Posted by mystic on May 21, 2004, at 19:52:50
In reply to Ramblin' Along, posted by SandyWeb on May 21, 2004, at 18:05:46
Wow sandy a night of reflection..but one thing you did say is there are some things that you wouldnt change actually quite a few things you wouldnt change..your marriage..children...well life is one big cycle and god no one said it was going to be easy I think that we all think it is going to be easy...
You know that you were put here for a reason and that we all have our crosses to bare..some people deal with molestation..abuse..verbal/physical abuse..cancer.. suffereing..murder..poverty.. living in war zones..we all have something there arent many people that are happy and sometimes when I feel my worst I try to remember this..I try to remember the really really bad things that happen in this world and then I try to fight harder..and Sandy I know how hard it is...I was molested as a child very young child...I was in an abusive marriage...I raised my daughter alone after with the threat of her being kidnapped by my ex all the time..and I have dealt and unfortunately dealing with once again with these demons that try to make me think that it is never going to get better...It is always easier to help someone else and so hard to think that we are important enough for our full energy...
Sandy love yourself try to find some way to love yourself..because from what I see you are a caring wonderful person just going through some really really hard times but you can get through I know that you can ..you can be strong..You have us you have jlynne that wonderful angel that stands by you alll the time..You have lynne the other angel you are so fortuneate to find these angels and I do believe that you have been brought special angels you truely have...You will find your way there is no way you cant with all the help that you have!!!!!!!!!..Please love yourself and find the way...Your children depend on it and they deserve it and you deserve it!!! you are loveable you truely are!!!!!!!!
Take care Sandy and wishing and praying for goodness and direction for you..Luvya Mystic