Posted by Sonya on July 26, 2005, at 2:51:13
In reply to Re: How do I save myself?, posted by Phillipa on July 25, 2005, at 22:15:11
I wish I knew, Phillipa. I feel so lost right now that I don't know where to turn. It doesn't help that I can't sleep (it's now 3:40am).
Someone recently said in a post here that if it weren't for the fact that we could escape through death, life would be intolerable. I still think about my pill stash that was destroyed in the hospital after my suicide attempt last year. I felt it was my safety net. But now I feel so trapped because it's gone and I've promised my family never to do that again. Please, is someone up at this hour. Please reply. I don't care, say anything.
poster:Sonya
thread:533248
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20050719/msgs/533637.html