Psycho-Babble Psychology Thread 818448

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thoughts. triggers.

Posted by Llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 13:29:41

I have these thoughts of horrible injuries. to myself. either inflicted via automobile injury or butcher knife. They have always been there in the background but recent events and changes in neurotransmitters have brought them to the forefront.

And my dreams are horrifying. That's when the imaginings come true. That terrifying moment on waking when I don't know where I am or who I am. What age am I?

scared.

-Ll

 

Re: thoughts. triggers.

Posted by Angela2 on March 17, 2008, at 13:41:08

In reply to thoughts. triggers., posted by Llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 13:29:41

Ll, is there any way you could ask your doctor to take you off the medication that is making you feel this way?
Ang2

 

Re: thoughts. triggers. Llurpsienoodle

Posted by ClearSkies on March 17, 2008, at 14:15:01

In reply to thoughts. triggers., posted by Llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 13:29:41

Wellbutrin was a mixed bag for me while I was on it - it greatly lifted my mood but also contributed to my agitation. Perhaps, since you've just started it, there's an adjustment period that you have to go through with these terrible thoughts and dreams?

Or perhaps it's not a suitable medication if it's making these symptoms so much worse. What's the good of adding one medication if it makes two other symptoms that much worse? I question the therapeutic wisdom, I suppose. Because it's not just the physical symptoms that we deal with by taking these medications; otherwise, why would we take them?

I would be terribly unhappy to be waking up in such a state.
CS

 

Re: thoughts. triggers.

Posted by Phillipa on March 17, 2008, at 14:30:50

In reply to Re: thoughts. triggers. Llurpsienoodle, posted by ClearSkies on March 17, 2008, at 14:15:01

Li Clear Skies is right as I found the ssme with wellbutrin. Can you call the T? Phillipa

 

Re: thoughts.

Posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 14:38:07

In reply to Re: thoughts. triggers., posted by Phillipa on March 17, 2008, at 14:30:50

I want to stick it out a little longer. I see T tomorrow. I will discuss it with him. :(

I miss my T. sure, he doesn't know cr*p about pharmacology, but he sure knows lots about ME.

(((t)))

If things get unbearable I'll seek help.

thank you for your concern :|

-Ll

 

i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle

Posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

In reply to Re: thoughts., posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 14:38:07

srry all . i' loopy

i od'd tongith. took [xxx] of sonata (slepping pill0 and [xxx] klonopin and a xanax for desert.

all tat troublt just to take a 4hour nap. wtf.

i feel slowand heavy.

next time maybe i'll tap into y suply of neuroleptics. 900$ worthofgeodonbetter do something.

sheeeet. don't know why i'm postingtis.the loonybin loves ths stuff

ll

 

Re: i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle

Posted by Phillipa on March 17, 2008, at 19:56:55

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

Li you need to call your T or Pdoc now. Please? Something isn't right. Are you alone? Maybe even 911. Love Phillipa ps your do know I care?

 

Llurpy you MAIL ME llurpsienoodle

Posted by muffled on March 17, 2008, at 20:16:30

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

Lurpy, WAAAY too much.
When you up you bmail me.
Damn you better be ok.
I gonna kick your *ss.
M

 

Re: i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle

Posted by MidnightBlue on March 17, 2008, at 21:09:26

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

LL,

When you wake up call your pdoc! Don't wait until morning. Tell your husband NOW! This is not an option. You must get help.

MidnightBlue

 

Re: i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle

Posted by sunnydays on March 17, 2008, at 22:47:44

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

Llurpsy honey, call your T. Your health and safety and well-being are not worth risking to stick out the side effects of some med. Or go to the hospital. I know I would say no way if I got told that, but it's really the best, safest alternative to calling your T. So go find your T's number, pick up the receiver on the telephone, push the buttons for his number, and leave a message saying you od'd and that you need to talk to him, and if you remember to, tell him your phone number. (Sorry if this sounds patronizing, but when I'm really out of it I need specific directions on how to do things or I freeze and can't remember how).

