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One step foward, however fr*gging many steps back

Posted by alexandra_k on August 28, 2005, at 21:59:15

In reply to Re: I really want to see my t... kerria, posted by alexandra_k on August 28, 2005, at 21:53:41

Couple days of feeling attached...
I think I have become the 'butterfly' patient.
The patient that never really does feel attached.

I'm just not...

Appoitment to see registrar tomorrow.
Wait and see wait and see.
T wanted to talk about that today.
Not a particularly good choice in topic...
Brought back a lot of stuff...
Is it that people in the service don't realise how much it hurts me when they won't work with me?
Is it that they fully realise and don't care?
Round and round the same f*cking circles
I'm not sure that I can be light-hearted about all this.

I know I told my t that it was about meds...
But the truth is...
Its not.
Its about more than that.
But I didn't want to tell her...

That I'm still back in that same place:
Am I going to get treatment from the service?


Wait and see wait and see
Appreciate that the most likely answer is 'no'
Accept that with good grace
Accept it go numb
Go numb
Walk the hell out of there
Hold my head up
Don't let the bastards grind you down.

The appropriate attitude is hard.
I'm not sure whether I can summon it...
I'll try my best
I really really will.




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