Psycho-Babble Medication Thread 579345

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Re: Thank you! » pseudoname

Posted by bigcat on December 10, 2005, at 21:09:40

In reply to Thank you! » bigcat, posted by pseudoname on December 8, 2005, at 20:24:09

Hey There Psuedoname-
Your buprenorphine trial sounds like it is going very well, and I hope with time you will gain the confidence that it will continue to bring you relief. I was so pleased with what I read earlier, about you talking with your neighbor "like it was no big deal" and that it seemed very natural. It's amazing when something starts working how little things are no longer such monumental stresses. I particularly related to how you described your "usual" experience in such situations, replaying the encounter and obsessing about what she may be thinking of you for weeks afterwards.

I also liked how you said that you could "rise above" your thought patterns and acknowledge truths, even hurtful truths, that you were blocked from adressing earlier. This is sometimes painful, but also very liberating, as truly "feeling" pain is an indication that your emotions are returning. And accepting, without attaching, to this pain is a sure sign of progress. This change in perspective indicates that your reality has changed. I am very happy for you and commend your relentless determination to find something that will make you better.

I started the Effexor recently and while I'm currently immersed in the depression, I have had a brief taste of remission upon starting the med, so I'm sticking with it for now. But stories like your Bupe trial are encouraging, reminding me that there are always still options available.

I see people like you and me as fighters, not labrats (I'd try the bupe in second, and wouldn't wait to see how your trial turned out before diving in). There is so much misinformation out there that hinders psychopharmacology, and the "whatever it takes" philosophy is one that we have both dedicated our lives to.

I swear by the Magnesium Citrate. It is the one constant I can rely on the alleviate what amounts to the most acute side effect I get from AD's. Hope it treats you equally as well.

-matt-

 

What a great post to read. Thanks (nm) » bigcat

Posted by pseudoname on December 10, 2005, at 21:54:05

In reply to Re: Thank you! » pseudoname, posted by bigcat on December 10, 2005, at 21:09:40

 

Re: What a great post to read. Thanks » pseudoname

Posted by ed_uk on December 14, 2005, at 16:19:17

In reply to What a great post to read. Thanks (nm) » bigcat, posted by pseudoname on December 10, 2005, at 21:54:05

Hi PN!

Hope things are going well :-)

How is your mood? What dose are you taking right now?

And I have to ask.......

How's the constipation and which laxatives/doses are you taking?!

Ed

 

buprenorphine ongoing » ed_uk

Posted by pseudoname on December 15, 2005, at 13:39:23

In reply to Re: What a great post to read. Thanks » pseudoname, posted by ed_uk on December 14, 2005, at 16:19:17

> How is your mood? What dose are you taking right now?

My mood – on buprenorphine – is pretty good. I'd say bupe gives me 40-95% mood improvement every day. But another key benefit for my particular problem: when I accomplish something good in the course of a day, ON BUPE I don't freak out about it later. It's hard to explain, but bupe keeps that bizarre post-success panic away. Not even benzos did that for me.

That is what I've wanted for 10+ years.

I take 2 mg Subutex tablet early in the morning and about 1 mg about 1:00 PM. (Oh! Be right back.....) It takes 1-2 hours to get any mood/thought benefit. The first dose wears off after 4-8 hours, but the second dose can last into the night.

I've taken a few drug holidays (36-48 hrs without bupe), and the worst foul thoughts come back toward the end. Off bupe, I'm always semi-suicidal. The only physiological withdrawal symptom I've had so far is headache.

> How's the constipation and which laxatives/doses are you taking?!

LOL. My drug holidays were mostly for pooping, but constipation is a little less recently.
I bought the stimulant Dulcolax® (bisacodyl) at your encouragement and magnesium citrate (at Matt's suggestion). So far I haven't had to open either one. I also stocked up on wax suppositories, which aren't much help.

I'm still taking 17g of Miralax every day. I haven't taken milk of magnesia in 2 weeks or so.

OTHER SIDE EFFECTS: My mental ability is better now. I can read books, which I couldn't do at first on bupe at all.

Two different times off bupe, I had absent-minded cognitive problems. I did little things on the computer that I never realized at all! A couple weird things like that. Definitely worth noting.

