Posted by Deneb on August 14, 2005, at 22:16:22
In reply to I'm going out on Sun, posted by Deneb on August 12, 2005, at 22:57:23
I went out to dinner with 2 friends today. We haven't seen each other in a long time, many months.
I wasn't socially anxious at all! I remember just how paranoid I was around people before...I think I really seemed crazy. Don't know why I'm not socially anxious anymore...it's nice. I just wasn't very talkative, I'm just a quiet person.
Being with "normal" people just makes me realize how disordered I am. Normal people have normal problems, mostly to do with relationships and their jobs. I don't think my friends will know what to say if I ever told them what I really think and do sometimes. Normal people don't get so upset over tiny things that they want to kill themselves. Wow, I think maybe I have big problems.
My two friends have never been clubbing before and neither have I. They want me to go clubbing with them on Fri. I think I will go. I think I might have to get drunk first.