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Re: Comments on weight

Posted by Racer on June 3, 2004, at 8:48:13

In reply to Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy » Dinah, posted by karen_kay on June 3, 2004, at 8:08:47

Reading karen_kay's post brought up comments about my weight, and how they tend to make me feel. A former girlfriend, who knew me when I was not experiencing any sort of disordered eating, saw me for the first time after it started up again and said something like, "I know you say you're underweight, but I think this is the best I've ever seen you look." Since I was underweight, and knew it, that was a bit of a stunner.

And my family is notorious for totally inappropriate comments about my weight. When I've gained weight from the drugs, they'll come after me constantly with 'jokes' and critical comments. (usually framed as, "You know I love you, so I want you to know you've gained too much weight.") The one time I said that it was from the drugs, I was told that I should, therefore, stop taking the drugs. (After all, if I couldn't or wouldn't say what I was depressed about, then I wasn't really depressed. Just lazy, weak, and displaying bad character.) Now that I'm restricting my eating again, I get the comments about being too thin. I've said, a number of times, that my weight needs to be off limits, that it's not a topic for conversation, but that just means that they change their strategy: "I know you don't want to talk about your weight, but you could start drinking Ensure to gain some weight..." or "I know you said we couldn't talk about your weight, but you need to hear this..." That sort of thing. (In other words, I was spawned by a family of human steamrollers.)

I'm pretty careful when I comment on others' weight. Usually, I only say something when I *know* that someone has been dieting or exercising to slim down, and it really shows. And I never comment to anyone who hasn't already heard my mini-lecture about women looking better with their natural curves, and health being more important than appearance or a number on the scale.

The other thing that I react to with comments on my weight is that I doubt very much that many people realize how much/little I actually weigh. I am not that thin right now, despite what my family is saying, but I know from the scale that I'm probably 10 or 15 pounds less than most of them would guess. That means that most comments strike me as being based on something other than me -- notice any sort of a theme to my life? Comments on my weight usually add to that feeling that I'm actually invisible, and that people are seeing something with no relation to me.

OK. 'Nuf rambling

 

Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy

Posted by Dinah on June 3, 2004, at 9:34:53

In reply to Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy » Dinah, posted by crushedout on June 2, 2004, at 22:13:31

I'm glad to hear that this particular set of rules isn't one of mine with no basis in reality. I agree with what everyone has said. Weight comments are especially tricky. I don't like getting them either.

And Karen Kay, a family member once commented on my extra weight at a time when I really wasn't overweight, just not super slim. I've been told that I have a manner of freezing people with a look when I'm offended and I must have utilized that. I never heard another word about it. Even when I got really overweight.

 

Could it be...? » Dinah

Posted by Racer on June 3, 2004, at 12:20:40

In reply to Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy, posted by Dinah on June 3, 2004, at 9:34:53

Your post made me laugh, when you said that you never heard another comment. Could it be that your family is just more considerate than some of ours?

Honest to goness, many members of my family seem to think that, if they don't point out to me my weight problems, I won't realize that they exist! They literally *have* to tell me that I'm too fat/thin, because otherwise I won't know. Um, hello?

Maybe I should borrow your freezing look, as well as your mother? (My mother just got back from Chicago, with yet another pair of fabulous earrings for me, by the way. I've worn them twice now, and each time I've gotten compliments from strangers. Mom's batting 1000 in the earring department so far. Maybe we just need to join the families?)

 

Re: lol » Racer

Posted by Dinah on June 3, 2004, at 15:14:09

In reply to Could it be...? » Dinah, posted by Racer on June 3, 2004, at 12:20:40

I think the person's daughter might have given her a stern talking to. But I really do have a "look". When I was growing up, several men told either me or my mother (in my hearing) that they felt sorry for my future boyfriends.

Enjoy those earrings, and the mother's love that come with them. :)

 

Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy

Posted by lucy stone on June 3, 2004, at 16:01:40

In reply to Re: Comments on Appearance in Therapy, posted by Dinah on June 3, 2004, at 9:34:53

I decided to see what kind of comment my T would make about my appearance if I directly asked him. I got my hair cut yesterday, something I very much dislike. I don't like to talk about my appearance I don't like to ask for what I want, I don't like to look at myself, and I don't like to be touched by people outside of my immediate family. Obviously, hair styling is very hard. We talked about the Hair Experience today, and as I was leaving I asked if he liked my new style. He said "I do, but I think you do to." So I asked again, "so you do like it?" He said again, "I do, but I think you do to." He was willing to say he liked it, but he made sure that I also liked it. He makes sure the focus is always on me and how I feel about things.

