Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 4, 2012, at 21:29:02
there's really a point where I pass the regular anger limit and my mind will turn diffrent personifcations lose sympathy and empathy for anyone, having no regret. There's many people who have had horrid expieriences than me, and i really am not the one who should be complaining. My life is mild, there's no serious strain so far...and I acknowedge that. I just wished I could get out of this fear....and depend on no one. Anyone know how to do this without the use of drugs??
I've tried over and over to achieve a mindstate of above normal..., it always fails something in the system is not right, and go back to square one.
not a scholar but understand distress
avoid false lights of enlightenment, paticulary flattery...