I still have no real drive or interests. Until a couple years ago, I had dreams & plans even when I was very depressed. Maybe I'm just getting old. Maybe another AD or some other drug on top of the bupe might work now? Maybe if I keep working, exposing myself to rewarding situations, etc, I'll start coming alive again.

Thanks for asking. Peace to you, Ed.

 

Re: buprenorphine ongoing » pseudoname

Posted by ed_uk on December 17, 2005, at 14:15:04

In reply to buprenorphine ongoing » ed_uk, posted by pseudoname on December 15, 2005, at 13:39:23

Hi PN :-)

Sorry for the delay in responding - my new internet connection is currently very tempremental, I'm not sure what's wrong. Most days I can't log on to the internet at all.

>It's hard to explain, but bupe keeps that bizarre post-success panic away.

Do you worry about the possibility of 'poop out'?

>I take 2 mg Subutex tablet early in the morning and about 1 mg about 1:00 PM. (Oh! Be right back.....) It takes 1-2 hours to get any mood/thought benefit. The first dose wears off after 4-8 hours, but the second dose can last into the night.

Perhaps you could get a more consistent effect by taking it in three divided doses - which is often necessary when it's used as an analgesic. What do you think? You could take 2mg when you wake up in the morning, 0.5mg four hours later and another 0.5mg after a further four hours.

>magnesium citrate

Mag citrate is an osmotic laxative - it works in the same way as MiraLax, you won't need to combine them. MiraLax is probably a bit safer than mag citrate though, which is why I recommended it.

Bisacodyl will be useful if your constipation worsens and an increased dose of MiraLax doesn't help.

>I'm still taking 17g of Miralax every day.

It is adequate at this dose? Any side effects?

>I still have no real drive or interests.

Ever tried nortriptyline?

>Maybe if I keep working, exposing myself to rewarding situations, etc, I'll start coming alive again.

I do believe you will :-)

Love

Ed

 

buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk

Posted by pseudoname on January 2, 2006, at 20:34:06

In reply to Re: buprenorphine ongoing » pseudoname, posted by ed_uk on December 17, 2005, at 14:15:04

> Will you post how you're doing on your bupe thread?

For those new to this thread: This is my 7th week on buprenorphine for unipolar treatment-resistant depression. Bupe is an opioid given to addicts, but I've never been addicted to anything. Its use as an AD is off-label and very uncommon. I first got benefit in my second week, when I titrated up to 1.8 mg. I've had "40-100% improvement" every day that I've taken it for the last month. Mild nausea and dizziness were a minor problem for the first few days.

CURRENT DOSE: 2-4 mg/day Subutex® sublingual tablets. Usually 1 mg at 6 AM, 1 PM, 5 PM.

> Perhaps you could get a more consistent effect by taking it in three divided doses - which is often necessary when it's used as an analgesic.

I was taking 2mg on waking, but spreading it out evenly (waking-noon-supper) seems best right now. The AD effect is definitely TEMPORARY.

But oddly, despite its short action, I feel no craving or urge or "neediness" for it. I've gone without it several times without withdrawal, just the same-old depression & foul thoughts returning. Because of bupe's nasty taste, I actually have to force myself to take it.

I think there's no craving because it takes so long to kick in — about 1 or 2 hours after dosing before my thoughts clear and my mood lifts. So the addictive part of the brain can't figure out the connection.

My longtime craving for caffeine is greatly reduced on bupe, as is caffeine's effect. And usually a 1/2-glass of wine will get me buzzed, but I had a full glass over Christmas (I know, I know) and found it had ZERO subjective effect. Is that because I'm already semi-bombed by bupe??

I'm less dopey now on bupe than a month ago, but I'm still a little. I'm hoping that will continue to dissipate.

When I've gone WITHOUT bupe for a day, however, I've had really strange memory lapses. I've done complex tasks that I later have no memory of. That is worth keeping an eye on.

> >I'm still taking 17g of Miralax every day.
>
> It is adequate at this dose? Any side effects?

Constipation was a big problem for several weeks, despite Miralax and other treatments. But now I poop about every other day. Maybe every day: I'm not paying attention, happily. I'm not aware of any side effects to the Miralax.

I still carry meclizine (Bonine®) in case of nausea, but it's rare. However, my tummy on bupe is sensitive and doesn't like rich foods.

