Posted by Phil on August 6, 2014, at 8:18:39
In reply to Re: Suicide Tribute--Psycho-Babble » Phil, posted by PartlyCloudy on August 5, 2014, at 17:56:19
pc, i have had many months of crazy! two best friends, never argued. one i've known 33 years the other ten. best people i ever knew that never gave up on me. started sending emails and i was so angry that i didn't just burn the bridge, i burned everything down.
i've been rapid cycling, maybe every 20 hours. six hours after i wrote this i thought, aw sh*t, here i go again.
I sincerely apologize.
i talked to my therapist last week and said I love my doctor but i'm not well. right? he knows my doctor, they are right down the hall from each other.
i thought, well, adderall costs me everything but i don't take it now, same behavior. he dropped lithium and i think my brain hasn't been the same. can't blame the meds but it is crazy. my friend of 33 years has been a close ally except for a few things that happened that got me started but i wrote some evil sh*t. Bear with me. :(there is no rest for the messenger until the message is delivered.
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