Psycho-Babble Social Thread 7837

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more screams, not interesting. dont w.a.s.t.e time

Posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:40:34

P.S. Yeah have therapy tomorrow where anything could happen. What ever, nothing bad will happen, but might be away or not post as much or be in force posting as much as I do already (in order of preference)

See title. I am so fed up with all of this I so hope that I am locked away and they throw away the key on sedatives so I am in a perminant coma and spend my life dreaming I can distroy all that is dreamy and not hurt people and not enjoy it as much as I do (have just pushed freinds buttons to push her away). This is the final act of this play, I want another role, how long can you live life as a void can a black hole turn into a star. Note- Another role. nobody need read on its the same b.s. that is written everywhere authors do it better and i barely have an english qualification i barly have any qualifications exept pain and misery and these have stript me of my gifts and my life.
I am a shell

 

I eat geeks

Posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:50:10

In reply to more screams, not interesting. dont w.a.s.t.e time, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:40:34

Dont you just hate this guy moaning all the time. he really needs to get a life. or get a job. he only uses this as an excuse to cover up how inept he is at everything he does. He thinks that hospital will help him, he just wants to run away and never look back. but there is noware to run anymore. the truth is he is in a rut. and a loop. and a black hole. there is no hope, he should just give up, but still he clings on to the threads of a life he has no hope of restoring. stupid if you ask me.
\ /
O O
< + >
VVVV
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> P.S. Yeah have therapy tomorrow where anything could happen. What ever, nothing bad will happen, but might be away or not post as much or be in force posting as much as I do already (in order of preference)
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> See title. I am so fed up with all of this I so hope that I am locked away and they throw away the key on sedatives so I am in a perminant coma and spend my life dreaming I can distroy all that is dreamy and not hurt people and not enjoy it as much as I do (have just pushed freinds buttons to push her away). This is the final act of this play, I want another role, how long can you live life as a void can a black hole turn into a star. Note- Another role. nobody need read on its the same b.s. that is written everywhere authors do it better and i barely have an english qualification i barly have any qualifications exept pain and misery and these have stript me of my gifts and my life.
> I am a shell

 

conformity above all else

Posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:52:10

In reply to more screams, not interesting. dont w.a.s.t.e time, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:40:34

Does the 'be civil' count if your talking to yourself? if so I am sorry.

 

Re: eating geeks geekUK

Posted by lissa on July 23, 2001, at 19:09:47

In reply to I eat geeks, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:50:10

> he only uses this as an excuse to cover up how inept he is at everything he does ...
> > ... and i barely have an english qualification i barly have any qualifications exept pain and misery and these have stript me of my gifts and my life.
> > I am a shell

... so if I remember right you just got a degree and weren't happy with the results and you felt so-so about it like you weren't sad or happy about it -- and not to analyze the situation too much, but maybe you're sad about it because it sucks trying to get through univ. and having a mental problem thwarting your best efforts some of the time ... I think you're sad about it because you're still obsessing about qualifications. Let it rest. you can still get a job and all ... well, I know, you're just "screaming" and all, but I think you'll be fine.

a ramblin' lissa

 

Re: eating geeks

Posted by tina on July 23, 2001, at 19:59:30

In reply to Re: eating geeks geekUK, posted by lissa on July 23, 2001, at 19:09:47

Oh please geek, moan all you want. I like reading your posts no matter what the mood. I think you write very well and articulately so keep doing it.
I hope therapy goes well, let us know.
For my part, I like ya and I think you'll be fine.
hugs
Tina

> > he only uses this as an excuse to cover up how inept he is at everything he does ...
> > > ... and i barely have an english qualification i barly have any qualifications exept pain and misery and these have stript me of my gifts and my life.
> > > I am a shell
>
> ... so if I remember right you just got a degree and weren't happy with the results and you felt so-so about it like you weren't sad or happy about it -- and not to analyze the situation too much, but maybe you're sad about it because it sucks trying to get through univ. and having a mental problem thwarting your best efforts some of the time ... I think you're sad about it because you're still obsessing about qualifications. Let it rest. you can still get a job and all ... well, I know, you're just "screaming" and all, but I think you'll be fine.
>
> a ramblin' lissa

 

Re: eating geeks

Posted by Willow on July 23, 2001, at 20:19:41

In reply to Re: eating geeks, posted by tina on July 23, 2001, at 19:59:30

Sometimes ranting can help me out. I find with therapy it is sorta like a soap opera. When I expect things to go smoothly the psych will throw a curve at me, I end up wanting to get plastered, and I don't even drink. Then other times I'm ready to go in whining, ranting, whatever and I come out with a spring in my step.

