to be a follower of him, mainly to give up sins, and the wayss of this world. Not that it's bad but he said the world is not god, its sinful. I apologize for rant about posting all this stuff, what i posted was my life when i was young, and my beliefs that people would know. I'll be back soon, but to follow the will of God, and leave behind sinful things. End of log


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 4, 2023, at 1:46:05

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 28, 2023, at 13:00:38

He said to his disaples to give up sinful and vanity things, and follow things that are eternal and not vanity, materialism, things of the world. He said treat your breathen as you would treat yourself. That's all I can say, im in a depressive phase right now, i want to preach but hardly have enough power or thought to write. I hope your well, and blessed be to you. Ending log....


Re: my story

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 9, 2023, at 23:48:47

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on May 4, 2023, at 1:46:05

ok i wrote all this stuff, want people to know the turth to be saved, written in the lambs book of life. Weed out all the short stuff, freaked out of what i wrote. I'm not doing well right now, i can hardly think, and all the main logs that were written were better. Please read the main logs, don't listen to these little tiny logs that have no sifnicance to the point. The best vitue i believe there is .. is kindness. I think to know being kind is a vitue and jesus would be happy to know. Ok that's all, i hope you dong well, and always keep searching for the truth. End of log


Re: end of log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:10:08

In reply to Re: my story, posted by rjlockhart37 on February 17, 2023, at 1:48:44

I need to close this log down. It was suppost to be my life story and i just flooded it with beliefs and what i've learned when i was a kid. I was taught about endtimes things when i was a kid, and we watched movies, and gave us pamplets about the trumpets sounding at end ages, etc. So, my life story is my childhood was a very happy time, i had no truama or pain in childhood, but it was in my late teens early 20s. I went through truama, that's all i say. It caused me to have memory problems. You don't wear your feelings on your sleave, i guess you learn from pain, and know what it feels like, and able to tolerate. My teen years were not happy time, but i had a family and a few friends that were there. It was in my early 20s when trauma happened, caused memory loss. But all i want to do, is find the truth, and lead people to the narrow path. 'Broad is the gate that many people enter, narrow is a the gate few enter' That's why the lambs book of life, research it, and know that many people in the world don't know 'broad is the path, that leadeth to destruction (hellfire). You don't have to believe, but just understand why. Jesus said save as many people as you can, before death. Ok, my pretty much gone, but i want to write my belifs or logs to at least be known, and don't take offense, i've written some things here, i regret. I really don't know what else to write, but keeping seeking the truth, learn about the lambs book of life. That's all illl write, rerember that no one in this world, is you, and you do things that make a differrnce. Thanks for reading, ending log....


Re: end of log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:14:17

In reply to Re: end of log, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:10:08

No one in this world, is you, you can imprint a difference. Never stop seeking the truth


Re: end of log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:38:53

In reply to Re: end of log, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:14:17

rerember jesus said treat your breathen well, i don't know if that means treating evil things well. Just treat people well, as you would do yourself. Kindness i think is a virtue, like innocence. I'm trying to wrap this post up, just keep finding, search for god, in the bible it said seek me with all your heart and mind. Know about lambs book of life, and research. Jesus said lead people to him, to be saved. I don't know what else to write, do kindness and keep innocence even though no one is innocent, but have innocence in your heart. I can't write no more, hope your well, and know you don't have to be like the crowd, the people who are in the system, and are programmed. Be diffrent. But find the truth, pray, seek god, have a pure heart, no corruption.


Re: end of log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 13, 2023, at 0:42:38

In reply to Re: end of log, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:38:53

ok im wrapping this up, any strange things that've written ignore them, I just want people to find God. Yes, there are awkward things i wrote, im just...doing my best to show people how to find God. I'm wrapping this up, thank you for reading, ending log...


