Posted by Susan47 on January 26, 2005, at 6:04:13
In reply to What Does It Mean ***Loads fo Triggers***, posted by AdaGrace on January 24, 2005, at 18:05:31
Oh yes, your posting of this thread... you just love lectures, don't you? You keep giving yourself up as fodder for us, AG, why are you so hard on yourself? Are you drinking to depress your appetite and stay skinny? Because you know that's gonna make you poufy in a about a half a dozen years.. OR LESS. SO QUIT THAT.
And no crying, either. A good night of crying makes me so incredibly unlookable-at the next morning it's unbelievable, and you'll get there, too, in a few years, the more crying you do, the worse you'll look. See, you can predict how you're going to look. And you already know it's your lifestyle leading you down there right now. So, it's still your choice. I hope you don't make the decision you can't live with.. on the other hand I think you should live it up a little right now while you're still young enough to enjoy your body... but I'm wondering if you're scared (which I am, definitely, scared shiteless) of losing it all to age because when you REALLY had it, (I've just shifted the "you" form of you to the "I" form of you...) you weren't happy with the person/people you were with, they didn't make you happy at ALL, and you never really had it all, you just had little bits of everything here and there, and you just really really want it all, just once, please God.
And once again, I'm ending up talking about myself.
Sorry AG.
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