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Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:25:01
i've been thinking, when i was on high dose of dexedrine spansules, the crash was horrible. I would have to brace myself when it wore off, dexedrine crash yes is not fun, irrtible, feel like crying that all the stimulation is over, depressed, so i took more of it, which was abusing it. But the reason - i could not stand the crash, i was on a high dose, and when that high dose wore off, i felt like cryting, i did a couple times, that is no exaggeration, because all the stimulation was gone. But the main thing, the stimulation from d-amphetamine helped my functions and able to do things. It's just when it wore off, is when developed dexedrine induced mood swings. I would just...take another one and say ill make up for it, and not take another day. And .. i've been thinking, pharmacies can dispense medication, but i thjnk they have to work or consent with the doctor to dispense medication. I would have to show up in the morning at the pharmacy and they would give me the medications for that day. I have already thought about this, because i know I am cannot handle the dexedrine crash, and the stimulation ends and causes emotional mood swings. I would have, and i mean 'have' to take a benzodiapepine after the crash, that is not abusive, it would be thw only resort to handle.
So, say that sceario happens in the future, i would have to get a docotr to dispense the medication daily, show up at 9am every monthing and take it. That is a something that I know needs to be done, i could give someone eklse but there's risk they would steal it, or i would demand them to not. Picking up medication at pharmacy (dexedrine and morning medications) they wwould give the day's medication
that's what i've ... i know myself, dexedrine causes emotional mood swings when it wears off, you just .. want to cry, when it wears off from a high dose, that not exaggeration, depression, feeling vulnerable. It's like ... you feel the world is ending, that's how bad dexedrine crash was. I've been thinking over the years in the past, about abuse, first thing - you will run out of medication - yes, then you will habe no more, and would be screwed. You will go through drug induced depression, it will cause more mental health problems. So, I know if there is abuse, it actually causes mental problems, because d-amphetamine is potent stimulant, modafinil or provigil is more safe, less nuerotoxic. Drug abuse usally ends up in being screwed and desperate. So, if that sceario happened, and i was prescribed dexedrine again, i will go the pharmacy every morning, 9am to pick up meds, and take them. That's a safetly net i've thought about doing. But, drug abuse is not fun, it sinks, leaves your strung out, desperate, screwed. I know what it is, and i know what happens. I've gotten a little savy in knowing about that. Anywayss
any one have thoughts about going to pharmacies in the morning to take meds from pharmacist?
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:39:40
In reply to pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:25:01
dexedrine crash's are diffrent each time, there's some crash's that are tolerable, you just have to deal with it be strong. Other's feel there's nothing to look forward too, and people are diffrent. Just when i took dexedrine, i had mood swing and emotinal distrub. It's because i feel the stimulation, has gone the it's hart to function, then depressed, then silent tears. I'm not a doctor, no im a runt, but i know from history in the past what happened, dexedrine crash = mood swing, depression, bad crashes caused emotional disturbance including crying. It's a two way choice, because for about 6 hours during the day, i could function on dexedrine but then the hours after were not looked forward too.
Anyways, i just anaylzed the past, on what i've done, and the results and what they were. Drug abuse = deteriation of normal life, desperate, vulnerable, emotionally disturbed. Yes, those things. I will have to find out, if i could show up at 9 am and take my medcine at pharmacy. But i would have to deal with the crash again, but it's better than drug abuse which really screws life activies up. This is just a scenario that i've thought, because im well aware of the results of drug abuse, i can see it in other people, the signs of it, everything.
if anyone wants to comment or post, go ahead
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:47:22
In reply to Re: pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:39:40
and again, i read over what i wrote, and regret, posting just too long explanations, and making a big deal about something that is not happened.
anyways, your welcome to post, thoughts, opinion anything
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:53:19
In reply to Re: pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:47:22
but let's get to the point, do you think it's possible to go to pharmacy every morning around 8am to get your daily meds? i'm saying this because this is a anti-drug abuse method. But, from what i've read, the doctor works with pharmacy and makes them dispense it. I don't know, i just want your imput, thanks
Posted by undopaminergic on April 21, 2022, at 10:32:41
In reply to Re: pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:53:19
> but let's get to the point, do you think it's possible to go to pharmacy every morning around 8am to get your daily meds? i'm saying this because this is a anti-drug abuse method. But, from what i've read, the doctor works with pharmacy and makes them dispense it. I don't know, i just want your imput, thanks
>I don't know if pharmacies offer this service, but I'm sure there are places you can go. Maybe a methadone clinic or some institution that deals with drug abuse. I figure a nurse would do it, not a doctor or pharmacist.
-undopaminergic
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 16:56:20
In reply to Re: pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by undopaminergic on April 21, 2022, at 10:32:41
yeah, thanks for your response. Yeah there's no dexedrine right now, but i was thinking of an anti-drug abuse adinistration by medical person. Dexedrine helps me function, but ... it's not like heroine, where i go through withdrawls, it's just the dexedrine crash, it's miserable. Other people who take dexedrine spansules have diffrent reactions, but for me when i took the spansules, when they wore off, it was like going off a cliff. You feel depressed, irrtible, washed out, back years ago i would just take another dose, but it was abuse. I know what abuse and addiction are, and their similaries. I've met addiction doctors, i've seen heroin addicts in a psych, it pulls your in, making it a desperate attachment to whatever varies substance that is used. Dexedrine helped me get things done, after it wore off it was hard to function. They usally don't adminster amphetetamines, it's mainly like methadone. But i could work with a doctor to work with pharmaist or nurse, for adminstration. Yes, there will be a crash, but it's better than spiraling down in drug abuse symptoms. Anyways, just writing thoughts, thanks for respose
Posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 17:16:06
In reply to pharmacies dispense medication?, posted by rjlockhart37 on April 21, 2022, at 0:25:01
it happened again ...i swear i write the post in the momment, thinking it's explaining my whole situation, then after it's posted i regret and grind that it can't be deleted. I hope i'm anoynmous because there are people, friends and others who know my screen name. I write all in the moment, then regret after it's posted the next day i read. Well, maybe some miscellious writings could be helpful for people to read. Share or inspire people to be better
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