Re: end of log (nm)

Posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2023, at 22:46:38

In reply to Re: end of log, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 10, 2023, at 0:10:08


Re: end of log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 18, 2023, at 21:33:23

In reply to Re: end of log (nm), posted by rjlockhart37 on June 18, 2023, at 22:46:38

one last thing, i was reading scripture, jesus said i give you a new commandment, to love your breathen as I loved you. Yes, that's why dont let hate get into your heart. Hating is easy, its convient, and it can empower you to do things, but love your breathen, you dont have to send them cards or flowers but show them the goodness how jesus treated the unfortunate. I wanted to write that last thing, thank you for reading


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 27, 2023, at 19:25:28

In reply to Re: end of log, posted by rjlockhart37 on June 13, 2023, at 0:42:38

It's said Jesus said stay faithful until the end, in christain terms, the tribulation is coming, its when true christens will be persecuted. It's in the book of revelation, you know one world government, everything controlled and no one realizing of the system controlling and blinding people. So, just stay faithful till the end, the tribulation, and the great tribulation are coming. It's said transhumanism - the 2030s when things will become singularity and linked through computers. Everything monitored, there's no much hiding because of smart devic systems. I mean everyone is profiled now, its easy because its linked to database about every person, the have profiles. Stay close to God, and know the true Jesús, not the false concept that has been made in modern times. They preach sin is fun, or just oppisote of teachings of true jesus christ. It may sound really good, but it's new age concepts integrated into Christianity, even witchcraft has been applied to teaching christain terms. Stay close and always be vigilant, 'behold i send you out as sheep amidst the wolves, harmless as doves, but wise as serpents' i don't know anything about what's gonna happen, but all i kow is stay close to God, and the true jesus christ, tons of false Jesús concepts have been created. I hope the coming times will be ok, and hope no more outbreaks will happen or disasters. Thank for reading, blessed be to you.


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on August 27, 2023, at 23:19:50

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 27, 2023, at 19:25:28

jesus taught repentence, and to sin no more. And to do good to others, and to save them. Defeitnly follow him. I've been searching for jesus, its hard to find because its like he's not there, but i have to have faith, do logs, there not facts, there just thoughts. And nothing ment to demean anyone, or linked to anyone, im using generalization just want to get the truth out. I'll try my best to start logs again. Thank you for reading, bless you in his name


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 5, 2023, at 18:13:16

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 27, 2023, at 23:19:50

this isn't last log, i still want to tell people to minster, and minster. I'm not trying to be hell fire burn and turm, but many people do not know about this place. And the people in hell right now, are pleading for repentance. So, your valuable that's not to flatter you, or kiss *ss, but know about this terrible place. Get name written lambs book of life, and turn to Jesus. He has mercy to those who follow or pray to him. That's all i can say, im ... i don't have the full force like i did above posts. But know your valuable because you hav a soul. Thanks for reading. Blessed be to you


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 6, 2023, at 2:21:13

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 5, 2023, at 18:13:16

there's nothing more than matter than being saved. To see eternal paradise, and not going to the horrible place


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 10, 2023, at 23:55:57

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 6, 2023, at 2:21:13

i bombed this particular post about my life, and story, i wrote just too much info about my past like unnecessary trauma pain that happened. and why i've written stuff about god, i want people to be saved. This board now, i know is not only for the board, its the internet easy through google. So, that's why i said i bombed this post. Embarrassment, much. I just want to be seen as good person. I'll be redoing logs, and ending this post. Thank you for reading. End of log


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 11, 2023, at 0:13:56

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 10, 2023, at 23:55:57

whatever i've written about God, or jesus, do listen because i don't want that to be seen as bombed, right now im depressed, as you can see i can't write the long amount of posts i did before, but i just want people to be saved

Revelation 10 Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the dwelling of God is with men, he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, he will wipe every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, crying, nor pain anymore for these things shall have passed away.

this was edited, down from revelation 10, i used the pain points, but this gave me hope that one day there would be redemption. I'll end this, tank you reading, and blessed be to you


Re: last log

Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 11, 2023, at 0:24:19

In reply to Re: last log, posted by rjlockhart37 on September 11, 2023, at 0:13:56

And I saw a new heaven and a new earth: for the first heaven and the first earth were passed away; and there was no more sea. 2 And I John saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down from God out of heaven, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 3 And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying, Behold, the tabernacle of God is with men, and he will dwell with them, and they shall be his people, and God himself shall be with them, and be their God. 4 And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes; and there shall be no more death, neither sorrow, nor crying, neither shall there be any more pain: for the former things are passed away

this was the original scripture = revelation 10. I heard this scripture actually in a song, and i heard it, and remembered it. That one day in redemption, all this pain in this world will pass away. I've had much pain it caused memory loss, from trauma. No one listens about it, and prefer to keep it that way. But that should not be slogan, i want to save people. Mission trips i dont know, i'm really very depressd right now i can't ... write long posts like i did. But at least ill write what i was taught when i was young. I'll be back, thank you for reading

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