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Re: My Goodness. Susan don't do this to yourself » Susan47

Posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 16:01:07

In reply to Re: My Goodness. Susan don't do this to yourself » pinkeye, posted by Susan47 on May 23, 2005, at 14:52:23

I didn't mean it as ungrateful. Just that there is some wrong way you perceive things.

 

Re: Love with therapist » Susan47

Posted by JenStar on May 23, 2005, at 18:55:34

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » alecar, posted by Susan47 on May 20, 2005, at 19:16:02

oh Susan,
your words DO sound so bitter, angry, and unhappy! I wish it were not this way for you!

I've been reading the boards off and on for the past year, and truthfully it almost seems as if your feelings for your ex-T are getting stronger and more distilled into love/hate than ever. I could be wrong, of course (and hope I am.)

What do you think it would take to get this man out of your mind entirely?

take care!
JenStar

 

Re: Love with therapist » JenStar

Posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 19:06:36

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » Susan47, posted by JenStar on May 23, 2005, at 18:55:34

I agree fully with JenStar.

Except that I think your feelings are not really about your Ex T. You are projecting stuff on to him. And it won't help you really to try to get him out of your mind. But it would really help if you could try to understand yourself where this anger/bitterness is coming from and try to heal the source of it. No use trying to deal with symptoms when you need to cure the root cause. Otehrwise, I am pretty sure you will project this on to someone else.

My experience with myself has taught me the above thing.

 

Re: Love with therapist » JenStar

Posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:08:14

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » Susan47, posted by JenStar on May 23, 2005, at 18:55:34

He would have to sit down with me and tell me exactly what my misperceptions were.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger*

Posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:13:00

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » JenStar, posted by pinkeye on May 23, 2005, at 19:06:36

Ever noticed how a lot of my stuff has to do with attractiveness and confidence? Ever had your father look at you leeringly? So that you were afraid to be yourself? Ever had unwanted male attention? Attention you don't feel you warrant? Ever had male attention that you DID want and then were unable to act upon it, because you were taught to be completely passive? Women must not make the first move. Women must be passive and submissive. They must wait until the male comes to them. You take what you can get, not what you really want.
I'm angry all right. Did you know that a look can feel abusive? Do you know that the wrong words can be hurtful? Do you know what it feels like to feel like the ghost of your manipulative, violent, sex-crazed father is always staring at you, leering away, wanting to have sex with you but knowing he can't?
So maybe it was a fleeting moment, but damn it, he replayed it. And he's not my father. But he took the role, and like my father, he deserted me when I needed him.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger*

Posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:17:33

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger*, posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:13:00

And he also gave me a look, a leering, lost-his-mind-for-a-moment look, but the diff was that I DID want him, and I AM extremely angry. I know he doesn't deserve my anger. But all my life I've felt ugly, unacceptable, and I don't really know if I am or not. I have no real vision of myself. But I don't believe people understand that. I've always felt unfairly unjustly judged. This therapist did the same thing. He judged, and judged, and judged me unfit for his help. WHO DOES HE THINK HE IS???
Yeah, I'm angry all right. I try to deny it, I tried to couch it in loving him, and maybe he does deserve to be forgiven, but he won't ask, he refuses to ask, and I hate that. It's ugly. He makes himself ugly with dishonesty.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47

Posted by pinkeye on May 24, 2005, at 19:38:40

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger*, posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:17:33

I see.

I can understand how you feel.

I think there are 4 aspects to the issue here. I will try to say what I understand.

1. Your issue with your father. I don't know if you have had csa - actual or emotional or not at all. And the way I see it is, it is ok for a father to get attracted to a daughter. It happens - ok? Same way for a daughter to get attracted to their fathers. And moms and sons. There will always perhaps be a mild attraction to parents and parents to their kids. It is not awfully immoral or wrong or completely unacceptable. What is awfully immoral or wrong or completely unacceptable is to act on it.

There is a huge huge difference between the two. A father is also a man and he would be tempted to notice any woman's beauty - be it his wife or neighbour or his own child or his mom even. That part is not wrong. IT is natural. What is wrong is when the person tries to act on it and looks in a wrong way or not. That is wrong. But even that, doesn't make a person completely sex crazed or anything. Human emotions are complex, and often the person really doesn't have full control over his emotions and actions.

