Posted by Adagrace on October 12, 2004, at 10:46:11
Sand Songs Say So Much........ was that Elton John? Or Should I say Sir John. I can't seem to stop listening to them, along with love songs...
I bought a few new CD's this morning.
One song.....I listened to 6 times on the way to work. "Is It Raining At Your House?" by Brad Paisley, Mud on the Tires CD.
Trying to get thru this @##$%**$# internet affair I had and have been left so empty.
Rod Stewart has a lot of sad love songs on his Greatest Hits CD....listening to it now.
Husband make me sick to my stomach, and makes my head hurt. Leaves messages on my celly to tell me he loves me, but "what really is my problem anyway?" "You take things wrong" "What is your problem, I haven't done anything wrong" "I love You"
Therapist is a classic codger. Want's me to write down 4 things each day that I can be proud of myself for. Yesterday I got one.
1. Made it through therapy without bawling profusely.
Have one for today.
1. Found Cocoa Butter at Wally World, feels good on my red crackled burned skin.
Oh, here's another one
2. Singed hair is growing back, perhaps 2 millimeters noticed today.
Somehow these two don't really seem as if they are self esteem boosters.
Not supposed to think about what I want to do with my relationship with my husband. Supposed to think about how to build my self esteem back from "ground zero" to put it in the codger's words.
BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH
Yeah....It's @#$#@$%$^%$%@ raining again today.
poster:Adagrace
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