UK have you ever tried not accomplishing anything, just laid back. This was my latest theory to returning to normal or "pre-CFS." Since then much has happened. Maybe we strive to hard or spend too much time wondering what-if or making lists for the future.

My friends call me a mother hen. Sorry if I sound like I'm offering advice and you're just wanting to vent!

Whispering Willow

 

Re: I eat geeks geekUK

Posted by dreamer on July 23, 2001, at 20:21:42

In reply to I eat geeks, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:50:10

> Dont you just hate this guy moaning all the time. he really needs to get a life. or get a job. he only uses this as an excuse to cover up how inept he is at everything he does. He thinks that hospital will help him, he just wants to run away and never look back. but there is noware to run anymore. the truth is he is in a rut. and a loop. and a black hole. there is no hope, he should just give up, but still he clings on to the threads of a life he has no hope of restoring. stupid if you ask me.
> \ /
> O O
> < + >
> VVVV
> ----
>
> > P.S. Yeah have therapy tomorrow where anything could happen. What ever, nothing bad will happen, but might be away or not post as much or be in force posting as much as I do already (in order of preference)
> >
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> >
> > See title. I am so fed up with all of this I so hope that I am locked away and they throw away the key on sedatives so I am in a perminant coma and spend my life dreaming I can distroy all that is dreamy and not hurt people and not enjoy it as much as I do (have just pushed freinds buttons to push her away). This is the final act of this play, I want another role, how long can you live life as a void can a black hole turn into a star. Note- Another role. nobody need read on its the same b.s. that is written everywhere authors do it better and i barely have an english qualification i barly have any qualifications exept pain and misery and these have stript me of my gifts and my life.
> > I am a shell

Hang on in there be thinking of ya let us know how it goes.

 

Re: eating geeks Willow

Posted by dreamer on July 23, 2001, at 20:27:54

In reply to Re: eating geeks, posted by Willow on July 23, 2001, at 20:19:41

>
> UK have you ever tried not accomplishing anything, just laid back. This was my latest theory to returning to normal or "pre-CFS." Since then much has happened. Maybe we strive to hard or spend too much time wondering what-if or making lists for the future.
>
> Whispering Willow,

Thats excellent advice, when I'm doing nothing I'm always worrying that I should be doing something and negativity just snowballs.
Thanks Willow.

 

thanx.+ sorry4moan, slept through therapy (NP)

Posted by geekUK on July 24, 2001, at 6:34:01

In reply to I eat geeks, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:50:10

hjg

 

What a clean city... Im Kinda Sleepy.... geekUK

Posted by kid_A on July 24, 2001, at 9:37:01

In reply to more screams, not interesting. dont w.a.s.t.e time, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:40:34


YOu kn0w that y0u will get the h3lp that you n33d, th4t it is p0ssible for y0u to achive happin3ss; its there s0mewhere bey0nd wh4t y0u c4n see.... perh4ps it takes s0me0ne to dr4g it 0ut 0f y0u...

Fitter, happier, more productive,
comfortable,
not drinking too much,
regular exercise at the gym
(3 days a week),
getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries,
at ease,
eating well
(no more microwave dinners and saturated fats),
a patient better driver,
a safer car
(baby smiling in back seat),
sleeping well
(no bad dreams),
no paranoia,
careful to all animals
(never washing spiders down the plughole),
keep in contact with old friends
(enjoy a drink now and then),
will frequently check credit at (moral) bank (hole in the wall),
favors for favors,
fond but not in love,
charity standing orders,
on Sundays ring road supermarket
(no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants),
car wash
(also on Sundays),
no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate,
nothing so childish - at a better pace,
slower and more calculated,
no chance of escape,
now self-employed,
concerned (but powerless),
an empowered and informed member of society
(pragmatism not idealism),
will not cry in public,
less chance of illness,
tires that grip in the wet
(shot of baby strapped in back seat),
a good memory,
still cries at a good film,
still kisses with saliva,
no longer empty and frantic like a cat tied to a stick,
that's driven into frozen winter shit
(the ability to laugh at weakness),
calm,
fitter,
healthier and more productive
a pig in a cage on antibiotics.