 

Re: Comments on Therapist's Appearance

Posted by starlight on June 4, 2004, at 13:59:35

In reply to Re: Comments on Therapist's Appearance, posted by Racer on June 2, 2004, at 13:02:29

My jerkhead Pdoc commented on my appearance, just not to my face. He wrote in my chart that I appeared garish, wore too much makeup and wore clothing that was overtly sexual. He even wrote once that I dyed my hair much darker than usual.

When I found this I was stunned. I'm still stunned and with the other things he wrote I'm so angry I just can't believe it. First, I hardly wear any makeup at all, I don't even own foundation or blush. I usually wear a light eyeshadow, with a bit darker eyeshadow on the lid. I fill in my eyebrows some, wear mascara, and lipstick - but when the lipstick wears off, most the time I don't even bother to reapply it.

I think I tend to wear more conservative clothing, I hate anything tight, and since I have always gone to my appointments directly from work, I dress in work attire. I work for a man as his secretary and am always cognizant to not wear anything too revealing. Anyway - I fired the **hole and hope he rots!
starlight

 

LOL! Sorry, but... » starlight

Posted by Racer on June 4, 2004, at 16:33:31

In reply to Re: Comments on Therapist's Appearance, posted by starlight on June 4, 2004, at 13:59:35

I read my chart, too, and got a shock on the appearance front: every entry said the same thing about my appearance:

"Casually dressed, neatly groomed"

EXCEPT for one, which said:

"Casually dressed, adequately groomed"

Hello? I shower the same way before every appointment. I wear clothes from the same wardrobe - because that's what I own and wear. If I didn't look "neatly groomed" one day, it's a perception problem on his part, or a reaction to me being overwhelmingly depressed that day.

(I did wear contacts instead of specs one day, and did put on some makeup that day for something earlier in the day. Sure would like to see what showed up on that entry. "casually dressed, over groomed?")

You know what though? I'm glad you saw it and got to fire him. I can't imagine the attitude that would have gone with a note like that. (Although it does tend to support my theory that most men are incapable of "seeing" women. They see something they make up themselves superimposed on the REAL woman in front of them. Just a theory.)

 

Re: Comments on Therapist's Appearance » starlight

Posted by terrics on June 4, 2004, at 19:53:56

In reply to Re: Comments on Therapist's Appearance, posted by starlight on June 4, 2004, at 13:59:35

Good for you! terrics

 

Re: Comments on weight » Racer

Posted by cubic_me on June 5, 2004, at 5:55:10

In reply to Re: Comments on weight, posted by Racer on June 3, 2004, at 8:48:13

My parents make joking comments about my weight too. The meds I'm on at the moment have made me put on a bit and I have to dress in baggy clothes all the time so that they don't make too many remarks. They don't know I'm on meds, so its hard to explain it away.

My way of dealing with it is just to ignore most of what they say, and go by how I feel about my weight. I know that in BMI terms I'm not overweight, and I go to the gym to keep healthy, so that's good enough for me.

Good luck

 

my response and another question

Posted by Aphrodite on June 6, 2004, at 6:54:32

In reply to Comments on Appearance in Therapy, posted by Miss Honeychurch on May 31, 2004, at 20:20:02

What a popular thread. I felt peer pressure to join in even though I don't have much to say on the subject :)

My therapist has commented a lot -- mainly if I am dressed up or down. I think when I am dressed casually, he is concerned that I've been too depressed to go to work, which is not the case. Sometimes, if I have no meetings, I am just a slob! He's commented on my large eyes (all the better to watch what he's doing); he's asked, "What's different about you today? You look different? Is it your hair?" He went on for quite some time when I got a lot of sun one weekend since I am fair-skinned.

I never thought about it much because he's spends much of his time talking about my personality traits.

I'd like to ask this -- do you guys ever comment on how your therapist looks? I never have. I've wanted to comment on his very piercing eyes, but I am afraid that would sound inappropriate, and that's not what I mean at all. I just think they are symbolic of his very intense personality.

 

Re: my response and another question

Posted by Racer on June 6, 2004, at 8:28:01

In reply to my response and another question, posted by Aphrodite on June 6, 2004, at 6:54:32

I've commented on our marriage counselor's appearance a few times. Sometimes it's something she's wearing, once I asked if she'd lost weight. (It was very noticeable that day.)

