Posted by Meri-Tuuli on January 9, 2007, at 4:31:17
In reply to What are people looking forward to?, posted by linkadge on January 2, 2007, at 14:09:30
I don't know link. I generally only view the future in terms of doom, eg not being able to get a job once I graduate, not being able to afford to buy a flat, always having mental health problems. Which is very negative I know. Everything seems so uncertain to me that I'm literally afraid of the future.
Oh well. This is being very very very Bridget Jones-ish and girly, but I'm looking forward to getting married to my boyfriend of 5 years and perhaps having a kid one day. But I dunno. I somehow just don't have the energy to live, if you know what I mean.
I always find that when you look forward to something alot, it then never lives up to your expectations once its happened. So I generally have given up on looking forward to things.