Psycho-Babble Medication Thread 1032477

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love or hate...hard to choose

Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 4, 2012, at 20:19:21

so I was on facebook....saw pictues of my newphews, and of course even if I tried to come in their life...my brother and wife would not let me...they always excluded me from events, and say happy to see me and then bad comments after I leave.. and you know there's a time when you gotta say...people who live in their whole lives as some reject, two things to do: sit and sob and have torchured thoughts the rest of their life...or rise up and and forget all of it...and I think ill chose logic...get all this pain out of here

god...you know... just forget that they even in my life...and start new. It hurts, i can't stand it seeing these pics,it started a long time ago...good relationships with them...then grew up and all these bad events happened.. so 3 years of hiding...starting to pride in myself ...on the way to get my looks back and get all this weight off...10 days on this liquid fast...its hell im hungrey all the time...and have to eat a little or ill faint...

don't tell me to go back...it won't work, evolve out of this pain and get pride in myself...like Lucifer, even after he was kicked out of heaven he still took/takes pride in himself, and feels good, the fact of danmation, all his brothers and sisters in heaven are gone.. nevermind...more talk about abstract stuff...make mixed reviews of legitamincy

i want to resort and feel my heart with hate...burning hate to make be strong. Love makes me sentimental and vunerable...its an attraction, but it has its vunerable sides....exactly like this situation. Its ripping me up, twisting, god get it out of here

just tell something to make me feel better, and know I have friends here. I'm still i'm a little person, not well known. I'M ripping up...

 

Re: love or hate...hard to choose » rjlockhart37

Posted by Phillipa on December 4, 2012, at 23:14:17

In reply to love or hate...hard to choose, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 4, 2012, at 20:19:21

I will always be your friend. Love Phillipa

 

*Love* can heal wounds+...Hate poisons the soul... (nm) » rjlockhart37

Posted by Free on December 5, 2012, at 11:51:03

In reply to love or hate...hard to choose, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 4, 2012, at 20:19:21

 

Re: love or hate...hard to choose

Posted by CTR5000 on December 5, 2012, at 12:36:11

In reply to love or hate...hard to choose, posted by rjlockhart37 on December 4, 2012, at 20:19:21

Hi RJ ... I'm new on here only as of today. Your post jumped out at me. I don't know the background but we might have something in common. I can feel the pain you're relaying in not having your nephews in your life. I've been missing my own 3 children that have been shunning me for about 9 years now. I have at least 2 grandchildren that I know of that I haven't ever been permitted to meet or hold. I just wanted to tell you that you're not alone in whatyou're feeling. I'm here for you.

 

Re: love or hate...hard to choose » Phillipa

Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 5, 2012, at 20:30:55

In reply to Re: love or hate...hard to choose » rjlockhart37, posted by Phillipa on December 4, 2012, at 23:14:17

thanks phillipa:) will always know and rerember you...

 

Re: *Love* can heal wounds+...Hate poisons the soul... » Free

Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 5, 2012, at 20:32:08

In reply to *Love* can heal wounds+...Hate poisons the soul... (nm) » rjlockhart37, posted by Free on December 5, 2012, at 11:51:03

yea...that does make sense...just hate makes me feel secure sometimes when something bad happens...but yes love can heal

 

Re: love or hate...hard to choose

Posted by rjlockhart37 on December 5, 2012, at 20:41:05

In reply to Re: love or hate...hard to choose, posted by CTR5000 on December 5, 2012, at 12:36:11

thanks....the best is to let it go...practice on loving things and love will start to come...but personally me...i don't like loving things like flowers, a philantopist like thinking, joe blow down the street that just being nice to get a stereo, or money. I know true hateful people, they don't forgive anything in their life...and usally they show it through bitterness and cold heart...their eyes can tell by just looking in them for a while...you can like see it...and also like a psychopath with no love. I'm sorry that happened to you, me...i personally am wanting to hate, not become completely hateful but enough to where hurt doesnt hurt anymore...because you hate it and hate the person or event that caused it.

ill see you around here...hope you like babble...intresting stuff that's found as needles in a heystack.

r


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