Psycho-Babble Psychology Thread 588324

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Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm(long)

Posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 11:19:32

Y'know ever since the topic of my inside kid came up (just once). I have been feeling extreemly defensive to my T for some reason. It was only a passing reference, and the next appt. we didn't mention it, proly cuz I was so taken aback the week b4. I sent my T a rather wacky fax:
Sometimes when I'm so alone,
Noone can be inside with me
I can't let them know
I can't be exposed.
I guess I some exposed w/T...
But I like a wolf with its underbelly exposed...
I got teeth
And I can twist around and use them
if I need to.
Noone will ever eat me
Noone can get me
I am a beast with teeth
And I can fight back.
I can and I will
So nobody better f*ck w/me.
Thats what I say.
You got that?

I hope she don't get offended by that. :(
Maybe I trying to scare her off?

Then...I sent this:
I THINK I MAY BE A LITTLE BIT CRANKY...
Ya, but can you take it? Maybe you kinda soft. I kinda wonder sometimes. I wouldn't want to hurt someone inadvertently. That'd be bad. I don't hurt people.
But thats the thing. Don't matter if you dump me, thats ok, cuz I don't need you, I don't need nothing, I don't need anybody, not really.
Can't take the heat get out of the kitchen, thats what I always say.
Grrrrrrrrrrr.
Sorry eh. Maybe I am PMS'ing.
(at the bottom I drew a picture of a sad face)

It was done if diff fonts etc. Somewhat artistic.
I'm not sure why I am doing this?
Am I trying to drive her away? Do I not wanto share inside kid? Am I trying to protect T? I just not sure what I thinking, and now I got appt tomorrow to go to and I feel weird and dumb and crazy and I kindof afraid to go. Not that I afraid ever!
What if she pities me cuz I crazy. I couldn't stand that. What if I make her cry. I couldn't stand that either. It'll proly be a big nothing, and I couldn't stand that either.
See, I crazy.
Anybody can tell me their idea of why I am being so stupid?
Muffled :(
Maybe I should change my name to perpetually confused.
:-(

 

((((((Muffled))))))))

Posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47

In reply to Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm(long), posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 11:19:32

I doubt that you've scared her off.

I don't think you're being stupid. You're "sharing" how you're feeling. Maybe you're scared that you need your T and that if she does dump you where will you be then?

Babble mail me if you want to talk. I'm around, just studying, so I won't be on here again

 

Thx Gee. I go tomorrow :( (nm) Gee

Posted by muffled on December 12, 2005, at 20:33:46

In reply to ((((((Muffled)))))))), posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47

 

Good luck today!!

Posted by Gee on December 13, 2005, at 10:54:30

In reply to ((((((Muffled)))))))), posted by Gee on December 12, 2005, at 12:31:47

Good luck today Muffy!!! Let me know how it goes. I'll be thinking of you

 

Re: Good luck today!! Gee

Posted by muffled on December 17, 2005, at 22:58:10

In reply to Good luck today!!, posted by Gee on December 13, 2005, at 10:54:30

> Good luck today Muffy!!! Let me know how it goes. I'll be thinking of you

***Thanks Gee, went ok. But she gave me homework that so wrecked me. Starting to feel better.
Thanks so much.
The contact helps bring me back.
Thanks.
Muffled

 

Re: Good luck today!!

Posted by gee on December 23, 2005, at 10:33:48

In reply to Re: Good luck today!! Gee, posted by muffled on December 17, 2005, at 22:58:10

Hey Muffy

I'm around if you want to talk. I hope that you are okay.

G

 

Re: Good luck today!!

Posted by muffled on December 23, 2005, at 10:54:38

In reply to Re: Good luck today!!, posted by gee on December 23, 2005, at 10:33:48

> Hey Muffy
>
> I'm around if you want to talk. I hope that you are okay.
>
> G

Thanks Gee. I'm doing ok. Back on AD (zoloft) and tranquilizers TEMPORARILY. Hate taking those drugs. But I was losing it. I'm doing better now.
Hope you have a good christmas Gee, Take care
Muffled


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