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and it would have f*ck*ng killed them...

Posted by alexandra_k on October 9, 2021, at 19:57:22

to have said to me, when i was in Aussie... that i should look into whether new zealanders were australian citizens, during my time there.

that if i didn't feel i had the maths knowledge... there were various things i could do... high school or whatever. if i wanted to do science i could try science at uni or high school or whatever...

to have encouraged me in that direction. and i would have seen value in finishing my PhD and in maybe even continuing to work hospitality... not as a third class australia, but on the understanding that i was investing in a longer-term thing... taking temporary hit, if you like, so that i could gain more of an education in maths and science... be allowed to work for medicine.



so i leave without my PhD.

and i work for the New Zealand system.

and i work for it. oh yes i do.

and again.. temporary hit. put up with because temporary. sacrifices i'm making because i'm working towards...

and eventually things come to a head, for sure. when i see how they intentionally set up something that was designed to have people fail only.

that is to say, quite literally, the univesrity administration was distributing grades on the basis of what people they chose... and they were never going to chose me. because they want children. and because they want people who will keep their heads down and tuck right in to their weird extermination plan or whatever the f*ck.

i suppose i know that there is indeed a whole other world that i don't see in nzl. people decided to exclude me.

because they don't have the capacity to distinguish who has the capacity. i know that because of the heavy-handed involvement they have in deciding who gets to do what... together with the fact that we don't have the most basic of things. because in this situation where things are sooooo competitive because there are more capable people than places they just keep on picking the ones who... well.. lets list all the things that we don't have. we don't have. we don't have. the product and result and outcome of their heavy-handed decision making. it's certain not the product of too much free choice on behalf of the people -- right.

so at some point they make their snap quick hasty judgment on the basis of only partial or limited information. and then they are entirely recaltruent to any evidence to the contrary. they have decided i am homeless worthless bum who will kill herself any minute and my only value in in verbal blah blah that they do not value at all and so i'm to garbage garbage garbage

and all teh things we do not have. all the things we do not have. all the decsiions they make because they know best. and all the things we do not have.

but their kids have whatever they want. right? because they are intrinsically of most capacity. and who is going to stop them.


anyway... the rules they made... that i worked for...

well... then i got to see how they only made them becuase they thought nobody could meet the requirement they set.


they instructed people to make the impossible triangle.

was how they approached my GPA.

it couldn't be as high as it was.

but i worked very hard to get it there and to keep it there too. i worked very hard at that. at studying. oh yes. back in the days when they were using the questions from the textbook authors. when people wren't paying to win. when there were high quality questions testing reading comprehension of quality contents...

and essays i spent a lot of time editing and polishing. where most people would spend a good 4 6 12 hours work effort less... and where i did all the readings and so on... i was a good student. at courses that most people didn't work for or on.

now they have removed the ability to work on them.

critical reasoning is gaslighting. not a therefore any outcome the dean likes. if i have a dollar in my wallet and my wallet is in my pocket is oxygen contributing to partial pressure? if i say he gets his work done on time i imply that his work lacks all merit.. it's a principle of conversational implicature, didn't you know? that getting your work done on time is something that shall never be mentioned... it would be rude to mention it... impoite. setting up to fail. the things you learn in philosophy!!!


i did in fact beat them at their own game.

and they are requiqred to pay.

but we do not have we do not have we do not have...

the graduates of the progarmme want to get away.

maybe because they don't like torturing innocent children solely for fun afger all.

awwww.. but who doesn't want to get all that money (all tha tmoney all that money) for torturing the little cancer kids? i mean go fund me. right????




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