Posted by lostforwards on October 24, 2005, at 15:49:33
In reply to Re: whatever.. prescription brain damage. » lostforwards, posted by alexandra_k on October 23, 2005, at 15:55:43
> > The only thing they did was give me clozaril. I don't think that caused the symptoms I experienced.
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> Yeah. I don't think medications are supposed to produce such experiences so much as prevent them. It is strange... But I guess it is like how when you smoke some dope or drop some mushrooms or LSD or something then that can have very profound effects on ones experiences.
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> I've had the experience of other people being out to get me... And the experience of giving birth to the universe through my belly button. Sounds very strange indeed, but it is really hard to describe the feeling and it can also be quite hard to explain why it was that I had the feeling I had.
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> I guess drugs offers a simple explanation in a way because we know that taking them can have very profound effects on our experiences.
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> >Over the span of a few months I was attacked and harrassed by someone who had psychotronics and a directed energy weapon in their possesion.
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> Were you mugged? Beaten up by someone or something like that? Its the psychotronics and directed energy weapon bit that I'm worried about...
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> > I know that sounds out to lunch but it's true.
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> Its the psychotronics and directed energy weapon bit that I'm worried about... I don't doubt your experiences. You say that you have been having problems with your short term memory and perceptual disturbances etc and I really do believe you on that. I mean... They are your experiences and you would be authoratative on those... And such experiences clearly are in need of explanation.
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> But I'm wondering whether another sort of explanation might be more plausible. And also... More hopeful. I mean... If people with energy weapons are after you then it doesn't really seem that there is anything you can do about making your symptoms better. But if there is another explanation (such as your brain chemistry producing those experiences) then it would seem possible that an alteration in medication could help you out.
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> Does this make sense?
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>I know it's hard to believe that technology like I'm talking about exists. check out these websites though:
http://www.c-a-t-c-h.ca/
or you can see my own site ( which has a bunch of links )
poster:lostforwards
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