Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on February 13, 2010, at 1:27:19
This is a plan, that I don't know when is going to take off soon, because there has been so many non launches in the past or crashes that happened from stupid choices like abusing stimulants and losing reality. The reason I abused them was to keep going...because I felt like I was going to fall apart and I did fall apart more worse when I was abusing them.
I want to work for the CIA...but you have to have mililary experience and me and the military [i just have to find another family out in the world, that will be accepting] I gotta let go of this past that was let go, and nothing is left of it. There is no..."i don't care" people just don't want hear any drama, because what it does is it drains them of their peace and selection comes along of what benefit's and what doesnt, kinda like fast food...no I won't take a big fat drink that I have to gulp down because what is it going to benefit unless i'm thirsty .double quack quack, bye.
Can anyone here know what my actions that are prone to do...sort of staying in the same place in life and not moving because...I don't know there is no energy, that's why stimulants are alway's helpful.
Ugh, guess it's privite rj on his own...how is me going to get out of this hole?
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