> Do you worry about the possibility of 'poop out'?

Yes. I suppose that's not entirely bad. That worry could get me off my butt to make improvements in my life while I've got the ability to do it.

   • PERSONAL GROWTH •
I feel like I'm a lot different on bupe. Aren't I? ;-) I feel like people are treating me differently– clerks, strangers, family, Babblers. Probably it's the same as ever, I'm just seeing it differently. Or maybe I'm more chipper or relaxed or something and evoke different responses.

I've gotten insights and personal-history realizations on bupe that had eluded years of psychoanalysis. I think they were just too scary! On bupe I can face things I couldn't before. This is a separate effect from the general mood-lifting.

But being braver and less depressed means that I now have to fix some things I'd rather avoid! My finances and other messes, for example. Maybe also applying to grad school (not just pretending to, LOL). Curing depression can lead to anxiety.

I posted 3 weeks ago that although not depressed "I still have no real drive or interests." Well, I have continued "coming alive" slightly on the bupe. Some interests/drives are gradually returning.

I posted a lot over on Books about my recent bupe-related "enlightenment". It's probably not worth repeating. It may not be worth reading, LOL. :-)
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/books/20051228/msgs/594384.html

Thanks for your continued interest, Ed. Sending love & best wishes your way. And thanks to Marsha, Dec, Matt, Larry, Elizabeth (if you're there), and everyone else who's given me their ideas & support.

 

I forgot to add...

Posted by pseudoname on January 3, 2006, at 13:00:01

In reply to buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk, posted by pseudoname on January 2, 2006, at 20:34:06

I forgot to add two things:

•1• (From weeks ago)
> > I still have no real drive or interests.
> Ever tried nortriptyline?

I tried Pamelor and Nardil 18 years ago, without any benefit. I'm open to adding a regular AD, such as an MAOI, to the bupe at some point in the future. But interests have been gradually returning on their own.

Does nortriptyline specifically help foster interest?

•2• I have no sex drive or interest. Absolutely none. Less than zero. I don't even remember what an erection felt like. Men and women look equally uninteresting, clothed and unclothed, to me. I don't even miss it, that's how Gone it is.

 

Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7 » pseudoname

Posted by ed_uk on January 3, 2006, at 15:03:01

In reply to buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk, posted by pseudoname on January 2, 2006, at 20:34:06

Hi PN

>I first got benefit in my second week, when I titrated up to 1.8 mg.

It's interesting that the benefit was quite delayed. SLS (Scott) would be interested. I think he once tried an opioid for a few days but it didn't help.

>But oddly, despite its short action, I feel no craving or urge or "neediness" for it.

I guess you just feel normal on it - not 'high'.

>Because of bupe's nasty taste

Is it bitter?

>And usually a 1/2-glass of wine will get me buzzed, but I had a full glass over Christmas (I know, I know) and found it had ZERO subjective effect. Is that because I'm already semi-bombed by bupe??

You can drink a bit of alcohol on bupe (provided that you don't drive or anything!) One shouldn't drink alcohol during the first 7 (or so) days of opioid treatment or while the dose is being increased.

It's interesting that the alcohol didn't give you a buzz.......naltrexone (an opioid antagonist) is used as an aid to the treatment of alcohol dependence.

>When I've gone WITHOUT bupe for a day, however, I've had really strange memory lapses. I've done complex tasks that I later have no memory of. That is worth keeping an eye on.

Interesting. Makes me think of state-dependent memory.

>I feel like I'm a lot different on bupe. Aren't I? ;-)

You do seem a lot happier :)

>But being braver and less depressed means that I now have to fix some things I'd rather avoid! My finances and other messes, for example.

It's interesting that bupe seems to be increasing your motivation. Opiophobes often talk of people becoming apathetic on opioids.

Love

Ed

 

Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk

Posted by pseudoname on January 4, 2006, at 10:26:03

In reply to Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7 » pseudoname, posted by ed_uk on January 3, 2006, at 15:03:01

> > I first got benefit in my second week, when I titrated up to 1.8 mg.
>
> It's interesting that the benefit was quite delayed.

I guess I worded that poorly. Starting with 0.1 mg on the first day, it took me about ten days, increasing the dose gradually due to side effects, to get to 1.8 mg. But on the very first day that I took a 1.8 mg dose, I got the benefit in about two hours.