So far, it's been well received. And she was very pleased to tell us about the weight loss, I guess it was one of those good weight comments, rather than the more common kind.

 

Re: my response and another question

Posted by lucy stone on June 6, 2004, at 8:59:34

In reply to my response and another question, posted by Aphrodite on June 6, 2004, at 6:54:32

I have commented on my Ts clothing, telling him that I like a sweater or if he looks summery when the seasons changed. I have been seeing him for over 4 years and in that time he has gone noticebly grayer. I commented on that and we laughed about how we are both getting older. He has a beard and I asked once why he wears one, he was surprised at the question and said he didn't know. I think that was avoidance ;) I don't think he really likes me to comment on his physical appearance because he wants the focus to be on me but he is always gracious.

 

Re: my response and another question » lucy stone

Posted by fallsfall on June 6, 2004, at 10:39:45

In reply to Re: my response and another question, posted by lucy stone on June 6, 2004, at 8:59:34

My therapist wears both bowties and regular ties. I like the bowties because to me they symbolize that he is willing to be different - to think outside the box. He also is less fussy about himself when he wears a bowtie - he isn't making sure that his tie is lying just so on his shirt when he sits down. I had made a passing (pleased) comment once "You have worn bowties 3 sessions in a row". I didn't say anything else about the bowties until he hadn't worn any for a couple of weeks (I see him 3 times a week and he usually has a bowtie on at least one of the 3). Recently we had an intense, but not painful session and as I was leaving I said "I think that you have lost all of your bowties". He agreed that it had been a while since he had worn one. He didn't wear one the next session (he would NEVER let me tell him what to do...) but he wore one the session after that, and has been wearing them regularly since. I know that if I comment too regularly that he will stop wearing them because he will see it as a control issue.

He never comments on my appearance, but I really wear the same kind of thing every day (the question is whether I've washed my hair). I wore a dress once when I was on the way to my father-in-law's funeral - we talked about my plans for the rest of the day, but not necessarily related to my clothing.

 

Re: my response and another question » Aphrodite

Posted by DissociativeJane on June 6, 2004, at 12:48:35

In reply to my response and another question, posted by Aphrodite on June 6, 2004, at 6:54:32

Sometimes I compliment my therapist but only if there is something I really like ie: jewlry, clothes etc...
Jane

 

Re: my response and another question

Posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 9:51:25

In reply to my response and another question, posted by Aphrodite on June 6, 2004, at 6:54:32

I don't think I make personal comments on weight loss or gain or hair style. But he dresses in jeans on Friday and always seems more laid back, I think I've mentioned that.

The other day he was sockless again, and I had to work really hard at not shrieking at him to please wear socks. But I'm a bit wound up right now. :)

 

Re: my response and another question » Dinah

Posted by pegasus on June 7, 2004, at 11:05:36

In reply to Re: my response and another question, posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 9:51:25

Really? Lack of socks is an issue for you? Interesting. We all have our things, don't we?

My old T used to wear shoes that slipped off easily, and when we were having a really comfortable conversation, he would sometimes slip them off and run his socked feet up the wall, or the corner of his desk. I was always shoeless, because I'd slip my shoes off to sit cross legged in my chair. For some reason, I loved it when we were both sitting there in our socks and no shoes. It felt like an indication of intimacy, or something.

pegasus

 

Re: my response and another question

Posted by lucy stone on June 7, 2004, at 11:12:40

In reply to Re: my response and another question, posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 9:51:25

Maybe you should rethink the sock request. I generally like the way my T dresses, sort of like by husband, Land's End and LL Beanish, but his choice in socks could use help. He wears Italian tassle loafers and sometimes pairs them with thin white socks. Not good, in my opinon.

 

Re: Therapists socks

Posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 11:52:19

In reply to Re: my response and another question, posted by lucy stone on June 7, 2004, at 11:12:40

Heavens, I hope my therapist never reads this board. It's not the socks per se. I guess a pair of sandals with no socks and a nice manly pair of ankles would be fine (although a bit distracting). But I tend to look towards his feet, and honestly the man needs to wear socks.

 

Re: Therapists socks » Dinah

Posted by pegasus on June 7, 2004, at 13:03:56

In reply to Re: Therapists socks, posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 11:52:19

Ah, so it's not going sockless per se that is the issue, it is your therapist's particular sockless ankles, eh? Yes, some people have attractive ankles and some don't.

