Posted by Jay_Bravest_Face on January 26, 2008, at 0:17:47
In reply to had to wash dishes in tub-sink *was* unreachable » jammerlich, posted by zenhussy on January 20, 2008, at 22:58:42
> been up and down over Dec and Jan out this way. you're SO NOT ALONE in not taking down the decorations or using up every pot, pan, bowl, plate, etc. in the house.
> one load at a time. took washtubs of dishes from kitch. into bathtub to wash since there wasn't room yet in kitch. started by washing five glases and slowly from there regained control of the kitchen counters and sink.
> is this something that feels good sharing w/ the public here on PB? no. but it is the reality of the diseases/disorders lived w/.
> hope you're not disgusted by this but instead encouraged that you're not alone and you will emerge from this "slacker" state as you call it.
No, I understand...completely. The apathy can be VERY overwhelming. I've let SO many things go in my depression and anxiety ridden states. I can end up just not caring...even down to personal appearance, in particular in really bad times. It's just all part of the 'disease'. If you can find someone to talk to about it all, that helps for me at least a bit. (Besides all of the doctors and meds and such..) Best wishes....and please believe in yourself....