That is why I forgave my dad - for whatever inapprorpiate behaviour he had. He hugged me a lot, and used to ask me to sleep hugging him etc even when I was growing into an adult, and now while I realize his actions were wrong, I don't think of him as a cruel or pervert personality. I hope you can see your dad in the same way.

2. Your desire towards your ex T and your suspicion of his desire towards you and his refusal to acknowledge it to you and his terminating you and his refusal to acknowledge how it hurts you. - You have to understand that your ex T is not your father. You are not a kid to more than one person. Your ex T is a man - maybe perhaps about your age. And he has full liberty to get attracted to you. Again he is not even a bit wrong to get attracted to you. And without his intentions, show it to you. We cannot hide what we feel beyond a point. You have to give credit to your Ex t for that. And since he was a good T, he didn't try to act on his feelings. He probably understands your anger and frustration - but he cannot do anything about it since he was your T. He cannot come and tell you that he liked you. That he felt attracted towards you. ( I personally think it would be much easier for the client if the therapist acknowledges his feelings to the client, but ethics says no, and he would be trying to live according to ethics ). So again, he is bound to a code which he is not going to violate. I think he need not have terminated you, and he could have tried to help you more and be there for you more, but maybe he didn't have the capacity for it himself.


3. Your basic sense of ugliness and unacceptability. I have had issues around the same.. And I realized it is something I need to gain for myself. IT is not goign to come from an external party - if I feel ugly, even if 1000 men tell me that they find me attractive, I am still goign to feel ugly. So it is really upto you to make up your mind on what you want to see yourself as. Physical beauty is really not a definining factor in a person's beauty. I know tons of persons who are extremely ugly, but still have a very high self esteem and think they are quite acceptable, and have a very loving relationship with men in their life. IT is possible for every woman on this earth - irrespective of how they look. But it has to happen within you.


4. Your anger and bitterness and the way you perceive things -- From what I see, you have lots of it. Lot of us have the same issues you have - basically some form of csa, hurting over ex T and confused by their feelings and our feelings, confused feelings about fathers, and our self image and attractiveness, and whether we are an acceptable woman or not etc. But not all of us get angry and bitter to the same degree. It varies a lot if you have read everyone's posts. I think the answer for the anger and bitterness is to somehow try to seek peace and fulfillment in other means - music, spirituality, kids, other relationships, helping others. The better you feel overall, the better you would feel about your sexuality also. I think you might want to seriously consider some sort of spiritual activity.


4. The quesiton of why woman cannot initiate and why they should be passive etc. Atleast in weseter society, as far as I come to understand, you need not do it. You can by all means propose to a guy, and if the guy likes you, you can get together. You cannot get anyone by force, and it holds true for a guy also. But I think nowadays, no man is going to turn you down just because you proposed to them first.


I hope it helps.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » pinkeye

Posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 23:21:32

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47, posted by pinkeye on May 24, 2005, at 19:38:40

Thanks for the advice Pinkeye. That's what this is all about, for me, it's about getting over the anger and the feelings of worthlessness, of having something wrong with me because idiot men walked all over me all my life, feeling ruined because I can't be feeling a worthy woman. Did you assume I think he's attracted to me personally? That I think there might be something really attractive about me that would make him want somebody like me? Because I don't think I've ever said that. I think he's just a man. A male who doesn't understand that every female isn't bursting with self-confidence and ego around her looks. Someone like me who tries very hard not to be the girl daddy loved to hate, who hated her all his life and still does. But loves me too, he loves me but I can't love him, and I was completely turned off by the sight of him naked, my father was a horror, a walking horror show for me.
I know you don't understand, I read it in your post. And that's okay. A lot of people don't get it. Fortunately for them, they're not me :)

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47

Posted by pinkeye on May 24, 2005, at 23:37:19

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » pinkeye, posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 23:21:32

Yeah, I think I probably don't know how to help.

