Posted by LynneDa on April 14, 2004, at 9:34:59
In reply to One Last Thing, posted by SandyWeb on April 14, 2004, at 9:20:29
Hi Sandra -
I know you don't want to hear this, but GO, GO, GO!!! Please be brave and do something for yourself. Remember how at first you were mad that Dr. Bob sent the police? Well, afterwards you were grateful. Same thing here. Yes, democracy and freedom are good, but sometimes you have to give in to the need to let others care for you for a little while. We've all been there and had to do that at times, right?
I'm only saying this because I care so **please** don't get offended. I wish I lived close to you cuz I'd come over, make you a nice cup of tea & we could watch a funny movie or something. Then maybe you could relax and think things through better if you were being taken care of :-).
I'm not going to my appointment today. I know they'd end up committing me, and I'm not going back there as a patient. I have to have my freedom. What's the worse they can do? Charge me a "missed appointment" fee?? I barely have enough to cover my other bills.
> My mum keeps wanting me to email her, my sister keeps phoning or emailing me......no one will leave me alone. Switch the attention elsewhere!
> They released me. They can't get me back unless I deliver myself to them. I'm not going to do that. If I want to leave, then let me leave. If I want to stay, then help me to stay. But it's my choice, and I do NOT want to lose my freedom. Democracy, right??
> Ugh, I'm just a little wound tight today. I'm not going. They can't make me come in. I know I sound like a child stomping her foot, but I'm scared they'll lock the door on me!!! Just let me do it my way.
> "One Last Thing" signing out! (Lol)