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Thanks all of you

Posted by TexasChic on August 22, 2008, at 13:25:07

In reply to Re: This is how I feel right now, posted by Phillipa on August 22, 2008, at 12:36:40

I realized I forgot to say thanks to WaterSapphire in my response too. I really do appreciate all who comfort me when I'm in a bad place.

Right now, I don't know, I seemed to have switched from crazy insane anxiety to 'I can't stop crying' depression. I try to stay positive, but the fact is, I fail at everything eventually. I can't seem to keep a job or keep any friends. I think it wouldn't be so bad except that I apparently give a good first impression, which gives me hope, but then it all falls apart.

Then there's the fact that I keep screwing up my finances no matter how hard I try. This time I accidentally paid all my bills a week early. I get paid twice a month so some months I get my paycheck on the third Friday instead of the second, and I just got mixed up. So everything bounced and I got charged, then they sent them all through again, which meant a second round of fees. So that was just a complete fiasco.

I'm just tired of everything always being so hard. I'm very down on myself right now. I'll get past it, I always seem to be able to. I just happen to be right smack in the middle of a really bad case of one of those 'I'm worthless, why do I ever bother to keep trying' episodes.

In addition to all this, I don't think I've shared this with anyone because its just so gross, but for the past month my apartment suddenly got infested by roaches (the guy downstairs moved out, so I guess they all just moved up here). I am COMPLETELY phobic about bugs. The apartment management has sprayed 4 weeks in a row now, the last one being yesterday when they used some heavy duty fogger and a crack a crevice machine. So for 4 weeks I've been living with all my stuff in boxes in the middle of the room so they can treat all cabinets and closets. Not to mention the fact the the first initial sprayings just seemed to make them scatter. This last one seems to have done more good then the previous times, but I'm still afraid to put anything back in the cabinets yet.

So thanks for listening to me complain. And sorry if I already said some of this somewhere in another post, I didn't feel like going back and reading everything.

-T

 

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