The way I work with myself is I try to understand where I went wrong mostly. I know other people have messed up my life as well, but I look around and see other people's life which has been messed up even more by many people - like kids who don't have parents, kids who don't have food or even decent clothes to wear, kids who are completely abused and raped and threatened to death by many people. And I see they manage to emerge to be happy. So I try to learn to be happy myself. Because I feel I atleast I have food, clothes, parents, relatives, friends, access to internet etc. So with all these, I could do much better than what I am doing. That is why I try to take more and more responsibility myself.

I feel everyone's life is messed up by lot of people. But ultimately, if I don't learn, then I am the one who continues to suffer. So that is the only reason why I try to learn myself. If I try to blame others, then I don't have control over my suffering. If I take control and learn some other coping techniques, then I get control over my feelings.

IT is not about something being bad about you - it is just that you haven't learnt to distance yourself adequately from others. All of us need to learn to distance ourselves from all the suffering others impose upon us. That is the only way we can be happy. I think you are identifying yourself too much with your dad, and ex T and other men who messed up your life, and you are finding it impossible to heal because of it.

Maybe it is because I am little religious that I learnt this "detached attachment" attitude. I think that is key to well being.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47

Posted by JenStar on May 25, 2005, at 19:38:17

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger*, posted by Susan47 on May 24, 2005, at 19:13:00

SUsan,
it sounds like there is some very painful stuff in your past - abuse from your father? Even if he didn't touch you physically, it's obvious that you are hurting emotionally. Did you ever talk about this with the T? would it help to talk to a new T now?

I guess when I was asking what would get the ex-T out of your mind, I was coming from the standpoint of what YOU could do. You've made it clear that there won't be further contact between you & the ex-T, so it seems like a sit-down between the 2 of you is out. Apart from that, what can you do to get him out of your mind? It's tearing you up! You deserve to be happier, not so miserable.

((susan))

JenStar

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » pinkeye

Posted by Susan47 on May 27, 2005, at 23:24:05

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47, posted by pinkeye on May 24, 2005, at 23:37:19

I agree. Detachment works perfectly. Yes. It's beautiful, and attachment to what makes us happy is also beautiful. Learning what makes me happy versus unhappy has been huge, the biggest lesson. One of the biggest.

 

Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » JenStar

Posted by Susan47 on May 27, 2005, at 23:26:58

In reply to Re: Love with therapist: Anger, *trigger* » Susan47, posted by JenStar on May 25, 2005, at 19:38:17

I'm really not miserable, miserable is such a huge word. My dad used to say that to me, you know, "You look so miserable, you look ugly, smile, no wonder...." and then whatever it is that was his bitch of the moment. Moment it was, too, moment to moment to moment it was always something. What a miserable hunk of humanity. You know, some people just like to be miserable, they honestly don't understand any other way of being.. glad I'm not one of them :-) I have my moments but I'm definitely not miserable, no.

 

Re: Love with therapist

Posted by Aastra on June 14, 2005, at 20:47:11

In reply to Re: Love with therapist « Stamper, posted by Dinah on November 8, 2002, at 10:13:05

I am so confused about therapy and what is right and wrong. I have been in psychotherapy for aprox. 2 years. My therapist is and has been very nice since the beginning.

But over the 2 years my therapist has disclosed there personal life. I know the names of my therapist's children, spouse & dog. City my therapist lives in and other likes and dislikes and different situations, mostly that fit what we're talking about. My therapist told me from the beginning that my therapist has very good boundaries. I have been through much abuse and I'm trying to work through that with my therapist.

I get confused on how he feels about me. He has experienced counter-transference in a session with me. Sometimes I will say something and then I retract it because I'm not sure and he will say "I love when you do that." Then he will go on to mimic what I just did. He also tells me when laughing "You're so funny, you really are." I'm not sure how to take all this. I'm just feeling so confused! Can someone help or shed some light. Should I be worried or is this normal?