It took Elizabeth 3 days to get the benefit, but I'm not sure how long it took her to titrate up to her therapeutic dose-level.

> Is it bitter?

It is bitter — bitter!

> > When I've gone WITHOUT bupe for a day, however, I've had really strange memory lapses.
>
> Interesting. Makes me think of state-dependent memory.

Well, I never had any recovery of the memory on bupe or off, so I don't think we can call it state-dependent. Just forgotten! :-)

Hmmm. But that is not a bad thing to keep in mind if I have to study for any tests: make sure my buprenorphine level is the same when studying as when taking the test.

> It's interesting that bupe seems to be increasing your motivation.

(Chuckle.) I don't want to overstate that! I'm still pretty lazy, but... humm.... yes, actually I guess my motivation is increasing! I was experiencing it more as feeling like I *had* to do stuff now, but that surely is "motivation", even if it feels burdensome.

What would I do without Babblers to help me think these things through?

> Opiophobes often talk of people becoming apathetic on opioids.

Somebody posted that she reacts to tramadol (Ultram®) like it's an amphetamine. It makes her run around cleaning her house and so on. I haven't had that experience yet.

 

Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7

Posted by reefer on January 4, 2006, at 17:47:40

In reply to Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk, posted by pseudoname on January 4, 2006, at 10:26:03

> > Opiophobes often talk of people becoming apathetic on opioids.
>
This is true for all of the full agonists. In this bupe is very different. It makes me motivated to do things to, and a lot of people report this.

> Somebody posted that she reacts to tramadol (Ultram®) like it's an amphetamine. It makes her run around cleaning her house and so on. I haven't had that experience yet.
>
Tramadol has potent effects on NA, and this is why some people become speedy on it. It is a very weak opioid, different studies give different info but it's inbetween 1/10 and 1/100 the potency of codeine(which is about 1/10 or less the potency of morphine).

 

Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7

Posted by Declan on January 5, 2006, at 2:05:03

In reply to Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7, posted by reefer on January 4, 2006, at 17:47:40

I think if opiate doses are not excessive, and if the opiate is not too toxic (methadone) then motivation will likely be increased. I have heard it said of bupe, but maybe this is by comparison to methadone, that it is very clear mentally and not depressing. But I did some gardening on codeine, and I talked to strangers in the street on morphine (over the years). These positive motivating effects definately diminish over time, part of which I put down to methadone's toxicity, and partly to changes in oneself, maybe opiate receptors.
Declan

 

opioid motivation » Declan

Posted by pseudoname on January 5, 2006, at 9:32:39

In reply to Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7, posted by Declan on January 5, 2006, at 2:05:03

I'm going to experiment with increasing my buprenorphine dose slightly (like from 3 mg/day to 4.5) to see if the "motivation" angle might improve more.

Despite these improvements:
    •general mood
    •activity level
    •I brush my teeth every day now, no problem (big change)
    •I feel I "have to" do stuff (which is an improvement over complete lethargy/disinterest),

...there's a lot of room for further improvement. I'm not *doing* the stuff I feel I have to do.

Since there's no guidelines and I'm "a pioneer" like Ed says, ;-) I need to experiment.

 

Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7

Posted by York on January 5, 2006, at 13:12:02

In reply to buprenorphine WEEK 7 » ed_uk, posted by pseudoname on January 2, 2006, at 20:34:06

I have had refractory depression for 20 years and have tried avery SSRI available. I found info on the internet about Bupe and wanted to try it. No MD would give it to me. I went to visit family in TX and decided to go to Mexico and get some Temgesic 0.2mg SL. I got 2 weeks worth and that was the best 2 weeks of my life. I felt emotions that I never experienced before. From happy, sad, mad, balanced, and so many more. I have always had anxiety and that is usually my only emotion. I was able to make decisions based on real emotions and not by anxiety.
Anyway, fast forward 2 months. Went to 5 different MD's and all turned me down. I finally went to a MD who is Suboxone certified and told him I was a Vicodin addict. He gave me Suboxone 8mg's x 30 pills. With the Temgesic I was taking 0.3mg every 4 hours with a total daily doe of 1.2 mgs. I am not doing as good on the Suboxone but still 50% better than usual. I find it hard to cut the pills in small doses. I could be taking from 0.2 to 0.7 mg at a time. Sometimes I feel very good and at other times feel like my old self.
A couple of question.
1- I know the Suboxone is not pure Bupe because it has Naloxone in it and as long as it is taking SL the Naloxone "should" have no affect. What are your feeling on this?
2- Do you have any suggestions on what I should do to try and get the dosages more accurate as far as splitting the pills?

