Posted by Maxime on January 2, 2011, at 17:10:52
I return to work on Thursday. I think this has been one of the worst holiday season for me. When I was depressed, I stayed in bed a lot. But when I wanted to go out my mom wanted to come with me. She would actually start to cry. She said that she felt locked up in the house. Well, I can't leave my crying mother with Alzheimers behind can I? And the things I wanted to do were not suitable for someone her age. I wanted to walk around old Montreal and look in art stores. I wanted to go to museuems (sp?) and other things as well.
Today I was supposed to see Black Swan and I my mom had a breakdown this morning over something and I couldn't leave her alone in the house .... so I ended up falling asleep. I don't feel any more rested than before with all the sleeping I have done. My mom wasn't manipulating me with the tears. I think she is very frustrated with being in the house all the time. At least next week some of her activities start up again so she won't be so alone.
So I have Monday and Tuesday left. I know on Monday I am going with my mom and her friends to see "The Kings Speech".
I think I feel worse than I did at the beginning of my vacation.
As long as the world shall last there will be wrongs, and if no man objected and no man rebelled, those wrongs would last forever. ~Clarence Darrow~
poster:Maxime
thread:975614
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