Posted by hyperfocus on November 20, 2011, at 9:44:24
Never punctual - usually more times late than on-time. Walking into the office at 3 P.M. Many, many sick days. Low energy - unable to sustain effort on routine things, Unreliable - cannot be depended on for even the simplest things. Always procrastinates. Very bad time management - constantly over-estimating what can be realistically done in time given. High anxiety levels - misses deadlines or completely abandons work at crunch time. Sometimes disappears for days at a time - no explanation. Communication blackouts- does not answer phone or return calls for days.
Not professional - sleeps at desk or in bathroom. Misses meetings with staff or clients or anything involving people interaction. Borderline - hurt and upset and resentful at the slightest criticism. Cryptic vague explanations of behavior. Constantly makes promises about feeling better and starting afresh every month or so. Resistant to asking for or receiving help. Wants to be treated like everybody else; unable to see pattern of behavior requires different treatment from others.
C-PTSD: social phobia, major depression, dissociation.
Currently: 450mg amitriptyline single dose at night.
Also: Allegra, 1000mg Vitamin C.