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Re: Where's Dinah? Happyflower 1 :-)

Posted by Dinah on September 13, 2007, at 7:49:02

In reply to Where's Dinah?, posted by Happyflower 1 :-) on September 12, 2007, at 21:21:47

Me? I've posted several times on Psychology.

But overall I've gotten behind at work again. So I'm scurrying there. And I'm very busy, and in turns excited and totally overstimulated (and occasionally infuriated, since he's still after one of my other dogs) by the new puppy. It's like having a baby again.

Last night I went too long without dinner, and was pretty much out of commission all evening since I just don't bounce back. Which put me further behind in work.

I've actually tried to post a few times, but it's hard to explain what I want to post. My mood has been all over the place lately, but it feels like more than that. It feels like I've lost whatever sense of identity I have. I don't feel real. Sometimes the people and animals in my life seem to be totally stripped of their relationship to me. Of all those intangibles that make them who they are to me. But I don't feel like me either. Or at least not a single coherent me. I guess I'm off and on feeling stripped of all the intangibles that make me aware that I'm me to me.

And I really hate the glimpses I do see of what I am, although I don't feel a lot of ownership of it.

I've been having lots of dark thoughts the last few weeks.

But today, me or not. I need to finish some stuff at work. I'll be really busy there for at least a month, maybe more.




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