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My last poem, Because Of You

Posted by BabyToes on June 11, 2009, at 12:27:48

Tasting those acid tears
Because of you.
Trust me you said
It's fiduciary
But you forgot.

Letting down my defenses
Because of you.
Was a good thing I thought
Taking advantage you did.
I can't forget.

Thinking I was safe
Because of you.
You needed supervision
You were confused
I wish I could forget.

My vulnerabilities
Because of you.
Left me weak
Wasn't an invitation
But you forgot.

I lost more than I gained
Because of you.
I thought the best of you
You only thought about you
I can't forget.

Triggering my PTSD
Because of you.
When you yelled at me
Counter-transferences you had
I wish I could forget.

Losing a part of myself
Because of you.
You smashed me down
Because of your insecurities
I wish I could forget.

Wanting to disappear
Because of you.
You wouldn't attend my funeral
If I died you said
I can't forget

I died that day
Because of you.
When you said you didn't care
But you were the delusional one
I wish I could forget.

You f*ck*d me up
Because of you.
EMDR cant change the truth
Of how you harmed me
I can't forget.

How can I trust anyone ever
Because of you.
When a therapist hurts
Those they are suppose to protect
But you forgot.

 

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