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Tired of ineffective pdocs

Posted by magic potion on May 16, 2003, at 19:45:59

I started with a new pdoc a few weeks back. I wasted my time--gave him my whole boring history. I really need to type it up so I don't have to keep repeating myself.

I just had my second appt yesterday. Another waste of time. All he does is listen. Every now and then he says something common sensical--and I think, "No duh!" (BTW-I know that sensical isn't a word.)

Why do they think that sitting there listening to my crap is helpful to me? Why do they think they are earning their pay?

At any rate, I was supposed to start medication 2 or 3 weeks ago, which I never did. I'm supposed to meet with the psychiatrist next Thursday, which I never will. And now, I'm quite sure that I need to terminate my relationship with the ineffective psychologist, too.

There is no hope. If they can't guarantee me that my life will ever be any better...why bother? I could do all kinds of things to change my life and still end up having a bad it's not worth trying.

These people can't change my life...they can't add value...they can't make me want to live.

Why isn't quitting life like quitting a job? Why is it so taboo? Why do I have to live til I'm old just so that other people don't get hurt. What about my feelings?? I'm tired of living for other people and I have no interest in living for myself.

So now what do I do? I have no options. I'm a prisoner. If you want to die, you should just be able to die. I don't get it.

I'm sure you're thinking that medication might be helpful, but as I've mentioned before, I see no reason for it. My life is crappy and I should experience it as such. Sugar-coated crap is still crap. I'm not interested in altering my perception so that I can find my situation acceptable. It's not.




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