 

Re: Love with therapist » Aastra

Posted by Susan47 on June 14, 2005, at 23:45:32

In reply to Re: Love with therapist, posted by Aastra on June 14, 2005, at 20:47:11

It sounds bad, it really does. Therapists.. I think they're different than a lot of other people, just because of what they do I suspect they're vulnerable. I mean, they're alone, working on a one=to-one basis.. I think it's a crazy way to live, really. I suspect some are empathetic people to begin with, and just from what happens to me when I'm with people for long periods of time on a one-to-one, I suspect they start to identify or something.
I don't know, I think if I were you I'd bring this up really frankly with him, really soon, but it's incredibly hard to tell someone you have these thoughts about them, because it just seems like you must be some ego-driven maniac he can just laugh out of the room, if you ever suspected he liked you for yourself, that he saw this lovely person he really liked. I mean, that just seems ridiculous, to feel that way. I don't know. I really empathize. I hated feeling that way about myself, I ended up resenting the hell out of my therapist, blaming him for my feelings of inadequacy. Seeing him made it worse, and worse, and worse. I lost confidence, in the end.. and the only way I gained it back was by playing my little games of pretend.. you know, I pretended stuff I'd be ashamed to admit to.

 

Re: Love with therapist » Aastra

Posted by Tamar on June 15, 2005, at 4:59:00

In reply to Re: Love with therapist, posted by Aastra on June 14, 2005, at 20:47:11

> I am so confused about therapy and what is right and wrong. I have been in psychotherapy for aprox. 2 years. My therapist is and has been very nice since the beginning.
>
> But over the 2 years my therapist has disclosed there personal life. I know the names of my therapist's children, spouse & dog. City my therapist lives in and other likes and dislikes and different situations, mostly that fit what we're talking about. My therapist told me from the beginning that my therapist has very good boundaries. I have been through much abuse and I'm trying to work through that with my therapist.

Some therapists disclose more than others. Some of them might tell you the names of their partners and children; others won’t. If most of the information is relevant to what you’re talking about, it sounds acceptable. Serious problems arise when therapists tell clients things that have nothing to do with the client’s therapy (like if he told you his wife didn’t understand him or something like that).

On the other hand, it can be confusing to feel that your therapist’s boundaries are not precisely in the same place as other people’s therapists – it can make you wonder if he’s doing it right, and whether you’re at risk. If it’s making you feel uncomfortable I think it’s best to say that you feel uneasy when he tells you things about his life, or what he likes and dislikes.

> I get confused on how he feels about me. He has experienced counter-transference in a session with me. Sometimes I will say something and then I retract it because I'm not sure and he will say "I love when you do that."

I find this the most problematic of all the things you mention. The word ‘love’ is a particularly difficult one in therapy. It has so many possible meanings. I don’t think the word ‘love’ should leave his lips unless it’s very clear what he means by it. Perhaps he’s encouraging you to feel loved and trusted in the therapeutic relationship – but in what way? I hope he means to imply the simple platonic love that one person can feel for any other person. But that’s not necessarily how you’re hearing it. He should have explained what he meant.

> Then he will go on to mimic what I just did. He also tells me when laughing "You're so funny, you really are." I'm not sure how to take all this. I'm just feeling so confused! Can someone help or shed some light. Should I be worried or is this normal?

I think you are right to be a little worried, because there are things going on in your relationship with your therapist that you don’t understand. It may be perfectly innocent, but if you’re not sure what to make of some of his comments, then naturally you’re worried about it.

I’m aware that you haven’t said how you feel about him. And maybe you aren’t ready to talk about that, either here or with your therapist. But I think it would be a good thing to begin to talk to him about your relationship, even if you don’t want to talk about your feelings. You could begin, perhaps, by asking him to explain to you how he maintains his boundaries. If he asks you why you want to know, you can tell him you find it confusing. His answers should put your mind at rest, but if not then you are right to be worried.

Most therapists do not exploit their clients. But a very small percentage do. If you ever feel that you are at risk, trust your instincts.

Tamar

 

Re: Do you tell your T about transference?

Posted by Bailey777 on August 21, 2005, at 11:02:42

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » Aastra, posted by Tamar on June 15, 2005, at 4:59:00

I just started therapy for the first time and have been in it for two years now. I feel at this point that I am having transference with her, but I don't know if this is helping or hindering me with my issues. Do I tell her that I feel "attracted" to her? I find myself thinking about her a lot (all the time). It also difficult because I am gay and I recentely saw her at a lesbian event, so now I know she is (I assumed she was but she appears "straight" - most people would not know, but I got gaydar on her). So, I'm wondering if knowing that is making me think about her more sexually now. I find myself holding back in therapy and wondering if I should leave. Any thoughts would be appericated.

