Posted by Jai Narayan on October 2, 2006, at 22:37:58
In reply to Thank you all so much!, posted by Gabbi~G~ on September 30, 2006, at 0:21:47
> It was nice to know I was missed.
>
>
> I was going through some serious upheaval.
> For, financial, and other reasons "R" had to go back to the U.S and I'm in Canada.
> There were some things happening, the financial stress was spiralling my depression, and of course, that was very unpleasant for him to have to deal with.
> There were things, too, that I found confusing about the relationship.
>
> I thought It would send me straight to the hospital. But it didnt! I was fine, I felt really strong, though I missed him.
>
> Well, actually I did have a meltdown last night, but when I went to the hospital they reminded me that cutting down on ativan really quickly can do that to a person :{
>
> Like I shouldn't have learned that from the OTHER 20 times I tried to.
> I just wanted to be free though you know?
> I was like.. I don't want to be dependent on a man for happiness or medications dammit! I felt really powerful.. until of course last night.
> I'm relieved that that *is* what it was though.
>
> In an odd twist of fate, now I'm now casually dating my literature professor from College, who remembered me from 11 years ago, (I had a great big crush on him)
>
> I don't know how often I'll be posting anymore, I still have a lot of work to do on myself, a lot.
> But thank you very much
>what an amazing reply.
you are honest and forthright.
my, you are a special person!
I have thought long and hard...you are something Gabbi G
Jai
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