Psycho-Babble Relationships | about interpersonal relationships | Framed
This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | List of forums | Search | FAQ

Re: Depression

Posted by Cherrybomb on July 3, 2008, at 14:40:31

In reply to Depression Cherrybomb, posted by fayeroe on July 3, 2008, at 13:26:52

I don't know why I beat myself up. I don't know why this whole stupid thing has bothered me so much. The one thing I can remember is that my mom always made excuses for me. If I didn't say hello within one second she would say "why don't you say hello" or "she's just shy." I hated this to the point where I just stopped trying to be polite because I felt she was trying to force me. My brother was always the smart one. If he didn't succeed it was because he didn't try hard enough, if I didn't succeed it was because "I just wasn't good at math" or whatever. I knew it was really because I didn't study hard enough. Combine that with always being unpopular and picked on and you end up with someone with very poor social skills. I don't know. I let this guy damage my self-esteem and I don't know why. I was obviously clinging on to what I thought was a friend. He did try to defend our friendship and he says that he talked to his girlfriend a few times about it, but I don't think he's totally innocent. He wants to blame the two of us by saying we are antagonistic and controlling. I don't really know how I let this get to me. I suppose now would be a good time to thank you for listening. I had contemplated quitting the ensemble, but then that means he wins and I lose. I suppose I can't keep rambling on about this forever. I think it's pretty common for the average female to try to figure things out by talking.




Post a new follow-up

Your message only Include above post


Notify the administrators

They will then review this post with the posting guidelines in mind.

To contact them about something other than this post, please use this form instead.


Start a new thread

Google www
Search options and examples
[amazon] for

This thread | Show all | Post follow-up | Start new thread | FAQ
Psycho-Babble Relationships | Framed

poster:Cherrybomb thread:837474