 

Re: Do you tell your T about transference? » Bailey777

Posted by Tamar on August 21, 2005, at 14:49:06

In reply to Re: Do you tell your T about transference?, posted by Bailey777 on August 21, 2005, at 11:02:42

> I just started therapy for the first time and have been in it for two years now. I feel at this point that I am having transference with her, but I don't know if this is helping or hindering me with my issues. Do I tell her that I feel "attracted" to her? I find myself thinking about her a lot (all the time). It also difficult because I am gay and I recentely saw her at a lesbian event, so now I know she is (I assumed she was but she appears "straight" - most people would not know, but I got gaydar on her). So, I'm wondering if knowing that is making me think about her more sexually now. I find myself holding back in therapy and wondering if I should leave. Any thoughts would be appericated.

Hi Bailey, and welcome to Babble!

Well, I usually think it’s best to tell. I think most therapists handle it sensitively and gently. Having said that, there are a few who don’t handle it as well as they ought to, so you should trust your judgement. But if you’ve been in therapy for two years with this therapist, maybe you have come to trust her enough to tell her?

I’m amazed that your gaydar works in therapy! I can’t imagine my gaydar being any use in a therapeutic setting! I can imagine that seeing your therapist at a lesbian event would make you think about her sexually, and it’s perfectly natural to experience erotic transference. From what I’ve heard, many people decide to quit therapy rather than tell their therapist, but I think that probably makes everything harder rather than easier. I didn’t tell my therapist (I kept going for months) and now I wish I had told, because now I’m sure he would have handled it well. I finished therapy five months ago, because I was no longer depressed, and now I very much regret never having told him how I felt about him.

So it’s just my two cents, but I reckon that if you tell her it will be quite a relief.

Tamar

 

Re: Do you tell your T about transference?

Posted by Bailey777 on August 22, 2005, at 21:13:48

In reply to Re: Do you tell your T about transference? » Bailey777, posted by Tamar on August 21, 2005, at 14:49:06

> Hi Bailey, and welcome to Babble!
>
> Well, I usually think it’s best to tell. I think most therapists handle it sensitively and gently. Having said that, there are a few who don’t handle it as well as they ought to, so you should trust your judgement. But if you’ve been in therapy for two years with this therapist, maybe you have come to trust her enough to tell her?
>
> I’m amazed that your gaydar works in therapy! I can’t imagine my gaydar being any use in a therapeutic setting! I can imagine that seeing your therapist at a lesbian event would make you think about her sexually, and it’s perfectly natural to experience erotic transference. From what I’ve heard, many people decide to quit therapy rather than tell their therapist, but I think that probably makes everything harder rather than easier. I didn’t tell my therapist (I kept going for months) and now I wish I had told, because now I’m sure he would have handled it well. I finished therapy five months ago, because I was no longer depressed, and now I very much regret never having told him how I felt about him.
>
> So it’s just my two cents, but I reckon that if you tell her it will be quite a relief.
>
> Tamar
>
>
Hi Tamar --

Thank you for your response. You bring up a very good issue and that is the one of trust. After reading your post, I thought that this may not about having transfer issues but my inability to trust someone and disclose my feelings and thoughts (and you have guessed it that I do have trust issues, anxiety, depression, fear of judgement, etc), so in some ways it makes sense that I am actually holding back because of those issues, not because I find her attractive. I've set a lot of boundaries in therapy, which she does respect, but I think I may be finally at the point where I can express myself without fear. And maybe that for me is the scary part. Thanks for letting me think about this in a new perspective.

 

Re: I did the Hoffman process

Posted by bird in the sky on December 17, 2005, at 1:24:19

In reply to Re: I did the Hoffman process » marshak, posted by HazelMae on November 17, 2004, at 8:17:24

> Hello Marshak,
> I am interested in the Hoffman Process but have some very serious misgivings. You indicated a willingness to speak more about your experience with it, and I was hoping you could help me see the possible shortcomings of the process. There seem to be a lot of people willing to talk about the benefits of the program.
> Thanks.


Hello, i was just browsing dr bob and found this old post about the Fisher-Hoffman process. I took it from the group that was an off shoot from Bob Hoffman and is called the Institute for Personal Change
http://www.theprocessworks.org, 650-737-1368

I did it in the early 80's and it definitely changed my life. I don't think i was able to really love with all my unresolved anger to my Mother and Father.