I don't know if what you took was dangerous or not, but that the fact that you took it, knowing it was more than you should take, is a sign you NEED help right now. Is H there? If he is, can you give him your meds and tell him you need him to keep them for you? Please call your T and try to take care of yourself ll.

sunnydays

 

Llurpsie, please post when you are able. We care. (nm)

Posted by ClearSkies on March 18, 2008, at 7:31:32

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

 

Re: i lied. triggers

Posted by muffled on March 18, 2008, at 9:29:38

In reply to Re: i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by MidnightBlue on March 17, 2008, at 21:09:26

Llurpy. Sorry I not been around.
Sorry its being so hard for you.
Please let us know how you are, let us try to support you in our babble way.
Please email/bmail/post.
You not alone OK?
LOTSA people care bout you.
WHY?
Cuz your a good person.
M

 

Re: i lied. triggers

Posted by Angela2 on March 18, 2008, at 10:48:01

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

Llurpsienoodle, please post and let us know you are OK when you can. We care!!!

 

(((li)))

Posted by karen_kay on March 18, 2008, at 12:53:25

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

take care of yourself. or allow someone to help you please.

i love you dear. and i'm here.
kk

 

(((((((LLurps))))))))) llurpsienoodle

Posted by Kath on March 18, 2008, at 13:15:12

In reply to i lied. triggers llurpsienoodle, posted by llurpsienoodle on March 17, 2008, at 19:09:32

When you're up to it, please let us know how you are. SO many people care about you...not only the ones who've replied here, but also people on other threads who haven't read this one.

(((((((((((((((you)))))))))))))

luv, Kath

 

Re: (((((((LLurps)))))))))

Posted by rskontos on March 18, 2008, at 13:43:13

In reply to (((((((LLurps))))))))) llurpsienoodle, posted by Kath on March 18, 2008, at 13:15:12

Ll, This is scary and we are worried about you. I second, third, whatever all the sentiments everyone else said. Please BE SAFE!!!!

rsk

 

Re: (((((((LLurps)))))))))

Posted by muffled on March 18, 2008, at 23:34:30

In reply to Re: (((((((LLurps))))))))), posted by rskontos on March 18, 2008, at 13:43:13

Ll, please be OK.

 

Re: (((((((LLurps)))))))))

Posted by sunnydays on March 19, 2008, at 0:00:13

In reply to Re: (((((((LLurps))))))))), posted by muffled on March 18, 2008, at 23:34:30

Ll, I hope you're ok, and that you're not posting because you're safe in the hospital or safe somewhere else. We all care, and hope you are able to feel our caring surrounding you and buoying you up and helping you keep yourself safe.

sunnydays

 

I talked to her

Posted by jammerlich on March 19, 2008, at 10:52:54

In reply to Re: (((((((LLurps))))))))), posted by sunnydays on March 19, 2008, at 0:00:13

And she is OK. She appreciates all your kind thoughts and will post as soon as she is able.

Jammer

 

Thanks, Jammer (nm)

Posted by Dinah on March 19, 2008, at 10:56:56

In reply to I talked to her, posted by jammerlich on March 19, 2008, at 10:52:54

 

ditto. and ((Jammer)) (((LL))((babblers))) (nm)

Posted by muffled on March 19, 2008, at 10:58:26

In reply to Thanks, Jammer (nm), posted by Dinah on March 19, 2008, at 10:56:56

 

Re: I talked to her jammerlich

Posted by seldomseen on March 19, 2008, at 12:07:13

In reply to I talked to her, posted by jammerlich on March 19, 2008, at 10:52:54

thank you so much Jammer. I'm so glad to hear the llurpsie is okay.

 

Re: I talked to her

Posted by Phillipa on March 19, 2008, at 18:53:40

In reply to Re: I talked to her jammerlich, posted by seldomseen on March 19, 2008, at 12:07:13

What a relief thanks Jammer. Phillipa

 

Re: I talked to her

Posted by Poet on March 19, 2008, at 19:42:41

In reply to I talked to her, posted by jammerlich on March 19, 2008, at 10:52:54

I haven't been on the boards for a few days and was sad to see Ll's post. I am glad she's okay and thank you for letting us know.

Hang in there Llurpsie, I am sending you as much positive energy as I can muster.

Poet

 

Thx so much for letting us know (nm) jammerlich

Posted by Kath on March 20, 2008, at 13:09:48

In reply to I talked to her, posted by jammerlich on March 19, 2008, at 10:52:54


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