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I don't want to carry on esp. this way warn. SI

Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on July 3, 2010, at 0:24:55

In reply to Re: Can someone(s) lend me an ear, please..:-( » Jay_Bravest_Face, posted by fayeroe on July 2, 2010, at 21:46:39

> ***But then, she wanted to go have a "lap dance" (private in Ontario you can have full body contact *above* the waistline.) So, she picks a friend who is a dancer, and arranges for three of us to go back. Everything is fun and fine and sexy and all. "A" and I sat on the love seat while the dancer moved back and fourth between us. The dancer was only about 20 as well, so you could imagine my***
> Jay, I think you were set up. I know that you are hurt but you are probably better off now that she is out of your life. I believe the "act" was probably planned in advance and both girls counted on getting $560 out of you. I imagine that they were going to split it.
> I know it is hard to think that someone that we feel close to would do something so hurtful but people do things that we don't understand.
> At this point I would be happy that the bouncer didn't beat me to my car. I don't think it would be wise to go back. I'd stay clear of that area for the rest of my life.
> Again, I'm sorry that this happened to you.

Thank you Fayeroe for responding. I haven't felt so empty and lost in such a long time. It seemed when I had the money and it was spilling out of my pockets, everybody loved me then. As a 40 year old guy, who the heck my age wouldn't love the attention?! I basically maxed out close to 10 grand on a Visa to keep "shooter-girl" well-funded. She never once refused a tip at all!

It's me naive and all...I just can't believe people do this. It's like pick-pocketing the corpses after a big accident. Sick, indeed.

I don't understand why it just seems to take money for a 40 year old guy to attract women. Like, I am not egotistical, but I have gotten in good shape due to my testosterone therapy, dress well, etc.

And I am *not* just after younger woman...even ladies my age or older still act the same way. I can't carry on alone. I just want it all to be done with. Like in the movie 'Scent of a Woman', where Al Paccino plays a blind guy who just wants to have one final night of "love making" with a beautiful woman (an escort, of course), have good food and drink, and then wants to end it all. That is really what I think like sometimes.

I am so lost....I am really so lost...

Jay :(




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