Posted by wishingstar on August 12, 2008, at 20:13:24
In reply to Re: anyone taken a break? » wishingstar, posted by obsidian on August 12, 2008, at 19:34:25
Yes, that's exactly how I feel. What do I have to do to appear like I need her? I feel like I'm in the "doing okay, more flexible when it comes to needing weekly sessions" group right now and I swear, I dont know what else it'd take to show her that I'm NOT okay. I try my best to be honest. I just wrote out a long email to her but deleted it. I've hit that withdrawal point. Run away. The risk is greater than the possible benefit right now. What does it take for me to be important? Am I THAT unimportant and not special, as a person? I think I am.
> for me I hate it when I feel like distancing myself is the only workable solution for some problem
> I understand it of course, sometimes it feels like it's all you can do
> I think that it is exceedingly difficult to put yourself on the line emotionally without the expectation of some consistency
> I don't think that is unreasonable
> I don't get this..'yeah, I'll see you whenever I'm not booked up' kinda crap...WTF
> it's a commitment dammit-on both sides
> not fair to you!
>
> sorry for the rant,
> sid
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