Posted by obsidian on February 11, 2009, at 21:37:31
work as a concept I guess
you spend such an incredible percentage of your life there and it can suck so much
today my boyfriend's salary got cut (because of the business he works for not doing as well), and it kills me because he has worked there so long and he works so hard, he's so ridiculously reliable and it just seems so unfair.
I work a job, that I have a hard time imagining anyone wanting. I mean it sucks...I think I'd be a lot better off doing something else. There will be layoffs soon, and I find myself hoping that I can keep this job that I really dislike. It seems I am there all the freaking time.
I feel so little control over so many things, but so responsible for so many things. On top of all that, I don't get much respect at all, in fact a lot of disrespect, and this also happens to be generally from people with a lot less education than I have.
I'm looking for a better way. I wish I could take certain things for granted. I'm tired of it. I want to go live off the land in the country somewhere...f*ck this