I no this is the medicine for me at this time. Hopefully there will be other meds made in the future that will be easier to take or not addicting but after years of horrible depression/anxiety and tons of diffeent meds, I know this works for me.

 

Re: opioid motivation

Posted by reefer on January 5, 2006, at 13:17:54

In reply to opioid motivation » Declan, posted by pseudoname on January 5, 2006, at 9:32:39

> I'm going to experiment with increasing my buprenorphine dose slightly (like from 3 mg/day to 4.5) to see if the "motivation" angle might improve more.
>
For me taking 8 mg s.c inj. makes no difference at all compared to taking 4 mg s.c inj. I would very much like to try going much much higher. Like between 16 and 32 mg i just can't afford to waste my expensive hard to obtain Subutex. There is something that seems to work VERY much better than upping the dose. And that is spreading the dose as much as possible. Taking 4 mg in the morning will make me fine for 3 - 4 hours, just like 1 mg will. But taking 1 mg every 4 hours is a whole other story. This will make me feel fine pretty much all day long. So same total dose spread out is a whole other story than all at once. And this makes me think i really would like to get the patches instead. Since they release a low, stable and constant dose during the entire time it is working: between 72 hours and 7 days depending on the patch if i understand this correctly. I'm not sure if the patches deliver enough though. I think the 40 mg 72 hour patches delivered 70ug per hour. That is 280ug parenteral bupe during 4 hours. Should equal around 400ug SL. And the dose i like best is 0.5 mg every 4 hours. So this might very well be near perfect. There is also the possibility to add another patch if a higher dose would be needed.

Anyway until i can get my hands on patches i will try and make a nose spray which i will administer every hour. I will report on how that works.

 

splitting pills accurately » York

Posted by pseudoname on January 5, 2006, at 14:39:32

In reply to Re: buprenorphine WEEK 7, posted by York on January 5, 2006, at 13:12:02

Hey, York. Nice to meet you.

I'm very sorry you had such a hard time getting a buprenorphine prescription. I found that a lot of docs were absolutely misinformed about the law. My own doc said she only went along with it (after I corrected her about the law) because she figured I wouldn't sue her if I got addicted.

> 2- Do you have any suggestions on what I should do to try and get the dosages more accurate as far as splitting the pills?

See Larry Hoover's brilliant suggestion:
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/subs/20051106/msgs/580668.html
It worked for me. Later in that same thread I post a couple tips for doing it that way.

(Gotta run right now. Hope to comment on your other question later.)

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!

Posted by reefer on January 7, 2006, at 8:30:50

In reply to Re: opioid motivation, posted by reefer on January 5, 2006, at 13:17:54

Ok i went to the pharmacy and obtained a nasal decongestion spray that had a real pump. Not that crap that you squeeze the entire bottle and end up with a different dose everytime. I emptied it by spraying it out in the air and i counted the times it took to empty it. It was about 100 pushes on the pump to empty it, the bottle said 10 ml. I then took a syringe with a needle on it and pushed it through the plastic on the top side of the little plastic "can" and sprayed in water a couple of times which i sprayed out until i figured it was cleaned out from the oxymetazoline solution. I then proceded to fill it with 8 ml of water and counted the times it took to empty it. About 80 pushes. So now i had a pretty accurate dosage calculated. I dissolved 8 mg Subutex in 8ml of water and injected it into the nasal spray bottle. And if i'm counting this right i get 0.1 mg per push or at least very close to that. I haven't started using it yet, i will wait until my blood levels fall to a lower level. Then i will try to take one spray per nostril every 60 minutes, which will make a total dose of about 2 - 3 mg per day depending on how long i sleep. I will keep you posted on my little experiment. If anyone is interested?

