Posted by rjlockhart37 on January 23, 2014, at 13:14:44
In reply to Re: worry driving me crazy, posted by 10derheart on January 22, 2014, at 17:01:35
thanks, matthew is my favorite book in the bible, my real name is matthew, but don't tell anyone LOL they already know it, people know who i am aleadly because my name is attached to rjlockhart in the google feeds....
god is good, lately i have been reading about jesus christ, and his healing, supernatural healing, and realize that it is real, and that God is there...no matter what is being an obstacle, he can solve it.
the only thing with caring for what people think of me, one time i was with some friends and we went to a bar just one time, i got a bit drunk, but this man came up to me, and he asked me questions, i couldnt understand anything he was saying, he looked at me and started laughing and his wife laughed too...and one time i was with a freind, i posted about this before, i smoked marajuana and it made me dissociate, the lady that gave me it, she sat me down and told me to talk to her so i wouldnt pass out, the hate in her eyes was like so intense, she wouldnt let me watch tv, i just went into the bathroom and locked for 2 hours, she hated me, the reason probaly is she thought i would have to go the hospita and she would get into trouble at the large amount of marajuna she had in her house.....it's those experinces that stay with me, there's many more of people laughing at me....but you know, leave it behind, it doesnt matter, it's just a memory that can be forgotten, and move on to new....
i read your last paragraph, the only way to stop worse sitations from happening, such as being homeless, is to act, and i say that, but i don't really think that deeply, and i have to apply that to overcome this grey gloomy trapped way of living....thank you 10tendeart i really appricate your concern, but don't be overly concerned about me, like i said i don't want to be a energy drainer to people, it's my own life that is simple problems....no more SOS posts, but i always post my feelings here on babble....there just like a blog....
thank you 10tender
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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