Posted by ClearSkies on January 1, 2007, at 10:00:24
In reply to please help ..trigger, posted by jylisnotlaughing on January 1, 2007, at 9:51:14
> i understand some wish i would not post here..but i have no where else to go in my life
JYL, I just don't believe that this statement is true. This is the place where we can put our feelings, or lack of them. Apathy is overwhelming in its scope - it encompasses everything in its path. Can I say that this passes? Maybe more like it fades away, at least for me. Sorrow, anger, concern... these awaken for me when the empty nothingness starts to thin and evaporate.
I can't think of a single thing that has helped this process along for me. I have my usual list of self-nurturing things to do. But I just can't be bothered to do 'em.
Happy new years, btw. Sorry to add my own bleakness to your thread. I am having a particularly hard time feeling much of anything right now except for hopelessness.