When i did it it was a 12 week process and i probably spent about 40 hrs a week on it. Alot of the time was in private, writing, "praying" to remember memories, and acting out anger.

I think it is a *sin* if anyone tries to talk anyone out of going to the Process. That's my opinion.

bird

 

Re: please be civil » bird in the sky

Posted by Dr. Bob on December 19, 2005, at 11:03:24

In reply to Re: I did the Hoffman process, posted by bird in the sky on December 17, 2005, at 1:24:19

> I think it is a *sin* if anyone tries to talk anyone out of going to the Process. That's my opinion.

You're entitled to have your opinion, but please don't post it here if it could lead others to feel accused or put down.

If you or others have questions about this or about posting policies in general, or are interested in alternative ways of expressing yourself, please see the FAQ:

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faq.html#civil

Follow-ups regarding these issues should be redirected to Psycho-Babble Administration. They, as well as replies to the above post, should of course themselves be civil.

Thanks,

Bob

 

Re: Love with therapist

Posted by jennifer s on November 24, 2006, at 14:28:33

In reply to Love with therapist « Stamper, posted by Dr. Bob on November 6, 2002, at 7:52:52

i don't know what to do about this, but i just love that man. originally i saw him 2-3 times for grief counsel for myself and son. my husband died last year. i quit seeing him,but now i started back in october and fell hard. i left him a letter telling this, then he called my bluff and i had to go into his office and tell him i was mistaken and could't come back. only i don't feel mistaken, i meant it and i don't know what to do. if i had one wish it would be that none of this happened, widow at 41 and crazy in love with kurt

 

Re: Love with therapist » jennifer s

Posted by bird in the sky on November 25, 2006, at 20:43:25

In reply to Re: Love with therapist, posted by jennifer s on November 24, 2006, at 14:28:33

Hi Jennifer
i won't claim to know how you feel, cause i can't imagine having both the grief for lost husband and this strong love (for T) at the same time. It seems like so musch for you...
I am deeply in love with my T and it feels so sad yet so delicious at the same time. It has gotten better over the last year, cause i don't think about him all the time just a few times a day or so. I think it gets better as one gets better in therapy. I don't feel my love has diminished, it just doesn't affect me quite as much and i pretty much accept the fact that there won't be any physical or outside contact between us. This has taken me around 2 years. I think it was good i fell in love with him and maybe it would be good for you too, if you go back to him and just talk to him about everything. It's really very nice, as long as you can stand a little more pain...

 

Re: Love with therapist

Posted by jennifer s on November 26, 2006, at 12:18:11

In reply to Re: Love with therapist » jennifer s, posted by bird in the sky on November 25, 2006, at 20:43:25

i can't go back. its too hard and too confusing. i don't think i could even sit in the same room with him right now.

 

Re: Love with therapist

Posted by bird in the sky on November 26, 2006, at 19:53:50

In reply to Re: Love with therapist, posted by jennifer s on November 26, 2006, at 12:18:11

> i can't go back. its too hard and too confusing. i don't think i could even sit in the same room with him right now.

(((J))),
I wish someone beside me could tell you how normal and common this is - to fall in love w/ your therapist.
Now since you are fighting it, it seems like it may grow and be more painful. To me, facing it and having the chance to talk about it, *helps*. It sure did me.
I don't know if my case is different, and of course yours is a lot more delicate, since you recently lost your husband. In my case, it is kind of a recurring thing. I have always fallen in love with men in authority. Like maybe every few years.
This is so neat to be able to be with him (my therapist) and talk to him without the risk of being unfaithful to my husband. It's like a real relationship, cause we are talking and sharing so much and i can absolutely trust him.
It helps me if i masturbate before i go to see him though, so i'm not all nervous and horny. That way i can concentrate more and i don't act funny.
I understand that it helps therapy for the patient to fall in love with the T, and i believe it. I have to think about why and write that later...
Are you seeing someone else?
bird

 

Re: Love with therapist

Posted by jennifer s on November 26, 2006, at 20:56:44

In reply to Re: Love with therapist, posted by bird in the sky on November 26, 2006, at 19:53:50

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