Posted by Michael83 on August 14, 2007, at 23:24:10
About once a month the "machine" they're building in Switzerland shows up on a news site or some other site I may read online. It did tonight. As usual, bragging about how it's the "most complex machine ever created in human history." I won't speak of it's name or specific intentions because I don't want others to be afraid. It's still a while before they test it. I just want them to fire it up and get it over with and everything can be fine and the scientists can get their useless information from it to write more textbooks or whatever they plan to do.
But I'm so shaken up. Not that bad, nothing like before when I was scared of God. But I'm still scared of this thing.
They never fail to mention some ultra-extreme potential event that might or might not occur in the machine that could endanger everything.
This is stupid machine is disrupting my concentration and making me feel disconnected from my life putting everything in a "it could all end tomorrow" type of perspective and making me feel like nothing matters. No one needs this.
I'm so nervous and scared. I hate being afraid all the time. I need to go to bed and get some sleep.
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