Posted by Susan47 on March 12, 2006, at 10:39:36
In reply to I need some motivation, posted by Deneb on March 9, 2006, at 15:59:56
I'm the same way with my own motivation, I think .. now yes, now no, mostly no .. and I know, Deneb, that it's fear that's the thing holding me back. I already know I'm going to mess it up, nothing I do is good enough and if I start then that just leads to the end, which won't be finished. I don't know if I've ever finished anything .. well, one or two things but I've started a thousand. It's horrible. Try to get the wheel to unfold, like Harold and the Purple Crayon .. I love that series .. I'm going to go look for it .. let's do a search ... I LOVE that series .. my eldest, who's an incredible, wonderful brilliant man .. that was one of his favourite series and I think I know why, but I need to colour all the walls of my apartment in a purple crayon, drawing my life, a path for me to follow ... (((Deneb)))
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