Posted by cactus on October 26, 2009, at 21:49:17
In reply to Re: suicide, posted by maxime on October 26, 2009, at 18:27:28
Hey there, fellow alcoholic here, sober for 2.5 years. I too have tried and failed what you are about to do. Just stop, call an ambulance and go. I know this might sound stupid but take things one day at a time. Today, you have called for help on here, so pick up the phone and call for help right where you are, right now. It's easy, just pick up the phone and dial. Tomorrow, you can reassess, but for now pick up the phone and call for and ambulance OK.
Your will is stronger than you think. I won't lie to you but hey, I still have trouble leaving the house, I'm super sensitive too, you wrote, "live your lives", I'd really like you to do that too.
Now pick up the phone so you can. Asking for help is hard but you have already done that here and I'd really like you to reciprocate that there.