I can relate to having issues with a T's appearance. Not that I need to have beautiful Ts or anything, but my intermediate T had a very unattractive smile, which I think really distracted me. It made her smiles seem somehow threatening, or to be avoided. Which gets confusing in therapy. As much as I want to think that appearance doesn't prejudice me, it was an uncomfortable thing for me at first.

Jeepers, I hope she doesn't read this! She was a really nice person, and her smile was *not* the reason that I stopped working with her.

pegasus

 

Re: Therapists socks

Posted by lucy stone on June 7, 2004, at 14:24:40

In reply to Re: Therapists socks » Dinah, posted by pegasus on June 7, 2004, at 13:03:56

A good reason to lie on the couch, maybe ;) Even when I don't like my Ts socks I don't have to look at them very long. I could draw you a picture of his ceiling, though.

 

Re: pdocs' SHOES!!!

Posted by Racer on June 7, 2004, at 17:45:06

In reply to Re: Therapists socks, posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 11:52:19

Admittedly, I've got a shoe thing. For one thing, a friend of mine had this theory that you could tell all you needed to know about a man by his shoes, so I got pretty sensitized to them while asking her to assess every good looking man we saw when we were out.

Dr EyeCandy started out with the same pair of black Clark's Desert Boots. That was a little weird -- definitely telling to me, having advanced training in the language of shoes on men -- but not a deal breaker. Now he's got the same pair of really awful, cheap looking brown sneaker/oxford things. They're awful. And yes, I can't help focussing on them every time I see him. How bad are they? They're actually so bad he might have to change his name. Maybe something like "Dr Really-Needs-Professional-Help-With-Shoes."

This thread does have me thinking, though. And I have learned some things about myself. (Dinah, your posts about your T's sockless ankles have given me one of the only brighter moments in days. Thank you.) I can work with less than gorgeous therapists and doctors, but there are some things that I'd really have trouble with. I think the ankles in question would count. Our marriage counselor wears a toe ring, which I tend to focus on during out sessions these days. (I'm just not able to make eye contact for more than a second or two at a time right now. Very withdrawn.) I haven't mentioned it at all, but I have mentioned and complimented some of her other jewelry. Costume/Art type pieces, and often quite pretty in a very casual way. (I've got a few pieces of costume jewelry, but mostly just the more formal stuff: pearls, diamond studs, the like.)

Anyway, I guess I'm typing more for the feeling of contact than anything else, so I'll stop now. Great thread, though.

 

Re: pdocs' GALOSHES!!!

Posted by Joslynn on June 8, 2004, at 21:51:01

In reply to Re: pdocs' SHOES!!!, posted by Racer on June 7, 2004, at 17:45:06

One time when it was rainy/snowy, my pdoc was wearing...I don't even know how you would describe them, they were like these rubber booties that went slightly past his ankle. They weren't really boots. Are they called galoshes? They weren't normal men's boots but they weren't like kids' galoshes either. I called them his "booties" in my head.

They were the funniest things, they made him seem more endearing in a way because they were so goofy.

 

Re: bikini! » cubic_me

Posted by crushedout on June 14, 2004, at 21:25:17

In reply to Re: bikini! » crushedout, posted by cubic_me on June 3, 2004, at 4:37:25


I actually went in my bikini the other day, but under some skimpy clothing. It was a very hot day and I was wearing a really cute bikini so I decided to wear it to therapy under a white tank top that was see-through so the bikini was visible but I wasn't quite so inappropriate as if I'd gone *just* in the bikini (which would have been an extremely odd thing to do).

It was fine. We didn't comment on it. I can't remember what we talked about that day, actually.

 

Therapist's ankles

Posted by crushedout on June 14, 2004, at 21:30:15

In reply to Re: Therapists socks, posted by Dinah on June 7, 2004, at 11:52:19


My therapist has the freakin' sexiest ankles in the whole world and it drives me crazy, because I, too, tend to stare in the direction of feet (especially when I'm nervous).

 

Re: bikini!

Posted by cubic_me on June 15, 2004, at 5:32:38

In reply to Re: bikini! » cubic_me, posted by crushedout on June 14, 2004, at 21:25:17

lol!!! It's great you have the confidence to do that. If it ever gets hot enough over here I might just have to do the same ;)

What did your T say about it?


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