 

Seagulls and sedatives

Posted by geekUK on July 25, 2001, at 8:08:24

In reply to more screams, not interesting. dont w.a.s.t.e time, posted by geekUK on July 23, 2001, at 18:40:34

Ok, slept through therapy, avoided the nasty goodbyes, also made my mind up. tommorow I go back to my hometown in wales ,USA'ers this is a part of the UK, not a part of england. That happens a lot- people from far away think england is the only part of the UK. But only UK people will know why that is important (mostly to do with rugby). yeah anyways, time to set up a nice little flat overlooking the sea. where I can read, drink red wine and listen to heavy metal muzik (simpsonite). Nice to get thisngs settled. Realise it will take me at least a year to get out of my debts, ah well, must try to remember zen stuff when ballifs take my TV.
I am fairly optimistic at the mo. I dont know if I am running away or stopping tho' Will try to stay in touch.
time to get fitter, happyer, more productive.
M

 

Prozac and Painkillerzzzzz...

Posted by kid_A on July 25, 2001, at 8:49:01

In reply to Seagulls and sedatives, posted by geekUK on July 25, 2001, at 8:08:24


i need a home by the sea
(sea foam - yeah, ocean sounds, yeah)
i need relaxation - a holiday from humans
i need a fat free fudge cake that doesnt let you down in the flavour department
i need zero to infinity
i need to stop bugging people
i need my medication
(reds, blues, whole f'ing rainbow)
i need diy, all mod cons, readymade art
i need to be needed.

 

Wales geekUK

Posted by Willow on July 25, 2001, at 10:04:13

In reply to Seagulls and sedatives, posted by geekUK on July 25, 2001, at 8:08:24

Uk

A good friend of mine is from there. He played on his university rugby team I believe. The family name is "White." Strong accent, is yours similar. Good people!

Will you be off-line for awhile, hope not?!?!

Whispering Willow

 

That's beauuutiful! (np) kid_A

Posted by Willow on July 25, 2001, at 10:05:56

In reply to Prozac and Painkillerzzzzz..., posted by kid_A on July 25, 2001, at 8:49:01

I need to hear from Kazoo!!!

 

Re: Seagulls and sedatives geekUK

Posted by dreamer on July 25, 2001, at 15:00:28

In reply to Seagulls and sedatives, posted by geekUK on July 25, 2001, at 8:08:24

OOOhh BOO what, yer leaving me . Well ,I luv Wales lived in Swansea 4 a bit .

Who will play silly epistolary with me now?
Be healthy wealthy and wise and say hi to the sea from me.

Let us know how things go.

BooHoo.etc.etc.

 

Re: Seagulls and sedatives

Posted by PaulB on July 25, 2001, at 16:56:00

In reply to Seagulls and sedatives, posted by geekUK on July 25, 2001, at 8:08:24

> Ok, slept through therapy, avoided the nasty goodbyes, also made my mind up. tommorow I go back to my hometown in wales ,USA'ers this is a part of the UK, not a part of england. That happens a lot- people from far away think england is the only part of the UK. But only UK people will know why that is important (mostly to do with rugby). yeah anyways, time to set up a nice little flat overlooking the sea. where I can read, drink red wine and listen to heavy metal muzik (simpsonite). Nice to get thisngs settled. Realise it will take me at least a year to get out of my debts, ah well, must try to remember zen stuff when ballifs take my TV.
> I am fairly optimistic at the mo. I dont know if I am running away or stopping tho' Will try to stay in touch.
> time to get fitter, happyer, more productive.
> M

Hi,
Im from UK as well. Ive always lived here. Ive been to wales a couple of times and thought it was a nice place. I lived in Cheltenham until a couple of years ago. Back in Devon now though.
Take care
PaulB

 

Re: Wales

Posted by Willow on July 25, 2001, at 17:43:20

In reply to Wales geekUK, posted by Willow on July 25, 2001, at 10:04:13

What a small world, my neighbours uncle just arrived for a month visit from Wales.

should have packed you into his suitcase!

Willow


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