Posted by Estella on May 8, 2006, at 10:01:58
In reply to Re: Today » special_k, posted by susan47 on April 19, 2006, at 10:38:51
hey. i don't think i can change back... i don't think i can... but is this name better susan dear? at least it is a proper name... it might grow on you. or maybe i'll find the courage. or the strength. or the hope. or something. i don't know. i don't know that i can or should. i hunted a little for derivatives that would allow the nickname but to no avail.
when i find the courage i'll let you know and you can call me that in the body of the posts okay?
but not yet. i'm sorry. i'll try and stick around. but i don't know susan. i don't know. i don't seem to be having much success controlling myself. controlling my moods. controlling my hurts. i'm sorry susan.