Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on July 21, 2008, at 19:46:34
In reply to wanted to post this on another site but, posted by alesta on July 21, 2008, at 16:38:54
Alesta,
I hear your pain, and I am really, really sorry. T f&*^ing world is so cruel sometimes (more often then not), I don't really know what to say. But I have this to offer. A song (lyrics) which fit really well. In the verses, are all of the "tapes" in this persons head that keep playing back and over again. Have a read. I'll post the song. It's quite something. I hope you somehow get to feeling better. You deserve it. It is "Tapes" by Alanis Morissette from her new cd.
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I am someone easy to leave
Even easier to forget
A voice, if inaccurateAgain: Im the one they all run from
Diatribes of clouded sun
Someone help me find the pause buttonAll these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head arent my own
Wreaking havocIm too exhausting to be loved
A volatile chemical
Best to quarantine and cut offAll these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head arent my own
Wreaking havocIm but a thorn in your sweet side
Youd better off without me
Itd be best to leave at onceAll these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head arent my own
Wreaking havoc
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link to song: http://tinyurl.com/6q8hhwI hope you find some comfort in knowing you are not alone. Far far far from alone. Please take good care of yourself. You *deserve* it. Best.
Jay
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