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray! » reefer

Posted by ed_uk on January 7, 2006, at 12:50:25

In reply to Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!, posted by reefer on January 7, 2006, at 8:30:50

I'm interested :) Keep us updated.

Ed

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!

Posted by reefer on January 7, 2006, at 17:04:19

In reply to Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray! » reefer, posted by ed_uk on January 7, 2006, at 12:50:25

> I'm interested :) Keep us updated.
>
> Ed

Hi Ed! This article might be of interest:

http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/entrez/query.fcgi?cmd=Retrieve&db=PubMed&list_uids=11000552&dopt=Abstract

Do they mean 5% dextrose in a water solution? Another thing i've noticed when dissolving Subutex tablets in cold water is that some of it remains undissolved(fillers). And it is easy to filter most of that out by just sucking it(the solution) up through a ball of cotton. So i'm thinking, maybe first filtering out the crap and then adding Dextrose would be a good idea. Because i think i read in another article that the bioavailability of pure intranasal bupe hcl solution was 50% compared to i.v. Increasing that up to 80 - 90% by just adding dextrose would be excellent.

The other constituents of a Subutex SL tablet:
Lactosemonohydrate 191,8 mg, mannitol 120 mg, cornstarch, Povidone, waterfree ascorbic acid, sodiumcitrate, magnesiumstearate.

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!

Posted by Iansf on January 7, 2006, at 19:18:19

In reply to Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!, posted by reefer on January 7, 2006, at 8:30:50

> Ok i went to the pharmacy and obtained a nasal decongestion spray that had a real pump. Not that crap that you squeeze the entire bottle and end up with a different dose everytime. I emptied it by spraying it out in the air and i counted the times it took to empty it. It was about 100 pushes on the pump to empty it, the bottle said 10 ml. I then took a syringe with a needle on it and pushed it through the plastic on the top side of the little plastic "can" and sprayed in water a couple of times which i sprayed out until i figured it was cleaned out from the oxymetazoline solution. I then proceded to fill it with 8 ml of water and counted the times it took to empty it. About 80 pushes. So now i had a pretty accurate dosage calculated. I dissolved 8 mg Subutex in 8ml of water and injected it into the nasal spray bottle. And if i'm counting this right i get 0.1 mg per push or at least very close to that. I haven't started using it yet, i will wait until my blood levels fall to a lower level. Then i will try to take one spray per nostril every 60 minutes, which will make a total dose of about 2 - 3 mg per day depending on how long i sleep. I will keep you posted on my little experiment. If anyone is interested?>
>
>
Wow, I'm really impressed. I can't imagine myself even thinking up such an approach, let alone following through with it. I wonder if there are other meds that could be administered this way, and if it might prove more beneficial than ingesting them. Like MAO inhibitors - might this not be an even better, and safer, route than the patch for getting an MAOI into your system? Might this technique reduce the amount of a med needed to attain effect - and reduce the number or severity of side effects as a result?

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray! » reefer

Posted by ed_uk on January 8, 2006, at 10:10:30

In reply to Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!, posted by reefer on January 7, 2006, at 17:04:19

Hi Reefer!

>Do they mean 5% dextrose in a water solution?

Yes

Ed

 

Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray!/ other opiod

Posted by reese7194 on January 9, 2006, at 8:54:47

In reply to Re: Buprenorphine nasal spray! » reefer, posted by ed_uk on January 8, 2006, at 10:10:30

hello everyone, i haven't had a chance to read all the posts. i remember years ago trying to find a doc who try buprenex here in nyc. that was when it was schedule five and all that b.s.

finally after going through hell i was finally put on opiods. i am curious if anyone has been on buprenex for an extended period of time and how there tolerance is.

the one side effect i have found with opiods is what i would call...it kind of does in a way what the stereotype of what lithium of anti-psychotics are supposed to do. it can / does dry my brain out. so it's not so wild and creatiive. which is good and terrible.

maybe i am just jaded and tired and this is the reason. it's hard to tell. i go on and off them quite a bit. curious what other people have noticed. thanks

reese

 

BAD NEWS!

Posted by pseudoname on January 9, 2006, at 17:19:19

In reply to opioid motivation » Declan, posted by pseudoname on January 5, 2006, at 9:32:39

I've been on buprenorphine (Subutex) 3 mg/day for about 7 weeks for depression.

