Posted by karen_kay on May 21, 2004, at 21:15:32
obviously i've done absolutely nothing today, but be on babble and archive, archive ARCHIVE!!! and my neck hurts from staring at the computer screen. and i've developed a headache that i'm certain won't go away for the next four days. and my poor eyes. luckily i've been able to switch positions, from couch to chair, back to couch, throwing my body on the floor. but, when i set out to do something, i want to get it done. even though i was going to call my mother hours ago to come and 'take me away!' i'm rethinking that now, so i can develope an even greater headache and rug burns and secretary's as*.
however, i've realized that things aren't fair! it's not fair that there are so many wonderful people from the past i've missed the chance to meet by only a few short years. and it's not fair that i can no longer read poetry from someone that brings tears to my eyes and leaves me completely numb. and it's not fair i never had the chance to argue with people who i'd really like to argue with. or talk to people i'd really like to talk to. or know people i'd really like to know.
why does stuff like this bother me so much? and it really bothers me to the point that it makes me very sad. perhaps i'm just a sap? but then it reaches into my everyday life and i wonder where these people are and what they are doing. and i really really hope they are very very happy right now, drinking margaritas on the beach and laughing. could everyone just lie to me, for one short day and tell me that you are all so very happy right now? please, for my sake? i worry too much i think.
and kid, all done, jay, spoc, daisy, dinah, penny, miss honey, elle, kid a, zen, scott, ivan, jai, fayeroe, nikki, pegasus, tiny, gg, ilene, miss sunshine, racer, shar, crushed, texaschick, phil, scott (sls this time :), leo (where did you go?), finelinebob, fallen, shadows, lg, jyl, penny, lalalalala (i miss you too dear :( , emmy, momma (toots of course), (((dee))) i know how you like hugs, tabitha, antigua, bobby, slinky, cubic, terrics, falls, poet, asya (forgive me if that's wrong, this list is from memory, but where have you been dear?), jlynne (of course i'll hit on you dear, and kid likes you better), judy, jane, and dear lord anyone who i forgot... please lie for one day, in just this one thread and tell me you are soooo very very very happy, ok? just one small favor, so i won't worry anymore :) pretty please with a [insert fruit, i usually prefer cherry] on top!and gabbi, i need to hear that you are doing so very well right now. that your hair is so very beautiful and you are reading in the park. please, lie if you must, just this one time, ok?
poster:karen_kay
thread:349397
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20040517/msgs/349397.html