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Re: Grief...the most intense form of depression??

Posted by jay2112 on April 13, 2021, at 13:10:05

In reply to Re: Grief...the most intense form of depression??, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 11, 2021, at 20:27:45

> there's someone who saw i was in audience on media stream, they deactivated their account, because i was in the audience. I guess it creeped them out, i don't know why....i have a good profile picture, i mean....i post civil things, they just deactiated their account and made a new one to get me off their friend list. This is facebook...not the real world, but after time i think you realize 'it is what it is'. There's people who never get over someone dying, and carrie fisher...they actress who died of drug over dose, her mother debbie reynolds died from broken heart syndrome. Serious, google it. I think having a mental shielf over your heart somemtimes has to be done, or it could damage psyhical aspects like broken heart syndrome

My problem is, I don't have that shield over my heart. My bipolar disorder, and major depression seem to prevent that. When I feel better, I have control over that shield, but when majorly depressed, I don't have control. Plus, I have some major health issues with my kidney's and diabetes. When not so good, I worry about dropping dead. So, a whole lotta issues sends me into overload. But, in reality, when I am better, I know with all these problems, that I am gonna live for sometime (knock on wood), and my grief over my parents and little dog...well, I hope we meet again, and that they would all want me to have a good life. Kinda hard to reconcile all of that...very hard sometimes. But, knock me down and I will get myself back in the race again. I try...I try...


Humans punish themselves endlessly
for not being what they believe they should be.
-Don Miguel Ruiz-




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