Last night, I had trouble breathing when I lay down to go to bed. It was as if I couldn't get enough oxygen through my nose, but there was no pain. So I breathed through my mouth. No better!

Every time I lay down this started over. Then it started happening while I was sitting up straight. Then it started happening whenever I THOUGHT about the subject of breathing and I got butterflies all through my abdomen, like a panic attack. (Which I've never had before.)

I figured it was asthma, which I've never had.

I got ZERO sleep last night. At 4:00 AM I took a walk; I was okay. Then I played a computer game and got absorbed in it and.... no breathing problems! Today troubled respiration came & went whenever I though about it & forgot about it. At one point I could only avoid what felt like suffocation by distracting myself playing with my cel phone's menus.

I went to my G.P. today about it, who listened to my chest & my heart & my history (all fine), read my blood O2 level (98%), ordered chest X-ray (not yet seen), etc. His determination? It's not asthma, not heart attack, not infection. It's probably due to the BUPRENORPHINE!

Bupe, like other opioids, *can* cause respiratory depression in overdose. (If you got too much opioids, you'd need to be on a ventilator till they were out of your system. I'm pretty sure there's no antidote.) He thinks it's likely that I may be sensitive to opioids, and that the bupe is screwing with various respiration control centers in my brain even at the low doses I'm taking.

So his advice: No more bupe until this is resolved and I speak again to my pdoc (who prescribed it).

My reaction: NOOOO!!!

Bupe is the ONLY antidepressant that has EVER worked for me. I've had hopeful outlooks on it that I have never had in all of my adult life! I care about other people as human beings now! My "How-are-you?"s are SINCERE on bupe!

It is not perfect and I need to learn more about maximizing its good effects (which are not constant but seem to be spreading), but it is as close as I've ever been to a miracle drug.

I can't lose it now. I *can't*.

Acute respiratory problems, however, are TERRIBLE. They are actually worse than depression. I cannot afford to keep having them. I'm really not looking forward to tonight since I'm still affected by this morning's bupe and I still have trouble breathing every time I think about it.

The G.P. offered no advice about tonight other than to try sleeping propped up with pillows and go to an E.R. if it gets dangerously bad.

I left a message with my pdoc, but it's not her style to return calls promptly. I see her next week Tuesday (8 days from now).

 

Re: BAD NEWS!

Posted by reefer on January 9, 2006, at 18:18:50

In reply to BAD NEWS!, posted by pseudoname on January 9, 2006, at 17:19:19

> I went to my G.P. today about it, who listened to my chest & my heart & my history (all fine), read my blood O2 level (98%), ordered chest X-ray (not yet seen), etc. His determination? It's not asthma, not heart attack, not infection. It's probably due to the BUPRENORPHINE!
>

He might be right it's the buprenorphine. But he is wrong saying it's respiratory depression.

A little citing from an article on bupe:

Even high doses of buprenorphine--as much as 100 times the dose at which it produces analgesia--do not produce dangerous respiratory effects. "Respiratory depression caused by buprenorphine is not of clinical concern," says Segal, "which makes it an extremely attractive treatment alternative."

I can't diagnose you. But i would bet on that what happened to you was not respiratory depression. But it might very well be related to the buprenorphine.

 

Thanks re respiratory problem » reefer

Posted by pseudoname on January 9, 2006, at 19:00:55

In reply to Re: BAD NEWS!, posted by reefer on January 9, 2006, at 18:18:50

Thanks, reefer.

I Googled from your quote & got the article.

I think I agree with your analysis. The G.P. was just going by what his pocket PDA of drugs said, so he wants me to see my pdoc about it. But the pdoc doesn't know anything about buprenorphine either!! Sigh.

I was not expecting this complication.

 

Re: Thanks re respiratory problem

Posted by reese7194 on January 9, 2006, at 19:27:40

In reply to Thanks re respiratory problem » reefer, posted by pseudoname on January 9, 2006, at 19:00:55

i am sure this won't help and i'm sure you have thought about it but i figured i should mention it anyway. have you ever had any anxiety attacks before? if by chance you haven't. you are very lucky. because that could be what it is. in a way i hope it is that. because that would makes things a lot easier to deal with because it would have no connection to the buprenorphine.


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