Posted by marktran on August 25, 2008, at 19:00:43
In reply to Re: Off Accutane,and side effects driving me nuts » marktran, posted by rskontos on August 25, 2008, at 15:28:28
I'm feeling better but sometimes it feels so hopeless. I get paranoid sometimes that it might not be the pills. I don't know what to think. I don't know how to live wit h death thoughts. It always gives me the thought why do anything if you are going to die. I hate this feeling. But you can't just snap out of depression. I want to feel better so badly. I hate wanting to cry all the time. I want to sleep but the insomnia is killing me. My appetite is next to none.
I have a deep seeded fear that my curiosity for death will stay with me. But waiting it off drives me insane. The death thoughts are debilitating, I can't even concentrate in school.
I keep thinking maybe its the pills and maybe its not. It races in my mind back and forth 24/7. I just want for this to end.
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